Ahem...


Hehe. Whatever lah okay. Ish. Back to the International Food Fiesta. I saw Leon on that day. Yes I saw him. With his mum, Leanne and Leroy. Them, again. His mum smiled at me, when she saw me that day. Hah. Me, being good, I waved at her, and smiled at her as well. Heh. Aiyah.

Then I walked back to the carpark, where the food fiesta held at. Walk, walk and walk. Then I heard something beside my ear, "I will follow you............." God. Who said that? Because of my curiousity, I looked back. OMGWTF it's BRENDA! I was like, "OMG Brenda! HAHA WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU?!" Heh. Then she said she sang for fun. =.="

That is Brenda. And my one & only Brenda. She looks LONG. Yes, LONG. And skinny. T.T

Ish. My Sookie, my Kyean, my everyone are like damn skinny! Phooi Sze is so small size. How I wish I have her waistline. If I do, I'll jump my life off. Grr. I'm so jealous. Ish.

I DON'T CARE! I MUST MAKE THEM ALL EAT LIKE ME! Chocolates, and everything fattening! GRRRRRR. They must eat! Huh.

Anyway. There's one scene that Phooi Sze wants some cotton candy from Brittni, I think. I think that's her name, so, whatever. The pictures below will show you how crazy Phooi Sze is.



Okay. Fine. The cotton candy was on her head because I asked her to do so. She look damn cute, okay?! Other than that, she's like short. GOODNESSSSSSS. She looks extra cute lah har. I LOVEE PHOOI SZEEE. She's like...aiyo. I don't know what to say anymore. Grr.

NGEHNGEH.

Natalie has some white mouse's ears. Thats what I saw at first. After for awhile, when I see Natalie again, I saw her with Mickey's ears. I was like, "What is wrong with Natalie? Omg." Finally, I got her number already. Yeaps.

I DAMN SUKA SRI GARDEN.

BLAH. (Ahem, Jasmine's.)

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Today. Stupid tetanus injection. Got me paralysed. The End.

I seriously forgotten when is the day for us to get the tetanus thing. I remembered till Hanim reminded me. I was really shocked, thinking whether today is the tetanus thing, or not. OMGWTFWTHFUCKINGIDIOTMORONSTUPIDGROUNDNUTS! It is! From then, I can't concentrate during class. What makes things better worst is that time when I first notice some idiot with one hand on another hand, that time was like BEFORE break. Shit, I haven't eat. I don't know how am I going to eat, thinking that I'm going to Kamar Prihatin for the stupid tetanus.

Soon later, it was time for break. I went. Alone. Got the food.

I didn't have the appetite to eat. I stared at the food, blankly, without scooping it at all. Um, by the way, I bought those extraordinary food again. Okay, maybe some of you won't know but the Puterians understand. Hah.

After break, 3 Zeta have to go to the arts room. We went. After like 20 minutes, 2 people came in, Athirah said she bet that they're there to call us to the kamar Prihatin. True enough, we're called. So all of us was like making hell of noise, including me. Um. I guess you all didn't know that I am a very good at imagining. Grr. The more I imagine, the more I get scared and not under control.

Once we reached Kamar Prihatin, we have to check our eye first. I was the second one to check. I want to finish it off fast, okay?! Hah. After the eye checking thing, we have to see one of the nurse for something. Cheh. Then...JENG JENG JENG! Time for stupid injection. GRRR.

I CAN'T DO IT. REALLY I CAN'T. I was losing my guts to sit on the chair. Fiona and Kathryn forced me to sit on that chair. THAT YELLOW CHAIR. All of them tried to calm me down. I really, didn't know what to do. All I did is just scream on top of my lungs when they forced me to sit. I shouted, "I DON'T WANT I DON'T WANT!" Yes, I know it's embarrassing, but I have to shout. I was not under control anymore, all I can do is just shout and I ran like 2 metres away from the chair. Then I told myself, "Finish it off fast, I'm not scared, actually, I just imagine too much, wth. QUICK!" And I sat.

I looked at Fiona. The expression on Fiona's face shows me that the syringe is going to lay on my skin, going into my flesh and flow its medicine. I didn't look, I laid on Jaeynisha's hand, closing my eyes. Ouch, I can feel the bloody syringe. I didn't shout, I didn't cry, I just shed a tear after that. After that, I was high. I started singing Negaraku. I repeat the the same one. The same line. From Negaraku to darahku. That's all. I keep on repeating it. After for a while, SHITMOTHERFUCKER. I can feel like there's syringe hitting my skin & flesh again. It was repeating for like 2-5 minutes. I broke down, I sat like a baby in the Kamar Prihatin. It was really painful. GOSHH. Fiona laughed at me. After it was okay a bit, I stand and sang Negaraku again, outside Kamar Prihatin. I turned, and sang like idiots. Grr.

It wasn't that bad, actually. It's not like I'm dying. It's not like I'm going to die of heart attack. By the way of Yasotha telling us it's really pain, ish. DUMB. it's not that really PAINFUL lah. I was only high. Ish.

P/S: To the Omegas and the rest of the class of Form 3 who haven't take the bloody tetanus, listen here. The pain depends on the individual. It all depends. For me, it may not be pain, but, maybe for you, it is like you're taking your heart out. So yeah. It's not like you're gonna die. Don't listen to the one from like...Yasotha or something. It all depends on the individual. Stay strong.

Labels: Rants, School

Ahem. As I said that I'm going for the International Food Fiesta today...I actually went and saw a lot of people.

I went to Sri Garden at 10.45am, or maybe earlier, I can't remember. I reached there at about 11 something. Woah. It's like very crowded, very noisy. I remembered that Phooi Sze will be selling coupons. Since I'm the most sesated person there, I decided to ask the guard where's the coupons stall. He said there. I was like, "Where???" Then I didn't bother and walked in where the fiesta was held. Walk, walk and walk. WAAAA. I was like damn blur.

FINALLY. I saw those papers with some word "coupons" on it. So I went... I don't know which is Phooi Sze. But then never mind. I RECOGNIZE SOMEONE THERE! Natalie Chai! Since I wanted to but coupons too, I bought them from her. Then I ask where's Phooi Sze. She said there. I was like, "What? The short one? Wth. Is that her? She doesn't look like Phooi Sze in pictures." Then I went there and I called, "Phooi Sze?" Then she was thinking for a moment and said, "YUEN MAY!!!" And we hugged. We were actually hyper. Oh well... First time. Then she was telling me something and tell me who are they and all. Then she told me the one IN FRONT of the fan is LiTien or LiYun. She was not sure. I think it's LiTien, because I can recognize her dressing. Then I felt like talking to her. Then, I told Phooi Sze I would want to. Phooi Sze went and tap her hand and she saw me. She was like, "Who is that?" Then Phooi Sze said, "This is Yuen May." Then she smiled and said hi to me. Hah.

Man, she's like TALLER than me. Sigh. I'm feeling short. Li Yun is tall too. Grr. Ish. JEALOUS-ing. Anyway...then...um...in sudden, a big bunch of Form 1 and Form 3 came. I meant the one who I know. Phooi Sze called Brenda. Brenda came. I was like, "Oooh. Brenda. Look so different one!" Then Phooi Sze introduced and Brenda was like, "Yuen May? You look so different from pictures." I was like, "Yes, I know." Yes lah, I look more like a kid in real life. Then one by one, Sookie, Li Yun, Suki, Rachel, and afew more. Suki was like, "Yuen May???" WALAN EH.

I don't think many people recognize me but, I really enjoyed myself. BUT. The food there is...not cheap at all! It's like damn expensive. VERY EXPENSIVE, indeed. ISH. 3 curry fish balls, RM2. Drinks, just a bit, RM2. One bloody longan jelly, very small only, RM2. Grr. Phooi Sze likes to play games. Ish.

Then while walking, Phooi Sze saw Ginny. I was like, "GINNNNNY!" Then Phooi Sze called her and she said hi, to both of us. I don't think she knows who am I, so I asked her whether she knows me or not. She said, "Um...ran....eh no.....um......YUEN MAY!" I was like, "Wow, you actually know me. xD"

Most of the people I saw today, are all...unrecognizable. =.=" What word is that??? Sorry.

Dang.

Sri Garden's badminton hall is really HUGEEE. I'm falling in love with the school! If I'm there, I can see Phooi Sze everyday and cook Indian curry. GARRRRR.

My Kyean hor...she hor...eeyer. She was damn blur! I like her necklace. IT WAS REALLY NICE. I like, and I eventually fell in love with it. God, it was love at the first sight...I miss it now...where's it??? KYEAN!!! PLEASE COME BACK WITH THE NECKLACE! I PROMISE THAT I'LL TAKE THE NECKLACE ONLY! And then you can leave. I don't mind. When I saw her, I saw Ken Vin too. Haiyer. They were actually DATING. =.="

No comments lah okay.

Let them be.

And then...we went around and nonsense. Walked and walked, then I finally bought food for my dad and the rest to eat at home. Hehe. Smart, right? Yes I know. *vainpot*

Um. Um. Um.

Nothing much, actually. But I really enjoyed the day at Sri Garden, seeing all those friends of mine from online. Yeaps. Before I went back, we, consist of Chea Choong, Nicholas Siau, Choong Phooi Sze, Leon and I went to THEIR tempat lepak. On the way, for fun, I called Nick an idiot. Then he said, "Huh? WHAT DID I DO WRONG??? I was drinking my mushroom soup and for that you called me an idiot." HAHAHA. Haiyer. We went there and talk nonsense. Goodness. Chea and Nick look like a couple of gays. Seriously. This 3 people right, goodness. They can make me laugh to death. Haiyer. They were talking about emo. I don't know why. Leon asked me and I answered in like some...unpleasant way. They were saying that I'm emo. =.=" They were actually saying that the roti canai fella is emo. Haiyer. They're really sakais. 5 people went to that shop and...one piece of roti canai ONLY.

P/S: Sorry ahh Kyean! I disturbed you and Ken Vin. =.="

P/P/S: I REALLY ENJOYED TODAY! Sri Garden is like where I wanna study. Hah. Um. Maybe I'll blog more about this, if I'm in the mood of blogging.

Labels: Friends

See, there's part 2 as well.

This is part 2 of the previous post. Why am I having part 1 and part 2? Because...I didn't have enough time and it was time for me to go offline. So yeah, thats it. I blogged as much and fast as I could yesterday but, time didn't stop for me. Then I decided to stop, and continue my part 2 today. (Hehe. I'm so good.) I'm going to say about what happened in Jane's house yesterday and school today.

Rehearsal in school, for sure.

Okay. Let me start off with Jane.

Since Jane insisted on going back home to clean up, so we all went with her. We; Jane, Ru & I. I never thought of cleaning up, acually. But since Jane's mum asked, so, I cleaned up as well. As what I said in the last post, I said that the pants I was wearing was Jane's mum's pants and Jane's shirt, right? Jane was actually asking me which I want to wear. She showed me so many t-shirts and I finally took the yellow one. Jane's mum handed me some fitting pants. Hey, I really didn't care about my appearance anymore because I was like...wet. So I just wore any dry clothes. I didn't know that the pants that Jane's mum gave me was HIPSTER. There's like another layer to cover, but I pulled it up to my TUMMY. =.="

Then I went down to keep my uniform into the plastic bag. Jane's mum saw how I wore her pants. Okay, I think I'll put them into like conversation; Jane's mum, Jane, Weeru, me.

Can or not?
Can gua...*shows*
OMG, how you wear the pants? What are you doing to my pants? What you did to my pants?
HARRR. Aiya never mind la.
*LAUGHINGGG*
*LAUGHINGG*
SILLY! It's hipster lei gaa....
HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHA~! TOH DON'T KNOW HOW TO WEAR PANTS!
HAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAH~!
HAR. Never mind laa. Just wear only.
HAHHAHAHAHHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA!
*blushes and put it back properly*

That bloody Jane. All she can do is laugh. Not a soft laugh. It's a very loud laugh. CRAZY PIG. Ish. I know la...very silly and embarrassing. =.=" But really, I didn't know!

Then I put it back properly laa.... Haiyer. Whatever la. Sigh.

Today. School. Rehearsal. Slept. EMBARRASSED, again.

GOOOOOOOODNESS. I thought we'll have lessons today. I was hoping that we'll have rehearsal. True enough, rehearsal. YAYS. We'll sure have rehearsal because the excellent principal wants to have face. Haiya. Then...I stayed in the hall, for sure. Again, with my darling hippy Jasmine & retarded Weeru. Ahem. We yacked. Wini, as well. Wini sang some song for Jasmine. It's really stupid and idiotic for me to say something about her deardarlingbabysweethearthoney Justin to her. She couldn't care anymore! She was like, "Yeah, yeah." whenever Weeru and I say something about her deardarlingbabysweethearthoney Justin. I'm sorry if I offended you, Jasmine.

I wouldn't give a damn if she kicks me.

GUESS HOW WEERU TORTURED ME? AHHH. SHE KEPT ON REPEATING THE NAME! God...whenever she mentions the name, I'll go crazy! I went crazy and pull her skin and I don't know what I did. Hah. Weeru and I did a lot of things today. We even did some acts for the barney song. That...

I love you,
You love me,
We are a happy family,
With a great big hug,
And a kiss from me to you,
Don't you say you love me too.

That song la har. Then in the hall, they played this patriotic song. Weeru and I, again. DANCED WITH THE SONG. O.o Nice, okay? TRALALA, not blah.

Jasmine didn't want to go out for break today again. Grr. I think she wanna suffer like what my grandfather suffered then she'll be satisfied. Good lah, if she dies because of gastric. She's on diet for Justin some particular reason. No one knows why. Grrrrr.

Then finally, she said she's going. She went to her class to take her book. And I, went to the class for some reason, which I forgot. Then went back to the canteen for FOOD. Yummy. But....sadly, there's not much food is on sale. Sigh. So I bought nuggets, sotong BALLS and some bread with SAUSAGE. Yummy. I like them all. After that, I went to the toilet. I thought of going back to the hall after that but Weeru said she wants to go to her class so I followed her. I saw Jasmine from far, she was in her class already. O.o Then, I went to my class. I nearly forgot about my Nata de Coco. So, I took it and ate it on the way. Opening the plastic is a torture. Finally, I manage to open a bit, with the help of 就会死 Choo Hui Tze. Thanks to her!

Yummy. It was great! It's been such a long time since I last eaten nata de coco. YUMMYBUMMY. So I ate it as fast as I could. BUT HELL. I can't stop eating it. Weeru asked for some so I gave her a bit. See, I'm so good.

Went back to the hall. Haiyer. So malang. Teacher asked 3-5 rows to substitute. Haiyer. I'm involved also. Aiyer. While waiting for a VERY long time, I evetually felt sleepy and slept. Hell. My mouth was opened. I know lah. But.. My head was facing UP the ceiling so yeah. Can't help it. I didn't know, which made things worst. Then I didn't care lah. Rehearsal started already. So I have to be awake.

It went on and it was the substitution time then. Slowly, slowly, hell, it's my turn! I went up and walked fast. SHAKED HAND WITH DATIN, Datin asked me to walk slowly next time. =.="

Sat on where I sat at first. Katherine was telling Jasmine that Datin asked her to walk slowly and I overheard and we high-fived! SAME. Aiyer. I can never walk slowly like a real lady like that. Ahem. I know. Then...after like 5 minutes, it was time for all of us to runaway go back home. Thank God it didn't rain again. Before leaving, I asked Puan Noraini whether we could use the computer to complete our goddamnproject. I mean, I already know, I just ask to verify what I've heard. So yeah. GOOOOOOOD. I can use computer! Sure I can finish as soon as I finish all. I can do my work everywhere! LAPTOP, on! I'll have excuse to use my laptop as long as I want. Yays. Excuse: oh, Geography and History.

Done.

That's not all. Before I asked Puan Noraini, Ashwini and Salini told me that Abu Kassim SAW my opened mouth when I was sleeping and he could only nods his head. Sigh. EEEEEE.

TRALALALALA.

I'm not going to school tomorrow again. Yays. Will see my Jasmine on Monday. =)

OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH.

I know Jasmine wants me to go to school, but, I'm feeling really lazy and I don't think I could do anything in school tomorrow. I'll try my very best to ask my dad to write me a letter.

I said CHEESE;

• Let's Groove - Earth, Wind and Fire
• Wu Ke Jiu Yao - Wang Pin Guan
• Mr Q - Jolin Tsai
• Ai De Zhu Da Ge - Elva Hsiao
• Girlfriend - Avril Lavigne xD
• It's In The Star - W-inds
• Jewel - Ayumi Hamasaki
• Jewel Song - BoA
• Atlantis Princess - BoA
• My Name Is - BoA
• 10 Minutes - Lee Hyori

P/S: I got Teo Eu Jinn's email already! GOOOOSSSHHHHH I'M GOING CRAZYY. He's hottt...!

P/P/S: I think the principal is overdoing something. She asked us to have this rehearsal for 2 days. It's like the God is coming to our school. Please lah, it's only MB. The fucked up MB. Grr. What's so great about MB? Nothing! It's like the God is coming. Because of that, I sat like a stupidmoronidiot in the hall for nothing. Huh. Screw Puteri for this.

Labels: Friends, Recommendation, School

BUGGERDANGSTUPIDMORONIDIOTblah. Whatever. Ahem. I don't to blog lah. That's why I didn't have posts for the last few days. I know I am dumb. Sigh. Whatever, again... Anyway...I'm still feeling SUPER excited for the International Food Fiesta at Sri Garden this coming up Saturday. Yeaps. YAYS. I hope there's nothing will turn out BAD since MAYBE my dad will tell me, "Eh, you can't go to Sri Garden tomorrow. What for? We have to go to etc..." Yes, I know, like wth.

I'm still feeling SUPERHYPER excited, okay. What should I wear? =.="

Ahem...I'm still...wondering what'll happen this Saturday. I wanna see Phooi Sze. I wanna see Kyean. I wanna see loads of people THERE. I don't care! Especially this evil Phooi Sze lah! You all don't know I want to cook her in Indian curry ah? Jokingly Seriously, she chose Indian curry over Thai green curry! Eh. Phooi Sze, sorry lah if I told the whole world already. xD

I'm crapping about the curry thing WITH Phooi Sze actually. I sayang her so much. I won't cook her one...

Anyway, school today was fun! Seriously! The students today did not study at all! All we did was just REHEARSAL. I just went to the hall and wander around. Spoke to friends a bit then I didn't bother about them. Time for break. I went to see my darling Jasmine. As usual as I'm always with her during breaks this year. After the break, it was time for us to start the rehearsal already. So I went around the hall to find for seats. I found one row. EMPTY. I guess it's for the ghosts me since I'm a VVIP student in Puteri. When I turned around, heck, I know none of the seniors. I was like...lonely. Haha. =)

BUT!

I don't know why I can't recognize Ashta. I look around for a few times you see. Then I saw her at the back of me. I started laughing without any doubt! I don't know why I'll laugh whenever I see her. I guess it's because of what happened last year during Puan Chin's Retirement event. She can really make people laugh uncontrollably. I can just laugh and laugh nonstop for 24 hours! If Ashta is with me for a day. But oh well. Haha.

I WANTED TO SLEEP IN THE HALL, REALLY! I can't take them anymore. I wanted to die on the spot. Seriously. I slept, on my hands, on the chair. =.=" I keep on waking up, because of the noise.

SHIT.

Now I remember something! I saw Puan Rosidah today. Bugger. Now, of all time, I remember of her WORK that she gave us to do. DIE. Never mind. I guess I can do them tomorrow, in the morning when I reach school. GRR. Stupid summary and the questions. I don't need to feel so scared because I did a bit of the summary already. Phew. Ish. Curse Malay lessons lah okay!

Back to today.

Then...teacher said to go back to class and be back at the hall at 2pm. ISHH. I thought we wouldn't have time to eat. Gahh. Then it was 1.30pm when I BUG Jasmine like hell to eat lunch with me. She didn't want! BLOODYHELL. I took 10 minutes to actually BUG her to have lunch. She wants to get gastric, I think. Yes, she wants to die. I'll chop her into slices and cook her in Lebanese curry if she don't eat and I'll sell the curry with HIGH price and I'll get the benefits. Good.

She finally agreed lah for sure. Because I bug her. After like 5 minutes bugging her, I went out from her class. When I was on the way to my class, I look at my left; the row of offices. Guess who I saw? Calvin the play boy/gay. NOT guy. I was like, "OMGWTFWTH IS HE DOING HERE?" Then I ran to Jasmine's class again to tell Jasmine that Calvin is in the school. Then Katherine and Jasmine said I should tell Lily. I wanted to tell Lily but I can't find Lily around.

Then I finally thought, "Let Lily be sad."

And I left.

FINALLY, it was time for lunch break! Then I ran towards the canteen. Hehe. Bought Berryjello. Bought chicken rice. And I finally bought a bottle of cold water. Ish. I guess Jasmine is ALLERGIC to cold stuffs. Not to say really ALLERGIC but yeah. Whenever she consume cold stuffs, she'll have tummy cramps. =(

I hope this bloody ALLERGIC thing will fade away. Spoiling her life only. I think the ALLERGIC thing in her is attracted to her. Grr. In sudden she has all this. I pity her. Don't worry Jasmine...take care, or else...um...

Then bell rang again. Time for rehearsal again. So. Anything lah! I thought I'm not involved in the rehearsal. So I went to the respective class for the extra curricular activities. Once I sat, for not even 5 minutes, I heard someone called me. There goes my Jasmine. BLOODYHELL. I AM INVOLVED WITH THE REHEARSAL. Then I went to the hall with Jasmine. (Eh. How many times I mention Jasmine's name in this post?)

Whatever lah har.

I sat with Jasmine then in the hall. Wini, Jasmine, a few more people and I wanted to bet that when the choir club's students sing, the rain will fall. But it wouldn't be fun because everyone is betting on the same thing. So...Jasmine said better not bet. So we didn't. We wanted to bet because the sky shows that its going to rain soon. =.="

True enough, the rain fell right after they stopped. When Su Quin was playing the piano, Jasmine and I sneaked out (not exactly sneaking but we went out) to the canteen to collect our bags. Woah, it was like FLOODED like hell. Thank God it's not like Johore. So we keep on jumping cutely crazily to reach our "destination". And hell, our pants got wet. Just a bit. Near to our shoes. When we reach the hall, we just sat there. WOW. No one is menghayati-ing Su Quin's song. Oh well. Sad, right? Who cares. Majority of the people thinks that the nasyid is better than the choir. Seriously. I can't even hear what the choir students crapping singing. So yeah. Nasyid is the winner, to me, comparing to the choir students. Grr.

Whatever, again.

Then...Jasmine and I thought of leaving the hall earlier so we wouldn't berhimpit-himpit. But goodness. In the end, when we left, it started berhimpit-himpit already. Not to say FLOODED too. Jasmine said the current is strong. I can't afford to let my shoes to be wet. Ew, now my shoes stink. Okay. Hope so it wouldn't tomorrow. Then Jasmine and I went up. As far as we walked, its getting more...worst. I can't afford to get my shoes wet but it was wet already so I went barefooted. Grr. Thanks to the sky. Hell, the water level was like above my ankle. Now you say how high the dirty water level is. I walked and walked, tip toed. I can't take it but...the floor is like OILY! OILY! Ew. And people stepping on floors. Ew. I don't wanna imagine anymore. Ewww.

Then Jane's mum was there after a very, very long moment (to me). I called her. AND THANK GOD SHE HEARD MY VOICE. She came. Yeappiiieees. I went to the car, thinking, how am I going to tuition with my stinky feet and shoes? But...thanks to my survivor! Jane Yeow and family! Haha. Not really. Jane lend me her slippers and t-shirt. Her mum, lend me her pants. =.=" AT LEAST I GOT DRY CLOTHES TO WEAR! Hah. Evil day.

Nice food.

Eh. I meant her mum gave me to eat before class.

Then...went for class. Again, Joe Vin is so cute! I like his eyes! Don't ask why. His eyes is like SO innocent. Really. Then...in sudden...teacher asked the boys to stand a side. Why? Because she wants to ask questions. Okay. DIE. I thought I was going to die. Teacher said she'll ask 10 questions only. Everyone have to answer fast. But...there's like 30 boys. How? Luck, lah. Edmen tried to hard to answer but then he can't! Joe Vin...he didn't tried to answer at all. AT ALL. After the 10 lucky boys answered the questions, the rest...HAHA. Teacher asked them to jump. JUMP, get it? What the heck lah. I'm in a all-girls school, okay? So...looking at a bunch of boys jumping is not normal for me. It's something VERY interesting and funny to me. So yeah. Then...Jane...Kumuta...Weeru and I as well laughed hard. We were laughing like hell. I'm the worst, I guess. LAUGHED LIKE HELL. They jumped so funny. I don't know why. Sad. Haha. I can't forget the way they jumped during class! Haha. I pity Edmen. Aw.

After the class, grandma came and pick me up. And thats it. Went to Bintang Tuition Centre, because I want to get the schedule for Form 3's Maths class. Sigh. Tuesday, 8pm. How to go? I really wanna go there...or any tuition centres. I really want to pass for Maths. How I wish I can remain at Mr Lim. Sigh. Mr Lim is good!

Anyway. I think that's all. Will blog again, tomorrow. Recommendations:

• It's Not Over - Chris Daughtry
• One Last Breath - Creed
• Tell Me Baby - Red Hot Chilli Peppers
• Need To Be Next To You - Sixpence None The Richer
• You And Me - Lifehouse

P/S: TEO EU JINN from KGV is like damn hot! Urgh. I WANNA KNOW HIM. I'll get sources to help me to find out about TEO EU JINN...oh my TEO EU JINN!!!

P/P/S: I MISS MY LEON AS WELL. MISSSSSS HIMMMM. I heart him, a lot.

P/P/P/S: I hope I'll pass April's test with flying colors. Sigh. I'm stupid.

Labels: Recommendation, School

Mid Term Break is over! Bloodystupididiotmoronwth. So fast lah okay? How I wish it's slow, or at least I am studying in KL. Send me to those ciplak school also I don't mind because if I'm in the ciplak school, it'll be easier for me to pass the papers! THEN KACANG LA.

Maybe only.

Ish.

I went to Genting not for the rides but to shop like a shopaholic and craps. Okay, I should not name myself as shopaholic because I don't have the cash to shop like a shopaholic. When I shop, I shop for tops only. I guess I have too many tops already. I seriously LOVE shopping.

I wanna shop some more! Eh, who can help me to buy Where Rainbows End or Rosie Dunne? That book is written by Cecilia Ahern. I know I had that book but it's missing already. I love that book! Rosie Dunne and Where Rainbows End are the same book, but different cover and title. PLEASE PLEASE! Anyone?

It's hard for me to get the book. I went to Borders today and they had them but MY When Raindows End is not there! I only saw Rosie Dunne but it's not in a good condition and its the last copy. I was quite sad. Then I thought of buying Shanghai Baby but I didn't.

Sigh. Whatever lah.

I really don't wanna go back to Seremban! PLEASE GOD! Sigh. I didn't see Leon for 2 weeks already. I'm missing him badly already. How to go on with life? I mean I can go on but...I'm like missing him like fuck. I wanna see that idiot... Sigh. I actually can go to PWTC today! But my dad don't wanna go. If we went, I can see Leon already! He's helping his dad there for today and tomorrow. I REALLY WANNA GO AND SEE HIM!

I don't know why that Uncle S is so...menyampah. Seriously lah, I find him menyampah. Sigh. I don't know what to do anymore. I wanna die.

I have nothing much to say actually. I don't have any ideas, but I just want to post for the fun of it. I'm planning to style my fringe. Into like...Jane's? Hah, but I'm afraid I can't pin them up, that's all. If I don't pin, the bloody fucking Malay prefects in Puteri will come up to me and talk shit. If they can tie my hair better than how I can, then tie lah! HUH.

Damn sombong la the prefects. Before this damn friendly but after becoming a ciplak prefect, damn action. Ish. Not that I'm jealous because I'm not a prefect, but like that la. Jasmine, my sister, is a prefect. She was once a head prefect during our primary days. Not only Jasmine, Jane as well. She's a prefect, in this secondary life. It's like most of my friends are once a prefect. The only weird one is me, the one who's always in the lame, stupid school uniform designed by the government since the day I am in Puteri. I didn't and never change to any school attire before! Sigh.

I can predict this future of mine whether am I going to be a prefect, or the other way round while I'm in secondary. Since this instinct should be right, so, I doubt that I'll be a prefect. I'm still glad that I am not a prefect and not going to be one because I see Jasmine suffers every Monday morning, writing the weekly report. So I don't wanna write.

Okay. Hell.

I remembered about arts. I forgot to do the work. Bloody hell. I haven't even do 1/8 of it yet also. DIE LAH. ON MONDAY GOT ARTS! I don't know how to do already. One, I forgot to do that bloody arts. Two, I'm lazy to do the arts work. Three, arts is not in PMR. Four, teacher is making arts like an important subject. Fuck them all. I don't like arts, okay? BLOODY HELL. Accordingly to Jane, we have to hand in that masterpiece on MONDAY. How am I going to hand in blank work to that Puan Mariam? Sigh. I don't wanna go to school. I don't wanna hand in the work. I haven't finish doing that. Grr.

Screw arts all over. I did study a bit. SLIGHTLY. Eh. It's considered as okay already la can? I studied really a BIT. Tiny weenie bit. Sigh. I hope I can get B's. I'll sure get an E for Moral. Definitely and for sure. I don't study for Moral. Even if I do, I don't memorize them. So, there's no chance for me to get at least a C. I actually don't care for Moral. Moral is so retarded lah wth.

I don't care lah. I'm feeling very depressed lah. Sigh. My dad said I can't come to KL anymore after the Sri Garden's International Food Fiesta on the 24th of March. Sigh. Choong Phooi Sze! You better NOT ditch me alone in YOUR school. Ish. I'll be damn blur in YOUR school, okay? Ish. Waaaa. I think I'll be seeing loads of people in your school! YAYS! But I can't come to KL anymore after that. Sigh.

I'm missing him, remember. I guess he's enjoying himself now with his friend. Sigh. Kick him aside lah.

Hope I won't get scolding from Puan Mariam lah. I need an excuse. Or, I hope I can finish by that period of Arts. Sigh. After this, no more shopping, no more anything, no more whatever I want. But...PMR is like in October...not April or May. Sigh. I wanna die. CURSE PMR LA. Because of that I can't come to KL anymore. Heart is shattering into pieces.

I TAK MAU BALIK SEREMBAN. I'm going back to Seremban at 1pm tomorrow. Sigh. WHY MUST LIFE BE HARD FOR ALL???

Can someone tell me why, why I feel so...berat hati to leave Leon? I thought I can leave him fully but...it's like...I'll still go back to him the next hour after we break. It's really hard for me to leave him. I thought I'm like...who don't really care for him anymore and I wanna break. But bloodyhell, I still went back to him after like 5 minutes? I'll cry like hell starting from the first second right after we break. Ish. This is worst than Form 1. Seriously.

Life is hard.

P/S: I actually enjoyed my mid term break very much. I hope I can celebrate my birthday this year. I AM HOPING, okay? CURSE PMR. Huh. What lar. PMR is in October... My dad said he wants me to concentrate more on academic. Sigh. But how?

Labels: Depression, Rants

YEAPIIISSSSSS!!!

I went out with Eileen today. *shows butt*

Ahem. I know what Phooi Sze wants to say. Hehe. Ahem. Okay. Next.

We were supposed to meet at about 11 something at KLCC. So...yeah. GODDAMMIT! She reached earlier than me. SHE WAS THERE ALREADY WHEN I WAS JUST OUT FROM MY PLACE. Ish. That's fast, okay? Then...when I was on the way...bloodyhellidiotmoronstupidgroundpeanuts! TRAFFIC SLOW FROM MY PLACE TO DESA PETALING! I was like OMGWTFJAMLIKEHELLWHATTODO?! I thought it'll be rude if people is waiting for me. So I was a bit over reacting lah okay?

Once I reached KLCC, I walked around while SMSing Eileen asking where's she and all. I don't know why I walked to the concourse. When I looked down, BLOODYHELLWTFIWANT! I saw Dior! They're having photoshoots again! OMGIWANT! It's like a year since I last seen one Dior photoshoot. I like Dior, okay? Done. I WAS LIKE JUMPINGGG. Mind me. Then I received a SMS from Eileen wtf. She said she's on some floor same as Adidas. Something like that la har. I don't know how to construct that sentence. (See, I said my English is bad)

Then I went up. Goodness. So many people. I wanted to jump from that floor to LG. After reaching that particular floor, I went to Adidas, looking around, seeing where's Eileen. I was there like a moron like wth. Eileen spotted me first! Sigh. Damn sad. I wanted to spot her but I can't even recognize her. Because she was facing the concourse thing. Ish. And she was IN FRONT of Adidas wth. She's the one popped out first and smiled. I was like, "WHO IS THIS? OHHH! IT'S EILEEN!" Then I said hi. HER COUSIN IS REALLY CUTE! We walked then. Walk, walk and walk, but we headed nowhere. She likes laughing.

Then we went to our next destination; Kinokuniya. I wanted to find for the Chinese Wedding Culture thing. Okay, I think I better translate it into Malay; Adat Perkahwinan Cina. Sigh. Then I couldn't find that book at all! Not even one book relating to that! I was quite pissed because of that. I really need that book for Kerja Kursus Sejarah. Then I was, "Haih...never mind la. I go to Borders then find la haih..." Then we went to Nose as I wanted to get a pair of shoes (similar like Ethel's) but in the end, I didn't buy as I wanted size 4 but they didn't have it. Grr. Then I went on looking for a pair of jeans. We went to Isetan but I have to curse Isetan. NO VJ JEANS ANYMORE. Parkson also another one. NO LESS THAN RM100 JEANS.

Right after that we went for lunch at the food court. SO MANY PEOPLE AGAIN. No seats. Then we went around and TADAAA! We found one and I straightaway sit first to book the whole place! TRALALA. I'm scared of garlic rice. I DON'T WANT TO EAT GARLIC RICE ANYMORE. Eeeeeeeeeeeee.

THENNN......

We went somewhere but I can't remember! I don't know what happened then we decided to go to Petrosains. We went for the Speed thing. BUT. It's not worth at all. The things inside are boring and...it doesn't suit for a 15 years old youth. We wasn't that happy so I commented lah. I MYSELF COMMENT OKAY?

Whatever lah.

Then I think over and over whether to buy the shoes or not then I decided that I'm getting them. We then went to Haagen Dazs but they didn't eat. I went there to collect free ice-cream (Oh yes Phooi Sze. I know I still owe you ice-cream). Then we went to Times Bookstore since it's near. We went looking at books for fun...walk again. OMG THANKS EILEEN! SHE FOUND THE BOOK REGARDING TO THE CHINESE CULTURE THING! It's cheaper than Kinokuniya too. Hehe.

We walked around again to see clothes after killing time at Times Bookstore. Walked and walked, I saw Diesel displaying JEANS. WALLA! Walked in to see. Ooooh. RM109 for one pair. Okay, I try. After trying, ooh la la. I like the boot cut one. So I decided to get it. Bloody hell. Size M is tight but it fits me a lot. So I took size L. Ahem. My apparels are all size L. Maybe I love L (Leon) too much. AHEM. Alright.

THAT TIME DONE DONE DONE.

I FINALLY GOT WHAT I WANT! YEAPS. Since I have extra money, so I went to Mango and got 2 tops. Bloody hell then it was time for us to go back. Then we're planning for the next outing when it hits our mid year break; JUNE. What is JUNE? Ahem. MY BIRTHDAY! Haha. Eileen is just 3 days older than me and Leon...15 days older than me. Hehe.

Conclusion: It was quite a boring day because it was the first time meeting each other. I guess it'll be better next time.

Anyway, before I finish this post, I got to say this... I will not be in KL tomorrow. I'll be back from Genting this Friday.

I'm losing more friends. Even my pet brother. =( *cries my whole heart out from my body* I'm serious.

Hey, I love 'em a lot, okay? If I lose Jasmine, I think my tears will flood KL and Seremban.

Joe Vin damn closed up lah. Ish. I said I'll kiss him instead of kicking him in one of his testimonials and he said that makes him not to speak to me wth. I hope everything will be alright. The more I grow, the more I'm feeling sad...I'm feeling like I'm dropping into those emo phases again, like how I felt once Edmen and I have to break off almost 2 years ago.

I feel like jumping off the building. Eh. Jasmine will kick me?

I still wanna die...when can all this bloody emo phases disappear? I'm going to sit for PMR this year and all these are bothering me.

I'm sick and tired of everything. Yes, I know there's people worst than me, okay?

Labels: Depression, Rants

I`m feelin` honoured. Hehe. Not really, but yeah, I am!

I did want to blog yesterday but I was really lazy so I can`t help it.

Anyway...I had a lot of fun yesterday in the school library with Jasmine and Lily. A little bit more I have to be in my stupid class. It`s really hard for the Zeta`s Moral class students to go to the library. Our chance to the library is very slim. Forget about it. Anyway...it was really fun! Jasmine and I started to act like one kind in the library and Lily terasa.

Jasmine was actually doing her Malay Language work and the hardworking lazy me, wanted to sleep. But I can`t sleep! Jasmine is like beside me, babble about don`t know what. And after a moment, Jasmine said she is gave up upon doing her Malay Language work. Haha. That is what you called as...um...I don`t know.

After that...we went looking at the Malay PC magazine. We flipped through all the pages and stare at what we thought attractive blankly. Example: the new Windows; Windows Media Center. I know there`s something to do with the word Media. Then we looked at some phones; Nokia N93i. It`s that model if I am not mistaken. We were complimenting and insulting at those advertisements. After flipping through 2 magazines, it was time for us to leave. So on the way to the exit, Jasmine was hugging me like don`t know what. Then Lily pulak terasa saying that we`re lesbians. Ahem, we`re not.

Jasmine and I = sisters.
Sisters = close.

That`s all. Some sisters are close. Well for the ones whom are not blood related are normally close. As what I see, it`s like that. The one who has blood relation normally argues. But me...I guess we do but not that often. Maybe soon.

TOUCH WOOD.

The times in the library was really fun!

There`s nothing much today but sure to have a little. Today`s morning break was okay, I guess. What I ate? Heck. I forgot. I know that I can eat extra ice-cream if I didn`t loan Jane RM1 but it`s fine. Jasmine wanted to loan me RM1 during today`s lunch break.

When it`s time for the lunch break, we all went to the canteen like a swarm of bees. Since the place in the canteen is limited so everyone would fight for the seatings. When I reached there, I had a place reserved specially for me already. Thanks to the worst BEST sister of mine. I love her heaps! Although the place was reserved...my seat was like faraway from Jasmine! It was really really far! It`s like she`s at the begin point and I`m at the ending point. FAR, okay?

Then we were quite alright. Ate chicken rice today. Is Puteri really fucked up? They can`t even and haven`t get my Berryjello from the past few weeks. I`m waiting like a fool here. I want Berryjello! Berryjello...! Since they don`t have Berryjello, I decided to buy another one. Don`t know what with vanilla ice cream. It`s nice though. When the boredom striked me again, I went back to my seat and start doing my History work.

While I was thinking and cracking and I wanted to cry because of my History work...in sudden I heard, "I love Firdaus.........!!!!!!!!!" and I got shocked of my life. Then I thought, "Hell, who is this idiot screaming their heart out?!" I looked on my left and saw Geraldine. Goodness. The ones in the canteen turned at Geraldine. I was really shocked. In sudden someone shouted.

Why she did that? Because she wants back her water bottle. I know it`s a stupid thing. After that I go distracted from my History. That`s not the ending. There`s something for her to do again. From the place where they sell food and all to the whole canteen...she has to say, "I love Firdaus with all my heart," loudly, from there. But...too bad...Puan Siti Hawa came into the canteen. She didn`t have the chance to do it then. The end. She got her bottle. The end again.

I was a bit lonely today. I`m feeling bored as well... I really wanna go to tuition but...sigh. I wanna see Joe Vin and bully him. I can only see him in 2 weeks. So long to go. I wanna see Joe Vin. *cries*

Never mind. I will kiss kick him when I see him soon.

Seriously...I`m feeling a bit lonely today which is good. I wanna be alone. Even stepping into a whole new brand school wouldn`t bother me much. I can ask the teacher if I change. How I wish I can transfer. Then I don`t need to face nonsense in Puteri which nonsense characters. Stupid.

I say so because something stupid happened today. It was cocurriculum time. So as usual, everyone have to grab for chairs. A stupid fucking moron idiotic student from that class came into that class to take her goddamnfuckingchair. I took that chair first as everyone is in the different class for activities. I took it for SHEAU JYE. And my hand was ON the chair already. And that stupid fucking moron idiotic bitch said its her chair. And I was like, "Are you in Pasukan 2? I doubt so!". I asked her what was running through my head. She said it`s her class. I wanted to scold her more than I did. I shouted, "Hell! This is not your chair. If it is, your name would be on the chair! Asshole. Fuck you. Its because you sit here everyday during lessons means its your chair?! Its not! FUCK YOU!" Jasmine came in and said its alright, you can sit everywhere. Then Weeru said I do not need to be that angry. But...its not as if its hers because she sits there during lessons everyday! FUCK HER. And I was still mentioning the same sentence; fuck her.

Mind my vulgarity. I am very vulgar. I hate this kind of people. Idiotic. Fuck them.

Huh. Fine. Want their so-called things? Screw them. Go and take it also I don`t care. Even if they want to have sex with it also I don`t give a fucking damn. GO DIE.

Call your mum and screw me. I`m not afraid if I`m not wrong. Go and do so.

Okay, forget about stupid people. Next!

Next week is the mid term break! Yay! I`ll try to study. I know I can`t. My shopping list:

• Black Nose Zip up heels. (Whatever is that called as. I just want something like Ethel`s. It`s nice.)
• VJ, Levi`s or the jeans cutting I want will do.
• Dress. (Laundry will do best.)
• Estee Lauder`s Blue Paradise perfume.
• Christian Dior`s Forever & Ever perfume.

Anyway... I don`t think I can get them all. Sigh. Everytime I have to be sad. Grr. Never mind. Later.

I hope I can be alright soon... Jasmine! Don`t worry. I`m alright. I guess it`s my mood swings again. Heck.

I guess some people in my class hates me. They took my Skima Permarkahan for the Kerja Kursus Geografi. I didn`t even see my paper but it`s missing. Other people got the paper except me. Who hates me? Come and tell me. That`s if you dare. Come and I`ll kiss you. Seriously.

Oh yeah! The topic for the Kerja Kursus are the same for all schools nationwide. Ish. Quite easy for me to contact already. Is anyone doing Cuaca & Iklim for Kerja Kursus Geografi in KL?

I am Miss Lonely. Hell.

I miss him. Sigh. But I`m okay...

Recommendations although most of it are old songs. I like listening to all these. It`s a huge number of them.

• Atas Nama Cinta - Rossa
• Endless Summer - Ashlee Simpson
• Mirai e - Kiroro
• K2G - Puffy AmiYumi
• B You - Sabrina Bryan
• It`s Raining Men - Geri Halliwell
• There You`ll Be - Faith Hill
• Where You Belong - The Summer Obsession
• Can You Feel My Love - Tamaki Nami
• This Is Love - Utada Hikaru
• Falco - Shimatani Hitomi
• Eternal Snow - Full Moon Wo Sagashite

Enjoy listening to them!

I love him. Hehe.

I like the necklace he gave me for Valentine`s 2007. Maybe I`ll post a picture of it soon.

I`m not addicted to him, okay? Hah. I like him more than a friend. That`s all.

I guess I like dancing and I feel like dancing now.

Labels: Recommendation, School

Boredom is killing me silently right now. Just because of the boredom just rised in me, I looked at my pictures folder in my laptop and I have many pictures to share! Tralala. The continuation of Ethel and I. Seriously, we took millions of pictures that day. So I can`t even spot which is which. I like most of the pictures. The pictures will be at the end of this post.

Anyway, I`m going to see him tomorrow. Hope everything will turns out right. I guess my dad will tell me that I can`t go when I am about to leave. Sigh. My dad likes to spoil everything. Never mind...but I really hope I could go. If everything turns out like the one I wish, then I`ll blog about it soon. I feel like crying wishing that I could go...

I guess that is all.

Hoping I could go still...

I can just wish...

P/S: If you wonder who is the baby, don`t need to suffer guessing. The baby is Leon`s cousin, Le Xin. The one who could do " =P " face. Now she looks huge! I still find her cute.

P/P/S: I include 2 of my pictures for the fun of it. Ooh~

Labels: School