when was the last time i actually blogged? *checks date* i dont know. you know it better than i do. right? uhuh! i know i am right ;] talking about ego myself. i don't know what is happening to me. i am feeling rather weird nowadays. i've frequent moodswings nowadays i think.

wee teck tagged me again right after i did his tag a few days ago. i was like o.o i thought i just did it? so yep. there it goes:

1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning.
2. Each player answers the questions about themselves.
3. At the end of the post the player then tags 5 people and posts their names, then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog.

Starting time : 0143
Name : yuen may
Sisters : 0
Brothers : 1
Shoe size : 6
Height : i'm short. i don't even bother to know what's my height.
Where do you live : taman serdang raya. or is it taman sri serdang?
Favourite drinks : iced ocha, chilled honey lemon juice, ice lemon tea
Favourite breakfast : i don't eat breakfast.
Have you ever been on a plane : yes.
Swam in the ocean : i did. i fell into the sea during a ride on the jet ski with my friend. it was a...tragic experience.
Fallen asleep in school : i actually did! during physics, the last lesson before the exams. if you don't believe, ask azim! he was there.
Broken someones heart : obviously.
Fell off your chair : when i was little and way clumsier than i am now.
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call : not anymore. i used to 2 years back.
Saved e-mails : i used to.
What is your room like : i don't have a room by myself.
What's right beside you : my phone, ipod, mouse, comb, handbag.
What is the last thing you ate : maggi.
Ever had chicken pox : i doubt so
Sore throat : yes. who has yet to get sore throat in their whole life? tell me.
Stitches : nope ;]
Broken nose : nope
Do you believe in love at first sight : sadly, yes.
Like picnics : i've never gone for a picnic with anyone, so i don't know what is the feeling of picnic-ing.
Who was the last person you danced with : my ballet class friends, during ballet.
Last made you smile : him?
You last yelled at : maid ._.

TODAY DID YOU
Talk to someone you like : as a friend? yeah.
Kissed anyone : no
Get sick : no
Talked to an ex : no, i wish i could.
Miss someone : yes, but it's all useless now.
Do you sleep with stuffed animals : no
What's under your bed : i'm sleeping on a mattress, which is like...right on the floor, so basically there's nothing underneath, except tiny nano sized dust that i can't see with bare eyes.
Who do you really hate : no one
What time is it now : 0151

RANDOMS
Is there a person who is on your mind right now : yep
Do you have any siblings : yep
Do you want children : too young to think of.
Do you smile often : yeah
Do you like your hand-writing : no
Are your toenails painted : yep, with white!
Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in : hm...his? lol. kidding eyh. i prefer my own bed.
What colour shirt are you wearing : blue.
What were you doing at 7:00pm yesterday : yesterday? wait, now its like 0152...just take it as if today's the 211108, ok. hm. let me see...yesterday was thursday...i was...eating dinner. yep, i was having my dinner.
I can't wait to : watch twilight :]
When did you cry last : yesterday?
Are you a friendly person: ask my friends.
Do you have any pets : carl mann is my pet.
Where is the person you have feelings for right now : i don't know. i wish i know where he is now.
Did the last person you held hands with you mean anything to you now? : i can't remember who o.o
Do you sleep with the TV on? : easily.
What are you doing right now? : typing.
Have you ever crawled through a window? : no
Can you handle the truth? : sometimes.
Are you closer to your mother or father? : dad?
Who was the last person you cried in front of? : some woman.
How many people can you say you've really loved? : i don't know. don't want to think about it. i love many things though.
Do you eat healthy? : i wish i can eat healthy.
Do you still have pictures of you & your ex? : yes
Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you? : yep
How often do you go to church? : i used to go to church often when i was younger.
If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to? : carl mann?
Are you loud or quiet most of the time? : loud
Are you confident? : no

THINGS YOU DID 10 YEARS AGO.
1. sleep
2. eat
3. watch tv

THINGS ON MY TO DO LIST TODAY.
1. go out with parents
2. go for ballet
3. finish school's holiday homework
4. play games

5 SNACKS I ENJOY.
1. double decker chicken crackers
2. tim tam
3. cheese nachos
4. cheese rings
5. no nut chocolate chips

5 THINGS I WOULD DO IF I WERE A BILLIONAIRE
1. give some money to my dad
2. holidays
3. education
4. buy whatever i want like paris hilton
5. complete my dad's wishes

5 PLACES I HAVE LIVED IN
1. rasah
2. serdang
3. gombak
4. pandan indah
5. ashley's house in perth for 6 days

5 JOBS I HAVE HAD
1. useless student
2. my dad's pa ._.
3. -
4. -
5. -

5 PEOPLE I TAG
1. jasmine kok
2. corliss lee
3. yap carl mann
4. yen jing xuan
5. new wei jing

wee teck should be happy now, since i'm updating my blog. it has been so long since i last blogged, right? holidays are here now, and i really have nothing to do besides playing games. what games do i play? games like sims, cooking academy, first class flurry, diner dash, delicious deluxe 2. although i like these games, i just don't like cake mania. cake mania is not my type. i actually enjoyed cooking academy. i played that game till the end in less than a day! i was like so disappointed because they should have make that game longer in process to finish. i told myself that i will not play games, or online to kill time during the holidays but i don't know what am i doing now anyway. as usual. if i don't procrastinate, it wouldn't be me anymore. who doesn't procrastinate? jasmine kok. trust me she doesn't. she's like the only one whom i don't see procrastinating during the holidays. gah.

you know, i am still stuck in eclipse for 2 weeks already. i wanted to finish it before the holidays, but i failed. why? because i threw that book aside for days until a few days ago when i decided to pick it up to finish it. i always do that. i always read halfway and ditch it. and there's a 50-50 chance of me continuing it after sometime. the only books i read completely are sweetheart from hell, twilight &new moon. i wish i can finish them all, but...i just fail to.

oh, i have holidays homework to complete too! yes, of all things to blog about. but i have to blog about this homework thing! i completed konserto terakhir! i forced myself to finish it because i know i don't like doing malay homework so i should finish it up as soon as possible so i don't need to think about it anymore. i did it in a day. no, i didn't do it all at one go. i am not a robot! if you're wondering whether i did the kosa kata by myself, the answer is no. i copied tee ming hui's work. uh-huh, that form 5 guy.

so, i've a section of math, english, physics essays, biology structured, moral &history left to be done! hopefully i can do them as soon as possible so i don't need to think of it too!

as you all know, the japanese went back to japan already and the wesleyans are in japan now. hosting a japanese to me was an experience that i cannot forget. it was so hard for me to communicate with my guest for that whole 3 days. yes, i was sweating in genting too alright. i will get panic when i don't know how to explain and carl mann &jing xuan will come to rescue! thank god for them. if they weren't there, i would have died. food at seafood paradise restaurant was a lot that i can't even eat all of it. 9 of us can't even finish them. carl mann and i actually dumped our guest with jing xuan just to camwhore in forever 21's fitting room. i can't believe that i didn't really talk to my guest just because it was hard to talk to her in english but i did talk to carl mann's guest. maybe because i enjoyed teasing her with her boyfriend's name. quote hui ee, "probably because that's the only word you know", which is actually true. that's the only thing i know what to say to her. she's cute in a way. she'll jump whenever i mention her boyfriend's name anytime. she blushes too! jing xuan's guest likes hello kitty a lot. her towel, pouch, phone charger, phone theme, and god knows what else of hers is hello kitty. we basically walked a lot during their 3 days of stay here.

on their first day from school, we went to klcc by car. then we walked to the kelana jaya line underground to go to kl sentral. from kl sentral we walked to the monorail, to go to bukit bintang. from that station, we walked all the way to pavilion. after pavilion, we walked all the way back to bukit bintang monorail station and then we went to hang tuah monorail station to change to ampang line. from hang tuah we then went to bandaraya station for sogo's siang restaurant. that's for the day and we walked like...more than 10k steps. we went to genting for a night on their second day of stay. it didn't look like we walked a lot, but, it was more than 12k steps. we left the japanese in the room that night and we went down to starbucks because i wanted to. then my dad came and we went to bakery's because i wanted to eat cupcakes. halfway eating, i started to feel sleepy. after eating we then went back to the room and slept. on their third day of stay, we didn't really go anywhere to walk around. we didn't even have time. so we had lunch at gohtong jaya and straightaway after that we headed back for school. carl mann, jing xuan and i didn't play because we were too tired to run around catching a ball. at around 4 something hui ee, li ling, carl mann, jing xuan and i got into my dad's car for seafood paradise restaurant. thank god for hui ee. if hui ee wasn't there, we would probably get lost somewhere in kl and might not make it to that restaurant for final meet up and dinner with the japanese. after dinner we took the group picture. i looked so tiny in it though. do you realize that the japanese had taken all the trains (except for ktm) within a day? great aye? i didn't realize that too until carl mann nudged me about it.

i felt so relieved when they left because i don't need to stress myself up to think how to communicate. i felt like dying everytime i face them because i don't know how to use those japanese-speaking english. when they left, most of us got used to speaking the way we spoke to them for the whole 3 days ._.

now i can't host an australian.

hah.
he's coming back on the 26th...
oh, did anyone of your realized that i was the only one without a fan on stage that day when i performed?

Labels: Dear Diary, Miscellaneous, Tag, Thoughts, Unforgettable

im going to miss everything here. i so dont want to leave!

im going to miss fremantle, karrinyup, dark light, whitfort, kings park, hillarys, aqwa, sacred heart college, fish and chips, aunt melba's cooking, hayley, ashley, uncle stephan's lame jokes, jay jays, ashley/hayley doing my hair, ginger, peachy, australian money, the bloody cold breeze/air, ashley and hayley arguing, the heaters, ashley's room, padbury, ginger jumping on me whenever i come back from some place, etc.

gosh.

its sad ok.

i feel like crying. but i shall not cry to show yap carl mann that am strong :D

i'm not like her! :3 right, carlmann?

i'll blog about this trip later, when i feel free because i've more than 700 pictures to upload. like seriously.

perthhhhh is really nice. its very quiet. i freaked myself out on my first night here because it was very quiet when i was supposed to be asleep. there's no sound at all. it was creepy. so i couldn't move about and i just fell asleep like that. as i said, i freaked myself out ._.

yeah carlmann. yeah corliss. yeah everyone. laugh at me then ._. i swear its super creepy because its super quiet.

sigh.

leaving tomorrow.

will reach kl at 10.10pm.

and i am going to the perth mint and museum tomorrow before i depart. my bags are super huge i tell you. i mean not huge. they're super heavy. argh.

Labels: Traveling And Events, Unforgettable

Day 1; aka first day :D

We left after lunch for Port Dickson. You should see how we cramped into an Alphard. There were...10 of us including me, my brother, mother and father.

On the way, we sang some oldies! We as in Geraldine, Jasmine, Jane, Kumuta, Wee Ru, and Katherine. Joyce didn't follow us because she had something or like that.

I swear we did. We sang..."I Can't Take My Eyes Off You", etc. Songs like that. Unfortunately, we annoyed my brother because he's like the only guy among us and, I admit that we were noisy. And Geraldine said that "I Can't Take My Eyes Off You" shall be our theme song so we sang it repeatedly.

They even updated me with latest gossips of Puteri. Lol. It's like...heaven all the way.

All of us helped each other with carrying things and all. I brought Monopoly and Jane brought Twister.

All of us brought big bags too. That's why we had problems with the seating. Poor Wee Ru had to sit on the floor with the bags. I love you Wee Ru! :D

And somewhere on the way, we decided to eat lollipop to kill time as well. So all of us were eating lollipop and my dad pulak terasa, lol.

Not in order:


That's them, going insane.

Poor Wee Ru. Anyway, she doesn't look like she's a poor-thing right? Oh well. That's typically Wee Ru. She seldom goes emo.


Sexy view! (L)

Don't ask me why we were camwhoring in the toilet. We were actually amazed with the fact that there's air-conditioners in the toilet. We were practically freezing.

Some welcome drink?


Kumi & Jas; lovers in...Avilion? Jas curang-ed! Jane was right, Jasmine. You bercurang!

Jasmine & Katherine.

The bed.

The balcony.



My happy foot! :D

Jasmine, Geraldine & her roasted anchovies.


._.

Wee Ru & the lollipops.

Wee Ru was getting all intimate with Kumutaaaa.

Jasmine & I. We miss taking pictures together.

After Joyce arrived, we all rushed to the beach!







After our dinner & so-called food shopping...(we camwhored because we thought Kumuta will be leaving on the next day, but...oh well)


Our 3 days 2 nights junk supply!

Twister?

Emo?



We were trying to be lalas. If you realize, there's 8 different poses. In the end, we gave the most lala look-a-like position to Kumuta! *applause*


Hearts.

Day 2; aka 2nd last day

I was so lazy to wake up until Katherine whacked me up off bed. I mean, she really hit me!

Some people heard some "malay song" the night before right before they slept. I think Jasmine was one of it.

I couldn't hear anything because I became a pig already. Jasmine thought it was Wee Ru's phone so she went and dismantle it. After for a short while, it is heard again and all of them covered themselves with blanket over their head. Jasmine called Kumuta and Kumuta ignored her. Kumuta was freaked out I guess.

Then we swam and etc. As usual. Its what you normally do when you live by the sea. Then, in the afternoon, they attempted to build some sand-castle but in the end it didn't work. I don't know what happened actually because Wee Ru and I went and change into our swimsuit. When we came back, we saw "SMART tunnel" with a river made of sea sand.

Then at night, we went for karaoke! :D

We camwhored again, as usual!

Pictures again, at no order:




(Hey Carl Mann, imagine that *ahem* is there with me wei!)

I seriously don't know what happened.










Quote Jasmine, "i love going for sleepovers with Jane because we get to see Jane in her various cute pajamas". So true wei. She's super cuteee.


Day 3; aka last day/leaving day

All of us didn't want to leave. I was saying that I don't mind staying at Avilion for the rest of my life! Gosh, I wonder if I can do that.

We didn't take pictures because we didn't even have the mood.



My dad sent them home after that.

I felt like crying, but I didn't cry. I really had lots of fun during that 3 days. Being with them made me feel like "MOM, I'M HOME!" sort of feeling. I don't know why, but I felt so.

I love you guys. Hopefully we get to go on a vacation together again!








The "i miss you feeling" comes whenever I look at those pictures we took.

Labels: Traveling And Events, Unforgettable

i was exploring my facebook pictures and i came across to this:



oh, it was my 15th birthday.

those girls...

no comments.

Labels: Unforgettable

"I didn't cry the day you moved away
I didn't think that I could feel this pain
Until I saw the stranger that was you
Whatever happened to our innocence
And the somethin' that you said about being friends
Tell me how
Help me say the words out loud"

By The Click 5.

Yep, I am sedang ber-emo feeling down lately.
I can barely breathe.
I can barely feel bubbly as before.
Just because I found out about so many things.
Or is it because of myself?
Sometimes, ignorance is bliss.

P/S you-know-who-you-are:
Thanks for being there when I need you guys. I appreciate that. I love you guys to bits. Thanks for making me laugh my butt off when I feel super down as if I am dying off the next minute. Thanks for caring.

Anyway, I shan't be emo now. I've more things to care for. Eg: my school bag.

Darn it alright.

Isn't it brilliant that I decided not to bring my bag down from the bus when we reached Shalom Home? Li Ling's fiction is in my school bag. What I am worried of now is if that bus driver will not return my bag to the school or worst, he'd return the wrong bag? Gosh, will I ever see my bag again?

Dear bag,
I promise that I'll never leave you anymore. Don't leave me, after so long being with me. Please come back.

With wax,
your dearest owner.

=.=;

Anyway, I am just worried if I don't get to see my bag anymore. Sigh. The homework! Okay, die. I hope that I can see my bag, again.

Oh by the way, today is my first time visiting an orphanage! Gosh, somehow I feel sad for those kids. Some of them look happy there and some of them, not. Sigh. They're all nice and playful.

There's this little boy who burst a balloon next to the ears of Li Ling and mine when Li Ling and I were trying to take a picture together. Darn it ok. We were like, "ARR-AUU-CHH!". Yes, it's the "slower" version of ouch.

Dahlah the tempat is so terpencil, I didn't know how to tell Uncle Sulaiman the way to the place because I was talking in Minglish. Dahlah his English is all about "yes", "no", and a little bit more, it's really hard to communicate. Gah.

I think I should stop about the orphanage for now.

Oh, the concert steps is almost done. Corliss and I are really working hard on it. My part is super easy. A Primary graded student can pass the steps with a distinction I think. Most probably. I'm just worried about Min Yi. I'm drilling her with those steps and Hannah's helping me to correct her. Thanks a lot, Hannah! It's super hard, ok?

Why, you asked?

Why? 'Cause I am that smartass who just laid my lazy butt on nowhere for 7 days and when I am supposed to start seriously, I became a bullet train. It was in a total rush.

And, I get angry easily when people just stomps out of the class thrice like that without thinking whether you're her seniors or not. Darn it. Thanks to Hannah and Corliss for calming me down. And dang, that girl can act innocent. Never mind anyway. It's the past now. Like I care about that now.

Dudes and dudettes, I know I've never brag about this before; I'm going to Australia this August! Yes, without my friends. *ruff ruff* Corliss didn't know too and when she knew that I am going, she was like, "WHAT!? How can I not know about this!?" Yep, you should see her expressions. *looks at everyone and says, "ooooh"*

You know, I just like to see my friends' =.=; faces. They look cute with that face expression. They'll only show that face when someone says something lame or, me (yes, of course me) telling them about donkey. *smiles*

Oh by the way, the personality test freaked me out.



I'm a dreamer :]

And an...

Analytical Thinker (AT)

Analytical Thinkers are reserved, quiet persons. They like to get to the bottom of things - curiosity is one of their strongest motives. They want to know what holds the world together deep down inside. They do not really need much more to be happy because they are modest persons. Many mathematicians, philosophers and scientists belong to this type. Analytical Thinkers loathe contradictions and illogicalness; with their sharp intellect, they quickly and comprehensively grasp patterns, principles and structures. They are particularly interested in the fundamental nature of things and theoretical findings; for them, it is not necessarily a question of translating these into practical acts or in sharing their considerations with others. Analytical Thinkers like to work alone; their ability to concentrate is more marked than that of all other personality types. They are open for and interested in new information.

Analytical Thinkers have little interest in everyday concerns - they are always a little like an “absent-minded professor” whose home and workplace are chaotic and who only concerns himself with banalities such as bodily needs when it becomes absolutely unavoidable. The acknowledgement of their work by others does not play a great role for them; in general,they are quite independent of social relationships and very self-reliant. Analytical Thinkers therefore often give others the impression that they are arrogant or snobby - especially because they do not hesitate to speak their mind with their often harsh (even if justified) criticism and their imperturbable self-confidence. Incompetent contemporaries do not have it easy with them. But whoever succeeds in winning their respect and interest has a witty and very intelligent person to talk to. A partner who amazes one with his excellent powers of observation and his very dry humour.

It takes some time before Analytical Thinkers make friends, but then they are mostly friends for life. They only need very few people around them. Their most important ability is to be a match for them and thus give them inspiration. Constant social obligations quickly get on their nerves; they need a lot of time alone and often withdraw from others. Their partner must respect this and understand that this is not due to the lack of affection. Once they have decided in favour of a person, Analytical Thinkers are loyal and reliable partners. However, one cannot expect romance and effusive expressions of feelings from them and they will definitely forget their wedding anniversary. But they are always up to a night spent with stimulating discussions and a good glass of wine!

Adjectives which describe your type
introverted, theoretical, logical, spontaneous, rational, analytical, intellectual, sceptical, pensive, critical, quiet, precise, independent, creative, inventive, abstract, eccentric, curious, reserved, self-involved, imaginative, unsociable, determined, modest, careful, incommunicative, witty

These subjects could interest you
literature, science fiction, philosophy, psychology, mathematics, Internet, drawing/painting, astrology, spiritual things, meditation, music, writing, strategy games, politics

Oh, I didn't know. Oh well.

Li Ling! Corliss! Carl Mann! Jing Xuan! My friends from the table!

What to blog about?

Am not saying how emo I am now.

Am not going to say what has happened recently either.

Dang.

Oh!

I am currently addicted to:

Rednex - Cotton Eye Joe
Vanessa Mae - Cotton Eye Joe

Why Cotton Eye Joe?

Because I think Cotton Eye Joe is funny! The beginning of the song is like...mountains? Hah?

And the lyrics for Cotton Eye Joe by Rednex is:

"If it hadn't been for cotton-eye joe
I'd been married long time ago
Where did you come from where did you go?
Where did you come from cotton-eye joe?

If it hadn't been for cotton-eye joe
I'd been married long time ago
Where did you come from where did you go?
Where did you come from cotton-eye joe?

He came to town like a midwinter storm
He rode through the fields so
Handsome and strong
His eyes was his tools and his smile was his gun
But all he had come for was having some fun

If it hadn't been for cotton-eye joe
I'd been married long time ago
Where did you come from where did you go?
Where did you come from cotton-eye joe?

He brought disaster wherever he went
The hearts of the girls was to hell broken sent
They all ran away so nobody would know
And left only men cause of cotton-eye joe

If it hadn't been for cotton-eye joe
I'd been married long time ago
Where did you come from where did you go?
Where did you come from cotton-eye joe?"

That's if, the internet is giving me the right one. AH.

It's so freaking hard to find a complete one. Every site has different lyrics =.=;

Not different. It's just they have a little difference.

Enjoy Rednex's Cotton Eyed-Joe.

Sometimes I wonder, what if I didn't bug my dad for sending me to KL when I was little. Or, what if I didn't get into WMS? And what if I didn't know Corliss, what if I don't know my 7's, what if I don't know who I know today? Who will I be? Bah.

Curiosity kills.

I shall end this post with a happy song!



P/S Li Ling: You don't need to chop my butt off anymore, right? It's long enough to survive for at least 1 month, right? :D

Labels: Multimedia, Recommendation, School, Thoughts, Unforgettable