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Monday, 27 July 2009
Lost phone ):
21:29

My pretty, pretty nice new phone has been stolen by my butthole maid who decided to runaway today. So if there is anything to talk to me about (just anything) then email me. I check my emails daily (: like very frequently. My gmail, not hotmail. Don't know my address? Facebook then. The wonders of facebook yo!

I miss my phone. It's barely 2 months and it is taken away. Maids nowadays.. Oh she can call herself a Christian, when she does so many things behind my family's back. I wonder how.

I forgot to bring my phone to school today, because I seriously left it on the bed. In the end, she took some of my money and phone and left during lunch. My phone!! And money. She took 100 away from me. I'm so hurt wth.

I learnt my lesson. Just, never ever forget my phone anytime. It's my first time losing my phone. Sigh my 5 years worth of contacts. I'm now waiting to get a phone though. I want my alarm, everything! Oh phone please rest in peace and I love you dearly. Goodbye phone.

Friday, 17 July 2009
i think
21:57

i think i am going to lock my blog soon. i have too many laser-like thoughts, and i've nowhere to put it on so..yes.

blog's the way.

..or maybe i shouldn't.

Tuesday, 7 July 2009
pakistanese mangoes (L)
17:53

For some reason I'm feeling incredibly lonely and sad. Maybe it's me, or the things that is happening right now. Sometimes I feel like crying out loud, for once and for all but I've nowhere to. I can't burst out crying at home, for I will get screwed if I do.

Anyway, the reason why Mr Ganes and Mrs Mathews called me was not for anything. It's alright now. So yes, you guys need not worry (:


Azim's really hilarious! We were talking about stuffs during BM lesson, and guess what a conversation can come up to?

Azim: *something something* Older guys would want sex, okay?
Us: Ohh.
Yuen May: So you mean yourself too, right?
Azim: OMGSH. I mean later in life, of course I would want it. You don't want to celebrate father-mother's day is it?!

He made me laugh. Gosh.

That is what you hear during Bahasa Malaysia lesson!

Actually we had work to do. Mr Rahim asked us to form a group of 3, which we made it into a group of 6, which includes Brian, JonYeoh, CheeYan, Azim, CarlMann and I. What do you get if the group is doubled? TALK, right? That's what we did. And the task was to form an outline for an essay, which we failed to.

Mr Rahim was angry at us in the end.

You know why?

Because:

1. Azim didn't do a correct introduction so JonYeoh replaced him and did an impromptu. Mr Rahim's not happy with it.
2. We were talking so loud (especially me) that he wants no mistakes on our essay, not even one.
3. We talked, and our work is not right.

Not only that, after introduction, I had to read the second paragraph of the essay, which is the "isi".

I was nervous because I didn't get to read what JonYeoh had written. So I went and tried to crap. And, I had problem doing so, because like I said, I didn't get to read what he wrote.

After presenting, I went back and...

Yuen May: My gosh, it's in point form, and just now I couldn't do it right!
JonYeoh: So you expect me to write it in sentences for you is it?
Yuen May: YAH!
JonYeoh: *turns away*

People are calling CarlMann and I lesbians now xD It's so funny, alright?

CarlMann likes pinching my butt in THAT style, which, I'm not happy about. Or, she'll do SOMETHING that will disgusts me even more.


Talking about that girl, it's her birthday tomorrow! So, don't forget to wish her tomorrow. If you don't know her, you can go to http://carlmann.blogspot.com to wish her on her tagboard. If you do, call or message her. Even better, wish her in school, and give her a hug, and present!

I got her what she wants already, and hopefully it's still what she wants. We are all happy people!

I passed the pendrive and LiLing's diary around to let everyone know what LiLing thinks of her. *evil laughter* I'm mean, but, she'll love it anyway.


Oh, I watched Transformers last Saturday, at 12am, in Pavilion! Oh, that made it Sunday early morning. Megan Fox is hawt!

Not going to bother if she's a tranny or what. Bottomline is, she's hawt!


Sexy woman!

SPM is approaching soon and I'm slacking more than ever. It's just me. Trial is getting nearer too.

Hopefully I won't fail anything for trial.

I'm going to go for my JPJ test on the 4th of August, so yeh, hopefully I won't fail it. I'm going for my driving thing on Monday; July the 13th. Jeez.


I'm going for 30 hour famine this weekend. Hopefully I won't die of hunger.

Well, I won't.

Starve for a reason, people!


I should read Acts soon because I am, going for the BK quiz. I'm freaking out because after submitting my name, I found out that Form 5 will have subjective! No essays please. I suck in writing essays, any form of essays, especially BK.

And it's going to be my first time entering this kind of thing.

Oh I don't know why I'm involving myself in many, many activities this year. Damn.

I should study for SPM soon. Soon.


By the way, today's 8th of July, although the header stated 7th of July. I wanted to post it yesterday, but I got lazy halfway through.

Talking about 8th of July, it's my best friend's birthday! I love her much!

I'm glad that she's touched after reading the black book. A lot of effort was put in, so, I guess it's worth it afterall.

I was so worried that she won't like her present this year. Last year it was a surprise party and this year, no party but a cake and little gifts.

Hopefully you liked it, best friend! (:

Pictures were taken by Xuan, so, see it for yourself later.

Quote some people, "Why did you buy her that book?"

LOL. Just because the title is The Virgin's Lover, that doesn't mean it's something dirty, you know? She wanted that book since...ages ago! Should have wrapped it with some solid colored paper so she'll try to guess which is my gift. Too late, so, whatever.

At least I got her what she wants!


Wednesday, 1 July 2009
suckiest country
16:19

I started driving last Monday, and I, actually enjoyed it. Oh, for now anyway. I'm getting excited when I know that I might drive to Puchong from my area during my next lesson, or next next lesson. Hee.

Oh, my car died for about 8 times in 3 freeeekin' hours.

And it sucks when you know that you got chosen for national service. No one will know how sucky it feels when you find out that you got selected for national service. When you make it into a joke, it's actually annoying =/ It's more of like, we don't wanna think of it at all. Daaaaaamn.

What I wish for now is to...'postpone' it, more like NOT GOING FOR IT.

I had a lot of things in mind to blog about just now, but I forgot. Thanks to my short term memory loss.

Next time I think.

Maybe.


Sometimes I feel like leaving the blogosphere, but, sometimes I don't feel like it. I don't know what I want.