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Wednesday, 26 November 2008
185: enchanted.
00:06

i went out with my cousin sister and nanny to mid valley today. ate carl's jr for the first time. i liked it a lot. kudos to my cousin sister. she told me about how great is carl's jr and paid for me too. yummy.

then we went hunting for my aunt's late birthday present. my cousin wanted to get this...chanel lipstick for my aunt. it turned out to be rm95 so i requested to change brand. my cousin refused to change what she thought of buying for my aunt. so yes, i had to give her rm30 for it. i was running out of money at that time too. i'm now semi-home alone as my dad is not home. my nanny is here but who cares about her? darn. i mean, she doesn't give me pocket money and stuff like that. normally my lunches are outside food, so i have to spend. dang.

i wanted to blog about the day today, but, now i am getting lazier.

zzz.

ETHEL says:
I expected you to respond in English, but it seems like you prefer French...

uh-huh, because i said phoni as phone. so she consider phoni as french. i'm going to see her tomorrow! yep, eating carl's jr with her tomorrow. love her to bits. she is willing to eat carl's jr with me tomorrow just because i feel like eating it! yes, i am such a pig. i love eating. especially when i'm down.



now i can finally dump eclipse. i'm going to read breaking dawn soon tomorrow. i am feeling very lazy. i haven't finish the school's holidays homework yet and i've been saying that i want to finish it by last week. gah. wait. i don't know what i'm talking! gah.

i know that i'm going to rot at home this holidays without doing anything. *yawns*



i wanna watch twilight!

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Sunday, 23 November 2008
184: when a flower agrees to bloom.
03:00

i don't know what am i still doing now, when it's already 3am. i've ballet in 8 hours' time, and i have to be awake in 7 hours' time. talking about wasting time. i can sleep longer, but i chose not to by playing games. first class flurry is fun to me now. i am addicted to games. how i wish i can get addicted to studying like how i am to games.

anyway, i didn't get tagged or anything. but i find this fun. i've no reasons though. if you want to do this, rip this off and do it then.

(wee teck, i have no idea whether you did this already or what. if you haven't, do this then.)

Bold the statements that are true to you.
Italicize the statements that you wish were true.
Leave the fibs alone.

Then, stab 5 people to do the same test.
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I’m 170cm tall.
I don’t know what I want at the moment.
I’m not happy.
I hate my friends.
I hate my life.
I hate my grades.
He drives
I’m bored of driving.
I have a white handbag.
I love dancing
I go clubbing every week.
Shopping is bullshit.
I have a tattoo of a star!
I got my navel pierced.
I have friends that take drugs.
90% of my friends smoke.
I still hang out with my ex, even though our break up was rather nasty.
I’m studying Fashion.
I have a business running.
I hate cartoons.
I hate someone.
I have 10 Guess handbags.
I buy CLEO every month.
My parents don’t know about my blog.
I have an iPod.
I don’t have faith in the current “one”.
My school mates know about my blog.
I wanted to be a fashion designer.
I love rock emo bands.
I hate it when people cancel last minute meet ups.
I’m a rebel.
I’m starting to love wearing dresses.
I don’t believe in love.
High school's filled with drama.
My parents have faith in me.
I’ve bought shoes this month.
A blogger bitched about me before.
I hate sports.
I heart Italian food.
I hate meeting new people.
I hate nail polish.
The mother bear gives me hugs.
People should start appreciating me.
High school was the worst time of my life.
I have red hair.
Mid Valley is my second home.
I’m a guy.
I’m scared of my Biology exam.
I hate vacations.
We’ll last.
I believe in long distance relationships.
I’m going to get high and smoke weed one day soon.
I’ve robbed an old lady.
I’m starting to like applying make-up.
I was a tomboy.
At times I think I still am a tomboy.
I love bitching about people behind their backs.
I still have a best friend.
I have a cat.
I hate surprise parties.
I hate planning parties.
I’m hot.
I’m a sinner.
I’ve got a DS lite.
I have a Wii.
I cannot live without music.
Video games are a waste of time.
I miss the father bear.
I love being in love.
I know how to cook.
I have 100% freedom.
Boys are assholes.
I hate Math.
I love horror films.
I’m happy with what I have.
I slept in my parents’ room for 3 days after watching Scream when I was a kid.
My old friends keep in touch with me.
I don’t read newspapers.
The news is such a waste of time.
Blogging is a waste of time.
I hate animals.
I can’t live without make-up.
I curse like a pirate.
I’m happy with my 11 year old car.
I hate people that are smart.
I love green apple juice.
I can’t drink for nuts.
I believe that everyone in their teens have lost their virginity.
I’ve got a new phone.
I’m going to get a new pair of shoes by the end of this month.
I love swimming.
I haven’t worked out since March.
I think I’m fat.
I love my friends and family.

the end of november is coming soon. (not again) i don't like the endings of every month. who does anyway?

how's everyone doing now?

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Saturday, 22 November 2008
183: no pictures this time.
00:23

when was the last time i actually blogged? *checks date* i dont know. you know it better than i do. right? uhuh! i know i am right ;] talking about ego myself. i don't know what is happening to me. i am feeling rather weird nowadays. i've frequent moodswings nowadays i think.

wee teck tagged me again right after i did his tag a few days ago. i was like o.o i thought i just did it? so yep. there it goes:

1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning.
2. Each player answers the questions about themselves.
3. At the end of the post the player then tags 5 people and posts their names, then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog.


Starting time : 0143
Name : yuen may
Sisters : 0
Brothers : 1
Shoe size : 6
Height : i'm short. i don't even bother to know what's my height.
Where do you live : taman serdang raya. or is it taman sri serdang?
Favourite drinks : iced ocha, chilled honey lemon juice, ice lemon tea
Favourite breakfast : i don't eat breakfast.
Have you ever been on a plane : yes.
Swam in the ocean : i did. i fell into the sea during a ride on the jet ski with my friend. it was a...tragic experience.
Fallen asleep in school : i actually did! during physics, the last lesson before the exams. if you don't believe, ask azim! he was there.
Broken someones heart : obviously.
Fell off your chair : when i was little and way clumsier than i am now.
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call : not anymore. i used to 2 years back.
Saved e-mails : i used to.
What is your room like : i don't have a room by myself.
What's right beside you : my phone, ipod, mouse, comb, handbag.
What is the last thing you ate : maggi.
Ever had chicken pox : i doubt so
Sore throat : yes. who has yet to get sore throat in their whole life? tell me.
Stitches : nope ;]
Broken nose : nope
Do you believe in love at first sight : sadly, yes.
Like picnics : i've never gone for a picnic with anyone, so i don't know what is the feeling of picnic-ing.
Who was the last person you danced with : my ballet class friends, during ballet.
Last made you smile : him?
You last yelled at : maid ._.

TODAY DID YOU
Talk to someone you like : as a friend? yeah.
Kissed anyone : no
Get sick : no
Talked to an ex : no, i wish i could.
Miss someone : yes, but it's all useless now.
Do you sleep with stuffed animals : no
What's under your bed : i'm sleeping on a mattress, which is like...right on the floor, so basically there's nothing underneath, except tiny nano sized dust that i can't see with bare eyes.
Who do you really hate : no one
What time is it now : 0151

RANDOMS
Is there a person who is on your mind right now : yep
Do you have any siblings : yep
Do you want children : too young to think of.
Do you smile often : yeah
Do you like your hand-writing : no
Are your toenails painted : yep, with white!
Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in : hm...his? lol. kidding eyh. i prefer my own bed.
What colour shirt are you wearing : blue.
What were you doing at 7:00pm yesterday : yesterday? wait, now its like 0152...just take it as if today's the 211108, ok. hm. let me see...yesterday was thursday...i was...eating dinner. yep, i was having my dinner.
I can't wait to : watch twilight :]
When did you cry last : yesterday?
Are you a friendly person: ask my friends.
Do you have any pets : carl mann is my pet.
Where is the person you have feelings for right now : i don't know. i wish i know where he is now.
Did the last person you held hands with you mean anything to you now? : i can't remember who o.o
Do you sleep with the TV on? : easily.
What are you doing right now? : typing.
Have you ever crawled through a window? : no
Can you handle the truth? : sometimes.
Are you closer to your mother or father? : dad?
Who was the last person you cried in front of? : some woman.
How many people can you say you've really loved? : i don't know. don't want to think about it. i love many things though.
Do you eat healthy? : i wish i can eat healthy.
Do you still have pictures of you & your ex? : yes
Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you? : yep
How often do you go to church? : i used to go to church often when i was younger.
If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to? : carl mann?
Are you loud or quiet most of the time? : loud
Are you confident? : no

THINGS YOU DID 10 YEARS AGO.
1. sleep
2. eat
3. watch tv

THINGS ON MY TO DO LIST TODAY.
1. go out with parents
2. go for ballet
3. finish school's holiday homework
4. play games

5 SNACKS I ENJOY.
1. double decker chicken crackers
2. tim tam
3. cheese nachos
4. cheese rings
5. no nut chocolate chips

5 THINGS I WOULD DO IF I WERE A BILLIONAIRE
1. give some money to my dad
2. holidays
3. education
4. buy whatever i want like paris hilton
5. complete my dad's wishes

5 PLACES I HAVE LIVED IN
1. rasah
2. serdang
3. gombak
4. pandan indah
5. ashley's house in perth for 6 days

5 JOBS I HAVE HAD
1. useless student
2. my dad's pa ._.
3. -
4. -
5. -

5 PEOPLE I TAG
1. jasmine kok
2. corliss lee
3. yap carl mann
4. yen jing xuan
5. new wei jing

wee teck should be happy now, since i'm updating my blog. it has been so long since i last blogged, right? holidays are here now, and i really have nothing to do besides playing games. what games do i play? games like sims, cooking academy, first class flurry, diner dash, delicious deluxe 2. although i like these games, i just don't like cake mania. cake mania is not my type. i actually enjoyed cooking academy. i played that game till the end in less than a day! i was like so disappointed because they should have make that game longer in process to finish. i told myself that i will not play games, or online to kill time during the holidays but i don't know what am i doing now anyway. as usual. if i don't procrastinate, it wouldn't be me anymore. who doesn't procrastinate? jasmine kok. trust me she doesn't. she's like the only one whom i don't see procrastinating during the holidays. gah.

you know, i am still stuck in eclipse for 2 weeks already. i wanted to finish it before the holidays, but i failed. why? because i threw that book aside for days until a few days ago when i decided to pick it up to finish it. i always do that. i always read halfway and ditch it. and there's a 50-50 chance of me continuing it after sometime. the only books i read completely are sweetheart from hell, twilight &new moon. i wish i can finish them all, but...i just fail to.

oh, i have holidays homework to complete too! yes, of all things to blog about. but i have to blog about this homework thing! i completed konserto terakhir! i forced myself to finish it because i know i don't like doing malay homework so i should finish it up as soon as possible so i don't need to think about it anymore. i did it in a day. no, i didn't do it all at one go. i am not a robot! if you're wondering whether i did the kosa kata by myself, the answer is no. i copied tee ming hui's work. uh-huh, that form 5 guy.

so, i've a section of math, english, physics essays, biology structured, moral &history left to be done! hopefully i can do them as soon as possible so i don't need to think of it too!

as you all know, the japanese went back to japan already and the wesleyans are in japan now. hosting a japanese to me was an experience that i cannot forget. it was so hard for me to communicate with my guest for that whole 3 days. yes, i was sweating in genting too alright. i will get panic when i don't know how to explain and carl mann &jing xuan will come to rescue! thank god for them. if they weren't there, i would have died. food at seafood paradise restaurant was a lot that i can't even eat all of it. 9 of us can't even finish them. carl mann and i actually dumped our guest with jing xuan just to camwhore in forever 21's fitting room. i can't believe that i didn't really talk to my guest just because it was hard to talk to her in english but i did talk to carl mann's guest. maybe because i enjoyed teasing her with her boyfriend's name. quote hui ee, "probably because that's the only word you know", which is actually true. that's the only thing i know what to say to her. she's cute in a way. she'll jump whenever i mention her boyfriend's name anytime. she blushes too! jing xuan's guest likes hello kitty a lot. her towel, pouch, phone charger, phone theme, and god knows what else of hers is hello kitty. we basically walked a lot during their 3 days of stay here.

on their first day from school, we went to klcc by car. then we walked to the kelana jaya line underground to go to kl sentral. from kl sentral we walked to the monorail, to go to bukit bintang. from that station, we walked all the way to pavilion. after pavilion, we walked all the way back to bukit bintang monorail station and then we went to hang tuah monorail station to change to ampang line. from hang tuah we then went to bandaraya station for sogo's siang restaurant. that's for the day and we walked like...more than 10k steps. we went to genting for a night on their second day of stay. it didn't look like we walked a lot, but, it was more than 12k steps. we left the japanese in the room that night and we went down to starbucks because i wanted to. then my dad came and we went to bakery's because i wanted to eat cupcakes. halfway eating, i started to feel sleepy. after eating we then went back to the room and slept. on their third day of stay, we didn't really go anywhere to walk around. we didn't even have time. so we had lunch at gohtong jaya and straightaway after that we headed back for school. carl mann, jing xuan and i didn't play because we were too tired to run around catching a ball. at around 4 something hui ee, li ling, carl mann, jing xuan and i got into my dad's car for seafood paradise restaurant. thank god for hui ee. if hui ee wasn't there, we would probably get lost somewhere in kl and might not make it to that restaurant for final meet up and dinner with the japanese. after dinner we took the group picture. i looked so tiny in it though. do you realize that the japanese had taken all the trains (except for ktm) within a day? great aye? i didn't realize that too until carl mann nudged me about it.

i felt so relieved when they left because i don't need to stress myself up to think how to communicate. i felt like dying everytime i face them because i don't know how to use those japanese-speaking english. when they left, most of us got used to speaking the way we spoke to them for the whole 3 days ._.

now i can't host an australian.

hah.
he's coming back on the 26th...
oh, did anyone of your realized that i was the only one without a fan on stage that day when i performed?

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Tuesday, 18 November 2008
181: an update?
22:22

Since Wee Teck wants me to update, so, yeah, this is it. Post 180? It's a draft now. I'm too lazy to finish it up.

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Pass this quiz to 10 people.
1. Jasmine Kok
2. Yap Carl Mann
3. Corliss Lee
4. Leon Wee
5. Yen Jing Xuan
6. Chiew Li Ling
7. Amos Ang
8. Jeremy Chor
9. Chen Jia Yeei
10. New Wei Jing


Who is no.6 having relationship with?
Herself ;]

Is no. 9 a male or a female?
Obviously a female.

If no. 7 and no. 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
Amos and Wei Jing? LOL. You gotta be kidding me!

What is no. 2 studying? After high school?
She's still not sure.

When was the last time you had a chat with no. 3?
Now.

What genre of music does no.8 like?
He? I don't know.

Would you ever woo no. 3?
Corliss? Oh, she is my darling.

How about no. 7?
Amos Ang? No.

Is no.4 single?
I doubt he is.

What is the surname of no.5?
Yen! Not that Japanese currency Yen, thank you.

What's the hobby of no. 10?
Wei Jing, what's your hobby?

Does no.5 and no.9 get along well?
Do they know each other? I doubt so.

Where is no.2 studying?
She's my classmate yo.

Say something casual about no.1.
Jonas Brothers fan.

Have you ever tried developing feelings for no.6?
Hahahahaha no. Why? She's a female.

Where does no.9 live?
Melbourne!

What color does no.4 like?
Pink ._. I am serious. If you don't believe me, ask him!

Are no. 5 and no. 1 best friends?
Jasmine and Jing Xuan aren't friends.

Is no. 7 the most talented person in the world?
He's Ichigo, so you got the whole picture man.

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Monday, 17 November 2008
181 (i): forget it.
14:28

forget this ._.
maybe, i should sleep.

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Wednesday, 5 November 2008
180: do i dazzle you?
18:45

I've been reading nowadays. I just finished New Moon. I'm still waiting for Eclipse. I just want Eclipse now. If I am going out this Saturday, I'll get Eclipse and Breaking Dawn, since Carl Mann wouldn't lend me hers.



I screwed up games. Now I know that water balloons and I don't get along. Feesh, why would they even want me to play? I'm just, not interested in playing games. Running, and whatever is just so not me. I can't do them all, and yes, I give up in learning how to. It's too hard. I rather sleep and eat and grow fat.



By the way, my Japanese host is coming next Friday. I emailed her...months ago and I've yet to receive a reply from her so I'll assume that she doesn't know how to use the computer, or, she doesn't have a computer on her own. Worst, she doesn't understand the email? Damnit. Since they are coming, I've to dance. Another feesh. Can I not dance, Steph? She said no. I am so freaking lazy to remember the steps. We don't have the fans too. Hard to practice. And we have less than a fortnight to brush up and remember those steps! Sigh.

I shan't sigh anymore. Boom.

My dance partner is Khye Mun. (whoopsy, did I spell his name right?) After *counts* 10 months in WMS, I just know who Khye Mun is. Dang.

Jing Xuan &I are the best copy cats on earth, right, Jing Xuan? We're good at copying dance steps, especially the finale! Gosh, I feel so...like a queen at copying. I was completely clueless today, when everyone else knew some steps. At first I became so frustrated that I can just step out any moment and then I decided to chill.

Reow.





Anyway, I might be...on a hiatus again? I don't know what to blog about and so, I'm off to...sleeping and reading at the moment, until I have something to blog about in the future.


(See, I forgot to say something again.)



About Cameron!

Cameron was hot. Yes, it was hot. Hot for me, not you. I slept with shorts that night. Oh yes, there were mosquitoes too. Darn. I had so many mosquito bites on my hand and face. So much of being cold there. I went to that tea factory and I liked the smell. Maybe because of the bitterness-like smell. Hm. I like that kind of smell. I got bored when they got us to the explanation of how tea reached Malaysia, and how BOH was here, etc, things like that. I enjoyed the food, both dinner and lunch. I enjoyed the jungle walk in Gunung Brinchang too. I enjoyed laughing at the guys, especially Yi Sheng and Ki Yip, for crapping.

After this Cameron trip, I have another 3 new nick names - kampung girl, emo &cartoon! Yi Sheng gave me those names though.

I think that's all.
Ta.
I'll pray &keep on wishing that you will agree to go out with me, and, build a bond between us as friends.

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