I think this time is going to be some boring post about my thoughts.

Hiatus maybe.

That day, after some tertiary education talk, I told myself, "I'm going to get triple degrees in the future. I'll, somehow, get them all."

I told Li Ling about it, and she named me Psycho. Why? Simply because I want to study Psychology, Legal, and ballet. I can study Psychology and Legal in some university, and ballet, out of university. Li Ling got the idea of naming me Psycho from Psychology.

Quote my mum, "How are you going to get the money to pay them all?"

Yeah, quite true. My ballet fees ate more than RM2k last year. Plus exam fees, it's almost RM3k. And that's, only in Jean Gan. I found out from my cousin in Singapore that, it's S$2k per year for Inter. And, we're both in the same grade. So, where is it, that costs more? Singapore, right? Plus the terrible exchange rate today, it's going to cost more than RM4.5k. My mum's right. Where am I going to get the money to pay for them all? University's going to cost a bomb, and, ballet? What if I go to Singapore, or anywhere else but Malaysia to study in the future?

Quote my uncle, "Yes yes yes, next time when you go out to work, and when people ask you what are you working as, you'll say, I'm a psycho lawyer. Then, everyone will know you're psycho."

He's trying to say that I'm psycho.

Quote Ethel, "Why the heck are you an over achiever? What's the point of it?"

Rant: (don't read, if you're not interested. Move on the the next paragraph.)
I know, there's no point in it. But ballet's my interest. I'm going to finish the whole thing. If I fail, I'll try again. My Inter Found exam, was a luck. I passed it. I am 1 of the 2 who passed. 5 of us took Inter Found, and 2 of us passed. I used to think that ISTD is easier than RAD. I used to think that RAD will be harder. But God knows why ISTD is harder in sense of marking, and syllabus. Oh yes, I said it's luck because, I stopped for 4 freaking years, and I only took a year, to brush everything up. My freework was sucky enough. I've never thought that I will pass. I've always thought Jia Xin, Ge Li, Su-Ann and Jasmine will pass except me. But that day, when Jia Xin nudged me on MSN saying that I passed but not her, I was in a huge shock. I thought she was lying. She's...I have to say it - she's better than me in everything. She got good arch, good arms, everything. I have none of it. She's expressive, everything. Me? Crap.

Ok. I'm stopping about ballet.

Anyway, about school concert, I'm joining props and backstage!! (:

Wooots~!

I wonder if I got talent in cutting woods and things like that.

That day, I wondered, why didn't I join games from Std 1? It was merely because, I didn't have faith in myself. I didn't have the confidence to play. Thinking of it, seeing everyone taking medals...it could have been me up the stage. I didn't try. At all. Ever.

Gosh, my life is full of regrets. Like yours, maybe. Or maybe your life has lesser regrets than mine. Life will always be life.

Goodnight.