i'm tired of studying. i'm tired of waking up early. i'm tired of forcing myself to stay awake during school hours when my brain is asleep.


oh, do you know that ki yip thinks i like him? (:
sweet, right? I KNOW!!!

Let's assume that I really do like him, okay?

Since he can't sense jokes.


I've a bad feeling that I won't be doing well for this term =/

Madam Norhayati said that whoever fails their Chemistry exam this term, she will send them for 3 weeks of DC.

I'm not scared of failing my Chemistry this term, but, I don't want to go for DC!


Can you believe that Qin Xian, Ki Yip and Jin Wai did at least 10k of Math questions in conjuction with the World Maths Day?
I did like...4600+ only, with the help of my brother in 2 days! I couldn't do more because the more I do, the blurrer I'll get.
I don't want to do it anymore =/
Cempaka has so many teams! No fair!


Carl Mann is so funny! She said she'll start calling me Linda, because I didn't want to tell her my English name (:
I personally think that my given English name is narcissist, so, I shall stick to my official given name. My dad said my English name is May, so let be it. My mum gave me a proper English name though. Not everyone knows it, so, I shall keep it at a low profile.


I love my new fringe. It has been ages since I had fringe.
Oh, happy exam week! Good luck people!!! (:

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i don't feel good, like really. my head's heavy now, and i have some signals telling me that i'm going to fall sick, again. guess i'm really weak. i did some blood test about a year ago, and it states that i have 0% of antibodies in me.


i just asked my dad about the cf camp. he has yet to give me the answer. i've to ask him again soon.

i really, really want to go, although i know that i will feel left out, and lonely. it's not for any particular reason except because i want to join them, since last year.


projects are piling up, and i'm getting more stressed than usual. gosh.

who knows how to do add maths, ict and morale?

sometimes i wonder why do we need it.

and i wonder why did i even bother to help. my bad. i shan't regret.

quote Xiaoyun, "you sometime amaze me, because you look so blissful in your happy world."

aw!

how did i build my happy world?

i don't know.

i don't know whether i look happy, or sad, or neutral. because, i think i am feelingless.


this is my happy world!
i'm restricting myself from over eating.

you don't want to know how much i eat everyday! i over eat, and in the end, grow sideways. i want to grow upwards, like the beanstalk! but too bad.

i can put on maximum 1kg per day. you may think that i'm bullshitting, but really, i'm not. i tried it once, and i freaked out myself too.

that happened when i over ate the day before. but then, after the food got digested in my stomach, i'll lose weight again. and it goes on everyday, without fail. like a cycle.

well, it's a cycle!


i like complaining like a little kid. i don't know why, but, yes. it annoys people, but, i can't help it.

but there are some things that i don't complain about, and it's still in my heart. i don't dare to let it out, in case of...things? i don't know. but i just don't want people to know.

because it hurts. sometimes complaining doesn't help you solve your problems.


nowadays, i'm always on asianfanatics.net forum to read people's problems, and give them suggestions to help them out. besides helping them out, i help myself out too.

some of the problems are similar to mine, so, i can get a clue on how to solve it.

because of them, i don't regret, or feel sad letting him go. he always get on my nerves by throwing tantrums at me, or showing me his effin (whoops!) attitude.


i want to shop online! but! their sizes don't suit me ):

why must their bust line be so small? why must mine be big? gosh i dislike this. hmph.

i don't care anymore. i will have plastic surgery when i have the money!

you know, i feel upset whenever i remember that my size is actually a size smaller, and i've to wear a size or 2 size bigger because of my bustline? it hurts me so much. i don't know why girls want theirs to be bigger. eg; my own kawan baik, Yap Carl Mann.

bigger bustline = less shopping = sad.

):

i shall not elaborate on this.


seriously, i don't know when am i going to start studying for the term exams.

speaking about SPM, i'm not even touching my books yet! i am completely clueless about F4 work now. and when i fail, i'll complain. and it's my fault for not studying. dang.

can i die? ._.

=.=; @ me.


Mamma mia, here I go again!


I'll build my own confidence again. My promise to You. If I fall again, I'll wake up and try again. I will not stop trying and cry.


So true.

Labels: Miscellaneous, Thoughts

i wanted to blog somewhere around this week, but, i keep on putting them into drafts and i will end up not continuing the post.



i have to admit that i got a short term memory everytime. i can't seem to remember things, including important ones.

school is becoming more stressful than usual, and we're all getting busier. maybe it's because of the spm coming up very soon. i don't wanna get old too!

when you're older, you can't do much things anymore - giggling like small kids, etc. o-kay, now i'm missing my kindergarten times, when i get to sleep more! and no homework! ):

i think that carl mann is becoming more crappy. she craps more than usual now, and she always disturb me when lessons are on. she'll dance and make me laugh during important lessons! when the lesson is more boring than usual, she'll crap even more.

now i know why people thinks that i'm crazy =/ because i have the most fun friends by my side! and i am grateful for that! without them, i should be crying out of boredom.

i don't know what to blog about =/



warning: heavy rant (or should i say emo post?) ahead.

i freak out everytime whenever i think that spm is approximately 10 months away. i can't stop thinking that i might fail my spm. is it the paranoia again? i seem to have this kind of feeling everytime exam is approaching. this feeling started since...form 3. i am also afraid that i will not do alright for my term 1 exam too.

i am scared if i will cry everyday like i did during form 3, thinking how stupid i am, failing papers, or wait - i didn't fail any of my core form 3 papers. i only got b's and c's, and i wasn't satisfied. although i improved in my pmr trials, i wasn't satisfied too. at that time, i got more b's than c's, so i was...relieved. not that fully relieved, but, i was hoping for more. i admit that i didn't really study at all so i didn't really feel anything about it. form 3 was the only year i studied throughout my whole lower secondary life.

o i didn't study for my term exams during form 1 and form 2. i can still remember that jane and i bet on our results - the one who get higher than the other will have to pay for a starbuck drink. in the end we both didn't have to spend any because we were draw. if i am not mistaken, we took 11 papers at that time, and, a paper was a draw. if i am not mistaken, it was malay. yes, of all papers.

last term i didn't really do well for my science papers, but i am satisfied with it because i tried my best. i could have passed chemistry if i wrote the graph title for my paper 3, and didn't mistake voltaic cell as electrolytic cell, and electrolytic cell as voltaic cell. that was my mistake! i shall pretend that i wasn't in the luck during the exam.



...i had more to say but after halfway blogging, i forgot what i wanted to say about it. talking about more distractions. o i am easily distracted, and that is one reason why i can't do my work perfectly.

is it me or the paranoia?


diamonds are a girl's best friend (:

i've officially stopped ballet by the way. no matter how much it hurts me inside because i can't continue ballet anymore, i'll wait till the day i can step into the studio again. my dad promised me to go for ballet again after spm so i will wait for months. i know i have a...high tolerance. yes yes. i do i do.

by the time when i can step into the studio, i should be unflexible again by then. it took me months to split unperfectly but i still can! only on my right. i can't split on my left.



o-kay, i lost my mood to blog now =/ goodnight people! (:

p/s: the rant was typed out a week ago.

Labels: Miscellaneous, Rants, Thoughts

school. i can't believe i am going into form 5, which is my only and final year left. i have to enjoy my only year left! i am going to eat, sleep and study. lets hope i won't procrastinate again like i always do. i don't know why i always procrastinate everytime. hm =/ i think it is just me boo.

2008. it was another busy and a different year. different as in different environment, experience, and everything. i've gained a lot of weight in 2008 too! when i was back in seremban, i weren't that fat but now...*speechless* school's going to reopen for year 2009 in another day plus. some part of me wants to stay home still. i'm getting lazier than usual. o it's always like that. i always get lazy whenever holidays are coming to its end. i hate endings. yep who doesn't?

blogging. yesterday i got so many things to blog about but when i decided to blog about it, my memory will fail me. how great is that no wonder i can't score biology. but it's alright. i shall blog bit by bit. yes, like this.

homework. i've done everything except for moral, sejarah, physics essay questions, biology structured questions, and a question of math. i actually don't know when am i going to do them but o well i shall try to runaway from meeting those 2 humans. o yes miss goh and mrs mathews. shockingly i did my konserto terakhir when school holidays just started. if i am not mistaken, it was the first monday of the school holidays. then, my laziness started to conquer me and yes that is what happened.

him. he is back from the land of sheeps about 1+ month ago. i missed him so much and yes he changed a lot (; many things happened in 2008 and i don't want to think about what has happened between both of us. every matter we had involves other people. and now, i do trust him, but, at the same time, i don't. oh-kay, i don't understand what i just said anyway, so, my bad! [kudos to carlmann for being there everytime when im in need of listeners and advices]

holidays. this holidays is ending so soon that i don't want to let it go. it's my last year-end holidays! i mean, for high school, or elementary or any levels. i am so going to miss it now. i can still remember that i used to cry whenever i have to go back to seremban after this nov-dec holidays. (remember i used to study in seremban) but that was a long time ago. the last time i cried because i had to go back was, during primary school. that's if, i am not mistaken. i have short term memory! ):

revision. (: i didn't revise this time. how hardworking i was this holidays, will show up in my term 1 exam results. i shan't cry later when i get my results. i tried revising, but, my laziness!

food. i've gained a lot of weight this holidays too. i take supper almost every night at the mamak stall. "maggi goreng! roti kosong! teh o ais limau!" yes yes yes, that's what i always say at the mamak stall. and i can actually eat! (; it's not that i am a big eater or things like that, but, when i feel like eating, i can eat a lot. if i don't have that mood to eat, i won't eat. i can live without food for a day or more. o talking about it, now i remember why i was thinner in seremban. back in seremban, i eat 2 meals a day. the 2 meals are breakfast and lunch. weirdly i don't feel hungry when dinner time strikes the clock. i am so going to miss my supper nights when school reopens ):

baking. i am so happy that people likes it! my first time was bad, like, really bad. it was under baked and over baked. i did 2 different batter, and the over baked one was because i beat the batter with the flour in it for too long. yes it's the wrong step. but, i am getting better everytime. i am still thinking how to make that frosting though. i brought some cupcakes to ballet today, to give some to my teacher to try, but, who know she didn't come today. so instead i gave jia xin's mum to try it out first. she said i bake better than her S: just a reminder, my baking experience is only 8 days old today. since jia xin likes cheese, my cupcakes are fine to her. she wanted to bring the rest home but i didn't allow her. bahaha. leon likes it too (: and my aunt too. and my grandma. her friends. myself (:

friends. i made so many friends this year, good and bad, has taught me so many things. i may be someone you don't like, but what can we both do? nothing. but it takes time to know someone better. but all in all, i love my friends i made this year, whom i got to know better; you know who you are! <3 i don't need to say who and who because it is already obvious enough to know who they are.

myself. i dare say that i've changed from many aspects. but, my loudness will never change! (; i laugh, talk, everything out loud. if you know me for a long time, you'll know that i changed. it might not be a lot, but at least a little.

2009. i don't know what will become of me soon when school reopens in a day's time. will i procrastinate as usual? will i change a lot later? or will i be the same? will the year 2009 be better than the others? or worst? what kind of year will it be? all i know that it will be the busiest year among 17 years i will ever experience. although 2007 was a year that i procrastinated and got myself busy studying minimum 2 months before pmr, 2009 will be busier i think?

ballet. im stopping soon ): yes after my replacements which is in a week's time. o i did istd intermediate today, and it is very hard. guess what, i actually wanted to cry out loud because it was so hard. i didn't know miss tong could teach ballet too. i am like, so shocked because she is a pianist. she's good too (; i prefer rad intermediate because it is easier than istd intermediate. rad intermediate is lovely! <3 unlike istd intermediate ): o i am going to miss it a lot right now. it is not easy anyway. i am waiting for istd inter found results to release. let's hope i passed it.

colors. it is something i love (: i like things to be colorful because it brightens up my day! like this. you know, i went to metrojaya that day and found a set of colorful bedsheet and blanket. i asked my dad to get that for me but he said, "it's too colorful." bummerrr.

shopping. gosh i shopped a lot last december. as in i spent a lot because i went to orchard road in singapore so yep money has gone with the wind. although i can remember to shop for my own needs, i forgot about my school uniform and school shoes! i am wishing that my white school shoes will not rot halfway towards the end of form 5 because i don't wanna waste rm30-rm50 getting new white school shoes when i don't need it next year anymore. and i forgot to buy stationaries for school. i think it spells d-i-e. but then, aiya!, later lah.

goodbye. i don't know when i am going to blog again, because i only blog when i have the moooood. hmm =/ i think i am getting more boring myself. not bored, but boring. ok. i don't know what i am saying now anyway. so, cheerios. i'll try not to be boring next time. i need some suggestions on what to blog from you guys. lemmeh know, thanks!

Labels: Miscellaneous

jasmine came over yesterday to sleep over for 2 nights! (: she could come for food so, yep! im happy!

we went to concorde hotel for high tea and meet leon up there. food choices at concorde are decreasing =/ saddening much. then after high tea at concorde, we onlined at home for hours, then we had dinner. then later at night, we went to times square to yum cha at dome with my mum D: i ate chicken pie there and my dad went o.o i thought we just had dinner? i can eat!

then we watched transformer! oh yes, i've not watched transformer until yesterday. because i thought transformer is not a nice movie. my bad. oh, i tried watching bolt yesterday in the afternoon after high tea, but the disc couldn't run! bummer. and, in the end jasmine and i ended up watching wild child.

this morning, jasmine and i baked cupcakes! (my second time!) omg, i just love cupcakes! aha. this time, the cupcakes aren't under baked nor over baked! it's just right. but they look weird though. just for the first batter. why, you asked? i forgot to take out the butter when i intended to heat it in the microwave oven for seconds because its hard. in the end, it became liquid. and the batter became watery too. my carelessness. but its alright though. i ate it ok! it's edible! i am not dead, yet.

as for the frosting, i did it this time! and its pink too! but jasmine and i have no idea to decorate it perfectly, so, its a bit weird too. but i used the sprinkles, chocolate rice and white chocolate rice to cover them (: so yep, its all alright now. but the frosting is sweet =/

so anyhoooo.

jasmine: the way you type is interesting. got sound o.o

number 2.

jasmine: your name is yam?
may: its terbalik darling.
jasmine: *LOL*

that just happened a minute ago. yes, jasmine has interesting thoughts. she bullies me! but i love her though (:

i better get off and do better things now (:

Labels: Dear Diary, Miscellaneous, Random, Thoughts

when was the last time i actually blogged? *checks date* i dont know. you know it better than i do. right? uhuh! i know i am right ;] talking about ego myself. i don't know what is happening to me. i am feeling rather weird nowadays. i've frequent moodswings nowadays i think.

wee teck tagged me again right after i did his tag a few days ago. i was like o.o i thought i just did it? so yep. there it goes:

1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning.
2. Each player answers the questions about themselves.
3. At the end of the post the player then tags 5 people and posts their names, then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog.

Starting time : 0143
Name : yuen may
Sisters : 0
Brothers : 1
Shoe size : 6
Height : i'm short. i don't even bother to know what's my height.
Where do you live : taman serdang raya. or is it taman sri serdang?
Favourite drinks : iced ocha, chilled honey lemon juice, ice lemon tea
Favourite breakfast : i don't eat breakfast.
Have you ever been on a plane : yes.
Swam in the ocean : i did. i fell into the sea during a ride on the jet ski with my friend. it was a...tragic experience.
Fallen asleep in school : i actually did! during physics, the last lesson before the exams. if you don't believe, ask azim! he was there.
Broken someones heart : obviously.
Fell off your chair : when i was little and way clumsier than i am now.
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call : not anymore. i used to 2 years back.
Saved e-mails : i used to.
What is your room like : i don't have a room by myself.
What's right beside you : my phone, ipod, mouse, comb, handbag.
What is the last thing you ate : maggi.
Ever had chicken pox : i doubt so
Sore throat : yes. who has yet to get sore throat in their whole life? tell me.
Stitches : nope ;]
Broken nose : nope
Do you believe in love at first sight : sadly, yes.
Like picnics : i've never gone for a picnic with anyone, so i don't know what is the feeling of picnic-ing.
Who was the last person you danced with : my ballet class friends, during ballet.
Last made you smile : him?
You last yelled at : maid ._.

TODAY DID YOU
Talk to someone you like : as a friend? yeah.
Kissed anyone : no
Get sick : no
Talked to an ex : no, i wish i could.
Miss someone : yes, but it's all useless now.
Do you sleep with stuffed animals : no
What's under your bed : i'm sleeping on a mattress, which is like...right on the floor, so basically there's nothing underneath, except tiny nano sized dust that i can't see with bare eyes.
Who do you really hate : no one
What time is it now : 0151

RANDOMS
Is there a person who is on your mind right now : yep
Do you have any siblings : yep
Do you want children : too young to think of.
Do you smile often : yeah
Do you like your hand-writing : no
Are your toenails painted : yep, with white!
Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in : hm...his? lol. kidding eyh. i prefer my own bed.
What colour shirt are you wearing : blue.
What were you doing at 7:00pm yesterday : yesterday? wait, now its like 0152...just take it as if today's the 211108, ok. hm. let me see...yesterday was thursday...i was...eating dinner. yep, i was having my dinner.
I can't wait to : watch twilight :]
When did you cry last : yesterday?
Are you a friendly person: ask my friends.
Do you have any pets : carl mann is my pet.
Where is the person you have feelings for right now : i don't know. i wish i know where he is now.
Did the last person you held hands with you mean anything to you now? : i can't remember who o.o
Do you sleep with the TV on? : easily.
What are you doing right now? : typing.
Have you ever crawled through a window? : no
Can you handle the truth? : sometimes.
Are you closer to your mother or father? : dad?
Who was the last person you cried in front of? : some woman.
How many people can you say you've really loved? : i don't know. don't want to think about it. i love many things though.
Do you eat healthy? : i wish i can eat healthy.
Do you still have pictures of you & your ex? : yes
Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you? : yep
How often do you go to church? : i used to go to church often when i was younger.
If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to? : carl mann?
Are you loud or quiet most of the time? : loud
Are you confident? : no

THINGS YOU DID 10 YEARS AGO.
1. sleep
2. eat
3. watch tv

THINGS ON MY TO DO LIST TODAY.
1. go out with parents
2. go for ballet
3. finish school's holiday homework
4. play games

5 SNACKS I ENJOY.
1. double decker chicken crackers
2. tim tam
3. cheese nachos
4. cheese rings
5. no nut chocolate chips

5 THINGS I WOULD DO IF I WERE A BILLIONAIRE
1. give some money to my dad
2. holidays
3. education
4. buy whatever i want like paris hilton
5. complete my dad's wishes

5 PLACES I HAVE LIVED IN
1. rasah
2. serdang
3. gombak
4. pandan indah
5. ashley's house in perth for 6 days

5 JOBS I HAVE HAD
1. useless student
2. my dad's pa ._.
3. -
4. -
5. -

5 PEOPLE I TAG
1. jasmine kok
2. corliss lee
3. yap carl mann
4. yen jing xuan
5. new wei jing

wee teck should be happy now, since i'm updating my blog. it has been so long since i last blogged, right? holidays are here now, and i really have nothing to do besides playing games. what games do i play? games like sims, cooking academy, first class flurry, diner dash, delicious deluxe 2. although i like these games, i just don't like cake mania. cake mania is not my type. i actually enjoyed cooking academy. i played that game till the end in less than a day! i was like so disappointed because they should have make that game longer in process to finish. i told myself that i will not play games, or online to kill time during the holidays but i don't know what am i doing now anyway. as usual. if i don't procrastinate, it wouldn't be me anymore. who doesn't procrastinate? jasmine kok. trust me she doesn't. she's like the only one whom i don't see procrastinating during the holidays. gah.

you know, i am still stuck in eclipse for 2 weeks already. i wanted to finish it before the holidays, but i failed. why? because i threw that book aside for days until a few days ago when i decided to pick it up to finish it. i always do that. i always read halfway and ditch it. and there's a 50-50 chance of me continuing it after sometime. the only books i read completely are sweetheart from hell, twilight &new moon. i wish i can finish them all, but...i just fail to.

oh, i have holidays homework to complete too! yes, of all things to blog about. but i have to blog about this homework thing! i completed konserto terakhir! i forced myself to finish it because i know i don't like doing malay homework so i should finish it up as soon as possible so i don't need to think about it anymore. i did it in a day. no, i didn't do it all at one go. i am not a robot! if you're wondering whether i did the kosa kata by myself, the answer is no. i copied tee ming hui's work. uh-huh, that form 5 guy.

so, i've a section of math, english, physics essays, biology structured, moral &history left to be done! hopefully i can do them as soon as possible so i don't need to think of it too!

as you all know, the japanese went back to japan already and the wesleyans are in japan now. hosting a japanese to me was an experience that i cannot forget. it was so hard for me to communicate with my guest for that whole 3 days. yes, i was sweating in genting too alright. i will get panic when i don't know how to explain and carl mann &jing xuan will come to rescue! thank god for them. if they weren't there, i would have died. food at seafood paradise restaurant was a lot that i can't even eat all of it. 9 of us can't even finish them. carl mann and i actually dumped our guest with jing xuan just to camwhore in forever 21's fitting room. i can't believe that i didn't really talk to my guest just because it was hard to talk to her in english but i did talk to carl mann's guest. maybe because i enjoyed teasing her with her boyfriend's name. quote hui ee, "probably because that's the only word you know", which is actually true. that's the only thing i know what to say to her. she's cute in a way. she'll jump whenever i mention her boyfriend's name anytime. she blushes too! jing xuan's guest likes hello kitty a lot. her towel, pouch, phone charger, phone theme, and god knows what else of hers is hello kitty. we basically walked a lot during their 3 days of stay here.

on their first day from school, we went to klcc by car. then we walked to the kelana jaya line underground to go to kl sentral. from kl sentral we walked to the monorail, to go to bukit bintang. from that station, we walked all the way to pavilion. after pavilion, we walked all the way back to bukit bintang monorail station and then we went to hang tuah monorail station to change to ampang line. from hang tuah we then went to bandaraya station for sogo's siang restaurant. that's for the day and we walked like...more than 10k steps. we went to genting for a night on their second day of stay. it didn't look like we walked a lot, but, it was more than 12k steps. we left the japanese in the room that night and we went down to starbucks because i wanted to. then my dad came and we went to bakery's because i wanted to eat cupcakes. halfway eating, i started to feel sleepy. after eating we then went back to the room and slept. on their third day of stay, we didn't really go anywhere to walk around. we didn't even have time. so we had lunch at gohtong jaya and straightaway after that we headed back for school. carl mann, jing xuan and i didn't play because we were too tired to run around catching a ball. at around 4 something hui ee, li ling, carl mann, jing xuan and i got into my dad's car for seafood paradise restaurant. thank god for hui ee. if hui ee wasn't there, we would probably get lost somewhere in kl and might not make it to that restaurant for final meet up and dinner with the japanese. after dinner we took the group picture. i looked so tiny in it though. do you realize that the japanese had taken all the trains (except for ktm) within a day? great aye? i didn't realize that too until carl mann nudged me about it.

i felt so relieved when they left because i don't need to stress myself up to think how to communicate. i felt like dying everytime i face them because i don't know how to use those japanese-speaking english. when they left, most of us got used to speaking the way we spoke to them for the whole 3 days ._.

now i can't host an australian.

hah.
he's coming back on the 26th...
oh, did anyone of your realized that i was the only one without a fan on stage that day when i performed?

Labels: Dear Diary, Miscellaneous, Tag, Thoughts, Unforgettable

I'm just feeling too depressed to do anything. I feel like flying back to Perth and stay over at Ashley's for the rest of my life. I miss her dogs - Ginger & Peachy. Tsktsk.

I was screaming my eye balls out when I first reached her house because of her dogs. I left her house missing her dogs.

I'm missing Perth more than ever.

I need more time alone in Perth so I can let everything go and be happy here. I need more time...I'm not prepared to go to school, yet.

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Actually, I'm blogging today because I want to distract Carl Mann from reading something. I want her to read my blog instead of...*coughs*

I've nothing to update.

Oh, I know. My Perth trip. But there's too many to say and I'm feeling lazy to say something about it.

All I know is that, my bags were heavy before I came back.

I'm serious.

Before:



Yes, it's that striking pink suitcase. Contraaaa.

After:



Gosh, those handcarry weren't light! Now my arms hurt. Muscle cramps I think? Lactic acid is produced...something like that? I don't know! (Fine Carlmann, I'll shuttup now. You'll ask me to shuttup if I say something like that. I know you.)

I like the shopping centres there. I prefer Karrinyup to Whitsfort.

Whitsfort:



Karrinyup:



I think Karrinyup looks more like Sunway Pyramid. No?

I like Perth.

Boo boo.

When I've uploaded all the pictures in Facebook, I'll link the URL for the albums.

Oh! That got me an idea! I'll create a new column on my sidebar for my photo albums :D So check it often yeah? So...I won't be blogging about my trips or events anymore. I'll let pictures do their job.

Random thought at the moment: Carl Mann thinks that I'm a bullet train.

Today is the last day for this break. Sigh. I want more. At least another week, so I can let things go. Dang. When I am on the way of letting it go, school has to start; at the wrong time. *sweat* Why oh why. *starts whining*

I feel like eating now.

I ate chocolate fondue at my uncle's place yesterday. T'was his birthday so I went over to his place. Ahem. I bet Carl Mann's facial expression changed now. CHOCOLATE, CM!

Oh yeah, I forgot. I got kangaroos.

Carl Mann said I was raping it.
Jasmine said I was abusing it.
And in the end, Jasmine and Carl Mann made me feel like killing the roo.

Carl Mann demanded for chocolates; which I got her something else.
Jasmine demanded for a kangaroo; which I got her something else too.
Corliss demanded for nothing :D :D
Min Jia demanded for something; which I got her a koala keychain.
Li Ling demanded for a souvenir; which I got her nothing something.

Random thought at the moment: I am addicted to "I Don't Want To Be In Love" by Good Charlotte. Yes, I am dedicating this song to CM. Aren't you honoured, CM? :D

I have nothing in particular to say. I'm running out of things to say. Yes, in fact, I don't wanna say sometimes. & for that, Ashley said I'm an anti-social and a shy person. Excuse me, Ashley.

I think that's all for today.

My love:




Goodbye.

Labels: Depression, Miscellaneous, Random, Traveling And Events

I am taking back my "going on a hiatus" statement.

I can never really go on a hiatus anyway. I shall go with the flow. If I could go on a hiatus as I said, pigs would be flying on air now :D

Now, I kind of agree with Carl Mann that pigs are ugly. But, piglets are cute! Don't talk bad about my piglets. In fact, cartoon pigs are cute. I once said that pigs are cute because of cartoons. Yes, I am blaming cartoons now. Boo.

Okay, I am not. Was saying that 'cause it is true, no? Cartoon pigs are cuter than real pigs. Gah.

Hamsters are cuter.



By the way, I changed my blogskin. I don't know how long this skin will last, but, I'll try not to change it again, because I am super...lazy? Whoops, lazy is not the word. I quite miss my previous skin. Oh well, I need a change. So I took a change.



Nowadays, I've been busy with homework and all, especially Malay homework! I've remaining 3 compositions and literature component to complete. En Rahim actually knew that I haven't finish doing his backdated composition. Yes, he caught me red handed today. He even asked me whether I would like to finish my work with Madam Mathews. The horror, am I right?

So yep, in the end I promised him that I'll complete his compositions by Tuesday. I know, what a brilliant idea. I don't know why I promised him anyway.

Actually, I told him that I didn't bring the book today - which is true. But he insisted that I didn't do his work, and I can't deny it because it is also true that I haven't start writing anything for that particular practice. So far, I've done rumusan, Anak Laut, and grammar. So now, I've Bukit Kepong and 3 other compositions to do. Freak, I've no idea whether I can complete them all in time. I am afraid if he really sends me to the office.

If he really did, I'm grounded by my dad. Dang. I can't imagine that.

I shall not procrastinate anymore. Yes, I shouldn't procrastinate, but on the other hand, I am lazy when it comes to completing Malay homework. I just don't like doing Malay homework. I don't mind if you give me 100 Additional Mathematics problems, but not Malay grammar, or any easier task. If you were to ask me why, the reason is...I don't know.



And oh, Carl Mann, Corliss, and Li Ling are in Singapore, for the student exchange program. I would have gone there, if I didn't choose to go to Australia. I only came across to know about this Singapore trip thing after my dad paid for the Australia trip. It shucks in a way. I'm going to Australia in 2 weeks' time without any of my close buddies! They're so lucky that they went there together. Sigh. 2 and a half days in school without them is pure lonely. All those laughter and everything else normally make my day! :D

That's why I love them. Carl Mann would disturb - no, bully me like crap. We would talk the day out and sometimes, get lost together in a lesson. Daily routine yo. Corliss would make me laugh with her actions and thoughts. Yes, her thoughts amuse me. As for Li Ling, I don't have any comments, because, she's the most sick one among us. Yes, I got that "sick" virus from her. So if I talk in a sick way with you, blame her, people! :D Okay, that's rubbish. (Kidding okay, Li Ling!) I love 3 of them. Wait, to be exact, my gang :D They're all cool, funny, amusing, lovable, talkative, amazing, fantastic, and everything that I can think of.



Before I forget, somehow, I became Barney, Carl Mann became that green dinosaur with the blankie all the time, and Jing Xuan became that yellow dinosaur.

So, now, call me PURPLE DINOSAUR! :D



I actually wanted to blog about my trip to Avillion, Port Dickson approximately 2 months ago but, again, I failed. That trip is so memorable that whatever happened on the way there, etc is still fresh in my mind.

I'll blog about it someday.

If I could stay in Avillion, I wouldn't mind living there for the rest of my life. The breeze there is super relaxing. I love beaches. Don't you?



If you do realize, this post is broken down into a few parts.

The icons are the dividers.
So icons, thank you very much for becoming the dividers between parts.

And the icons are arranged from right, to the center, to the left, and to the center again, and right, and so on.

I actually don't know why I did it, but, oh well.

P/S (for Carl Mann): I tried poking Amos for the past 3 days but I failed because he moves fast. I mean, faster than I do. I am slow anyway. Heh. And, er...someone is missing you? He told me. Haaaa. Happy? :D I know you are.

Don't deny.






Come to think of it when I looked at my list of archives...I don't know why I deleted my previous 2 blogs. My Form 1 and Form 2 blog. If I didn't delete them, I'll be using it now. I'm still not clear with the reasons though. I wish I knew why I deleted both of it. Now, I can't even read what I posted about 3 years ago.

Okay...

I just realized that I've been blogging for 3 years since August 2005. I can never forget my first post. It was like super short. I mean it. My first post when I started blogging was a sentence long.

Hopefully I won't delete this blog.





P/S (Carl Mann, Corliss, Li Ling): Guys, please come back from Singapore soon! I'm going to die of boredom soon if you guys are not contacting me any sooner! When you guys are back and read this post, please text me. I'll be waiting for your texts.

Labels: Miscellaneous, Uncategorized

#1

Carl Mann spelt rubbish as ribbish.

Oh yeah, Carl Mann said that she would like to have a dictionary by herself, since she spelt rubbish as ribbish.

See, I told you that she can colour your day up like a rainbow somewhere over the sky.

She can make you laugh like a crazy idiot who needs to go to Tanjung Rambutan even when you're feeling as if you're dying because you're upset over things.



#2

I'm super lazy to go to school.

But I must go to school to feel happy, because I've my friends there.



#3

Carl Mann said that she's a genius.

Comments?

I've no comments.

And she even said that donkeys are cuter than pigs.



#4

carlmann - www.carlmann.blogspot.com says:
i want to push him down the bed
carlmann - www.carlmann.blogspot.com says:
and make him pregnant
carlmann - www.carlmann.blogspot.com says:
but i dn hv a dick

#5

liling. says:
really ar tht u blog noe so that i wont bug u?
liling. says:
xD
Yuen nie says:
yea larrr

#6

Let me say things about...

Carl Mann!

Bitchings?

Nah.

What makes you think so?

I am going to say about how crazy she is.

She is, always, since...I started to hang out with her again after she...blah. And oh. She is always crazy.

liling. says:
seee...
i can read ur mind
muahahahahahaah
6th sense man~~
carlmann - www.carlmann.blogspot.com says:
ur head
==
what m i thibnking now?
liling. says:
u;re the smartest?
carlmann - www.carlmann.blogspot.com says:
no
how to grow a dick on a tree

Now, do you get what I mean?

carlmann - www.carlmann.blogspot.com says:
i wanna try growing a dick on a tree ler
carlmann - www.carlmann.blogspot.com says:
then bitches can hv free sex
carlmann - www.carlmann.blogspot.com says:
BD
carlmann - www.carlmann.blogspot.com says:
no need to go find a guy
carlmann - www.carlmann.blogspot.com says:
i mean sluts

Again, do you really get what I mean?

carlmann - www.carlmann.blogspot.com says:
bad thing is
carlmann - www.carlmann.blogspot.com says:
trees might get HIV
carlmann - www.carlmann.blogspot.com says:
=/
carlmann - www.carlmann.blogspot.com says:
maybe they'd start moaning
carlmann - www.carlmann.blogspot.com says:
and start talking
carlmann - www.carlmann.blogspot.com says:
im a genius

If you still don't get what I mean, you may jump off a building now.



#7

I think I better get going now before Yap Carmen Yap Carl Mann starts to chop my ass off just because I can't finish this post before she goes offline.



#8

My bag is back!

Labels: Miscellaneous, Random