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Friday, 13 March 2009
222; Jyethe Wong
17:37

We had early dismissal today, so I went out.
To Pavilion.
I wanted to go to The Mall, but I didn't want to bump into him. I mean, who knows he'd be there. I played safe!!


Don't ever look back.
They'll tear us apart
If you give them the chance.
Don't sell your heart.
Don't say we're not meant to be.

Initially I was supposed to hang out with Carl Mann and J. But God knows why she didn't tell me that Say Loong is coming along! I wanted to tag along, then in the end, I decided to let them to be alone (:

J is so funny till I laughed like crazy.

I shall quote him!

"I used to think that GIS is the only school on earth."

You know, this really made me laugh like crap. I didn't know what to say, because, I mean...schools are everywhere!

"I can cook you know."

I am so shocked because, he's a guy! And he can cook!

"My boyfriend is Lee Hom."

After an hour or so...

"Rain is also my boyfriend."

So, I don't know whether he's straight...or crooked =/

Okay, kidding. He's joking around. He's super lame ._. Me like talki to lame people.

"I am scared of the scenes in a horror movie. If I watch it, I'll scream like crazy. I once said "OH MY GOD!" out loud in a cinema and my friend screamed too because I screamed."

Obviously, he's a chicken.

In my point of view, of course.


I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess

Anyway, today is our last day before the mid-semester break! I'm so happy, because I'll get to eat and sleep all week long. But before all that, I've to complete:
  • Malay composition with the title "Bandar raya idamanku pada tahun 2020"
  • "The Pearl" summary from Chapter 3-6.
  • Add Maths project ):
  • Maths paper
  • Biology corrections
  • Chemistry exercise
  • Physics paper
  • Sejarah Chapter 3 mind map
  • Morale project (8 essays and 16 photos)

  • I spell that as D-E-A-D. I wonder why do they give us homework anyway. Homework are pointless! We'll still forget what we had done sooner or later.
    Oh, that's for me, again. I've short term memory loss (;


    Heal my heart and make it clean
    Open up my eyes to the things unseen
    Show me how to love like You


    In a blink of an eye, it'll already be November.
    I'm afraid to move on.
    I don't want to leave.
    I want to let it be this way.
    I've so many things to tell you.
    But I don't dare to open my mouth to even give you my morning greetings.
    Sometimes I wish I'm a guy, so I'll get to talk to you.
    Sometimes I wish I don't exist, because I caused too much pain for myself.
    Gosh.
    My emo-ness.


    Forever 21 is on sale! But too bad J was with me all the while when I was in Pavilion, so I didn't really get to shop (you know, guys don't like waiting boo) and I was in my uniform. I shall wait till I can shop alone then I'll go and buy whatever I like. With a limit, of course. Thinking of my things, I am now thinking of selling things that I don't really wear or want it. I have so many clothings that I don't wear at all. There's so many...um...I've-not-touched-it-before clothes. I'll of course sell it at a discounted price, so yep. It can be anything, so let's see.

    I feel like baking again.
    Damn.

    Anyway, goodbye (:

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    Sunday, 1 March 2009
    219; tze jean my crab
    22:30

    "quando danças, queria
    que fosses como a onda
    do mar para que nunca
    fizesse outra coisa."

    -William Shakespeare

    i just realized that ballerinas do potray themselves on dances. when they are happy, EVERYTHING WILL BE FINE. when they are sad, they'll screw it up ):
    i do have to admit, i am not good at it, since i can't even lift my legs 90° sideways. but i can do it for front and back! (; thanks to my previous teacher, who forced the hell out of me to lift it.

    oh yes, tze jean is my current crab! she's superb at creating her own vocabulary! i'm serious. you should talk to her, and get to know her fantastic vocabulary. i guarantee you that you'll laugh (:

    we have so much of things in common too! like our favorite foooood!
    we plan to be christians too! (; miao.


    I feel so helpless,
    ...knowing that I'm not the one.
    I'm not her, or her.
    I don't have any pretty points.


    It's March already!!!
    SPM is getting nearer day by day.
    And this is freaking me out, like seriously.
    When am I going to start studying?
    Don't know.
    Am i going to fail?
    Most probably.
    I've never been smart anyway. I'm not that girl who scores A's or B's. I'm one who scores C's and D's.
    Do not.
    I mean it.
    Do not mention about my UPSR and PMR.
    SPM is not equivalent to UPSR and PMR!
    I know, if I can it for both of it, why can't I do it for SPM?
    Because I'm not smart!!!
    Not complaining.
    I'm happy with myself.


    i'm tired of hiding my true self.
    i'm tired of pretending.
    i'm tired of putting up my fake smile.
    i'm tired of him.
    i'm tired of him.
    i'm tired of them.
    i'm tired of everything...
    when can i let them go?

    let us be happy! (: and be stress free, due to the increasing rate of stress we're having now (:
    for some particular reason - which i don't know what it is, i'll always do things that will waste my time before the exams. i'm serious about it. i'll watch tv, online, or bake crazily when exam's a week away. i've not touched my work, and don't think i'll pass it anyway.
    cooking mama!

    i think i should play wii now D:


    Do you know that a friend of mine said babi twice when he wanted to say bagi? He was practising his oral you see, and God knows why he said babi twice when he wanted to say bagi.
    He's always funny, I tell you.

    Lawl Jawn, you're funneh! (: <3
    P/S: The "lawl" is not intentional. I put that up because that spelling suits his current nickname.


    if you love something, let it go.
    if it comes back, its yours



    I will be care-free.

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    Friday, 20 February 2009
    211; i want nobody but You
    17:42

    we had enoch fernando yesterday to play a few piano pieces.

    quote carl mann, "GOSH, i told my sister that a HOT AMERICAN WHITE GUY is coming to sing, but who knows...never mind T_T;"
    i wonder who said it's going to be a hot american white guy? carl mann, carl mann. too much of dreamlands yeah?

    bad! carl mann loves fantasies, i tell you.



    quote phin jeck and chee yan, "are you a christian?"
    i was so...shocked =/

    9/10 people thinks i'm a christian, and they said its because i look like one. (thank you thank you!) the thing is, i'm not one, YET. oh yes i plan to be one (:

    i want to go for the cf camp this year! (oh daddeh pwhease, let meh goh for teh camph!) i really want to go ):



    i played tug-of-war for the first time today, and shot putt for the second time 2 days ago in my whole 17 years of life. i was some kind of a kelefeh like what ian said today. i'm a female, and i don't have the strength to really pull like a male. but i did pull ok! i used all my energy, until the last match...my team lost =/ but it's not really our fault anyway, because the lower secondary have more people than upper secondary.

    as for shot putt...i was just trying out, because i know i have absolute zero talent in sports, so i didn't really hope for anything. anything as in...to be the representative for red house. it was for the fun of it, and to runaway from marching. at least i tried. i regret for not joining or train myself since young. i'm too old for anything. primary school is already gone forever, and, secondary school is coming to its end soon. i'm going to miss secondary school, especially my times in wms. the experiences here in wms is much more 'expensive' than my previous ones. good and bad. i appreciate them all. and will never forget them. thanks people (: i heart you guys for them. without them, i won't know how to face them in the future.



    i actually had more to blog about. my deep thoughts, you know? but i keep on forgetting them. oh yes like what i have said before, i have short term memory loss! (:

    anyway, when i remember what i wanted to blog about, or when i have something to blog about, i'll update again! (: be right back hons.

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    Thursday, 22 January 2009
    202; ceyah.
    18:40

    you know, i actually miss last year. not the bad ones, of course.

    i miss those times when i had ballet every wednesday, saturday and sunday. i miss those times when i had to go on a diet (for a few days, because i can't let go of my 4-5 times a day habit), because miss hiew was nitpicking my fats &tummy. i miss those times when i get to procrastinate whole year long, and in the end failing my exam. oh-kay, i don't miss failing my papers, but, i miss procrastinating! now, even if i procrastinate for 5 mere minutes, i won't have time doing my homework and essential stuffs anymore, and i'll have to take a long time to catch up. ok fine i was exaggerating, but still!

    i learnt a lot of things last year. i learnt how to bake, everything. i can still remember my first time baking several weeks ago. it was edible, but too sweet =/ now, this chinese new year, i mean, i'll bake cupcakes with chocolate chips just because my kawan baik (find out who, because she knows who she is! and, o its not a guy. and i'm not a lesbian either.) likes chocolate chips. talking about baking, i miss jasmine because she was here when i baked for the second time.

    so anyway,

    when i was telling carl mann in school that i am baking cheesecake for my parents' wedding anniversary,


    quote zhengern, "whats your problem with baking now? everyday bake bake bake only."
    i lol-ed, because i was telling carl mann about it, and zhengern suddenly *poof*.



    initially i wanted to blog about last night at overseas restaurant, menara pgrm. so yep. i shall start bragging about it now.

    i reached home from school at about 4 something, as usual, and i started getting ready. and i only got completely ready at about 6, which got myself into trouble, because my dad wanted to leave at 5.30pm, when i was half-ready.

    while waiting for my mum and other guests to arrive, my dad, brother and i talked about issues. after for awhile, my mum reached with my uncle and grandfather.

    and my mum saw the cheesecake on the table and she said, "aren't you suppose to take that out later?" which i also agreed. my dad said to take it out from the box (you know, my dad put the cake into a taiwan pon kan mandarin oranges box, and people actually thought i bought the cake from taiwan ._.), and put candles on it too.

    since my mum asked me to take a photo of the cake, so i took it. or else i won't bother taking a picture of it.



    yes, this is the cake. i've not taken a picture of the filling yet though. it's edible, and my uncles love it, especially my dad (:


    then when everyone including leon (yes, my dad called leon, mind you. i was in the state of shock days ago when he asked me to call leon along) has arrived, we started eating.

    there's a few situations that i want to share with you.


    young grandaunt: who's that?
    yuen may: friend!
    young grandaunt: who's friend?
    yuen may: er...
    my brother: hehehehe i told you jie, that people will ask! my sister's boyfriend!
    yuen may: yeah, friend! my brother's friend, my friend too.
    young grandaunt: boyfriend is it?
    yuen may: y...no!
    young grandaunt: don't lie lah.
    most of the conversation was conversed in cantonese, so i was lost of words, since i'm not good in cantonese. if it was in mandarin, i would have spoken to her with sarcasm. wait, what sarcasm statements i could tell her anyway =/ my mandarin is not even upsr qualified.

    other than that,


    young grandaunt: you know who's that or not?
    old grandaunt: yeah, may's friend.
    young grandaunt: oh like that lah may, you told her, but you didn't tell me.
    yuen may: *giggles*
    the way my young grandaunt got 'jealous' is so funny.

    after dinner and et cetera, my dad sent leon back home. the end.

    by that time i reached home, it was almost 12am already. and hence that's the reason why i didn't go to school today. actually i could go, but, i was too lazy to get my bum out from the bed. i just love my bed - just like how everyone else loves their bed.



    oh Jesus,
    i actually didn't go to school also because i haven't finish my a week old add maths homework. i am just so sick of sitting in front of madam sarah when she's teaching chapter 9 right now. i've given up hope in add maths. i can't do it anymore. i can do form 4 chapters, but i can't do form 5's, especially the one she recently taught. i miss madam leong so much. i miss the way she taught timothy, cheeyan, waikeong, meelian and i last year. i miss her homework ): i am not saying madam sarah's not good, but i am not used to it. madam leong and madam sarah are completely opposites. i've a feeling that i won't do well for my add maths this term. o i didn't say i am good at it either. i am never good in academics, even when i try like a monkey eating banana. i know monkey can eat banana professionally, but, i still prefer using monkeys as an example. i shall move on, and work harder. and complain less. i think i complain too much too.
    i think i'm done.




    to be frank, i started typing this post out at 1840, but due to some reasons, i couldn't post it as early as i could. and now is currently 0100.

    my first reason is, i was busy working on my new blogskin, where i have to merge a few likings into one. my other reason is, i went to the playground to chit chat and take my biology notebook from liling.

    and now i am finally done with my new blogskin! i merged a few blogskins into one. i think i like this now. let's see how long i can last on with this blogskin. i keep on saying i like my blogskin, and i've changed it for don't know how many donkey times. it's pink, and grey, because its soft (: j-wen on blogskins.com is my inspiration!

    now you know i like soft colors! (:



    yes, i'm too blessed to be stress. isn't it true enough? i'm stressed over studies at school, and i'd bring the stress back home.

    thank goodness that tomorrow's the official holidays for wms (:

    i know carl mann is :@ at me, because i'm not going to school for one whole upcoming week. eh carl mann, you know, what if suddenly i felt like going to school? then i will be there, alright? bahaha.

    i know jing xuan and carl mann are hardworking, damn.

    now, i don't have the mood to even touch my homework. let's see whether i'll get screwed up when school reopens.


    i actually thought that zac efron is the detective conan, until carl mann told me just now, at about 5 something, when she onlined. no-oh, it's not my fault, because i read her blog when she blogged about conan and zac efron together.

    anyway, it's time for chinese new year, again. this will go on forever and ever. and i'm going to dao-rae for the family reunion dinner. i love dao-rae! my cousin loves dao-rae too, since she loves korean.



    i shall stop blogging for now, and i will post next time when i feel like it (:

    cheerios.

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    Tuesday, 16 December 2008
    191; wms and its year.
    13:48

    when i came into wms, i whined and complained a lot, until everyone was fed up of me. i am really sorry for what i've done to you guys. ahem.

    this year has a lot of ups and downs, where my friends are always there for me. i love you a lot for that (: because without them, i'm nowhere to be found.

    yapcarlmann
    for being someone who always support me whenever i do something, cheering me up even when she's down. for being someone who makes me laugh like a donkey ._. my chemistry and physics lab partner, who will distract me from lessons sometimes because we'll be talking about our feelings or ANYTHING while teacher is teaching, and both of us sit right in front of the teacher. oh, she hears my rants too. although my rants are hurtful sometimes, she'll just keep quiet and listen to it. she even tries to advice me and help me too. she always bully me. god knows why. hm =/

    corlissleechingyi
    for being someone like a mama. miss ego x4, miss nuts x3, miss dreamy x1. i am sure she got more than that, because everytime she does something, i'll give her a title. she's really funny and i knew her when he had our entrance exam last year (: aw, corliss, do you still remember them? i can still remember we ate mixed rice, curry noodles, spaghetti and all. we tried to study but we failed to. darn. beginning of this year, she made me laugh like i didn't laugh before. she didn't know how to poke the straw into the milo box. she took some weird straw and came up to me and asked, "how do you put this in?" she's hilarious! and that is why i love her <3

    i don't know who else actually appeared in my life this year. i am sure there are more, but i can't think of any now. it is all because carl mann and corliss appeared most. and i am grateful for them. i would actually fail physics if carl mann didn't appear fast enough to teach me physics. bomb.

    anyway, to whom i've not mention in this post, i am so sorry if you have appeared. thanks a lot for this year. because without you, i wouldn't be happy (: so yep, thanks for being there all the while (:


    p/s; i have no idea why i am blogging this anyway. i think its my annual routine. bomb. oh btw, i am going out tomorrow! ^^ to see itik and sue ann. hopefully benjamin is going too (:

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    Tuesday, 2 December 2008
    186: twilight honayh!
    00:08

    i went out with ethel today.

    yes, for twilight, and a girls day out. i went there late so i went to the times bookstore to wait for ethel. ethel arrived early but her dad brought her to the office because i was going to arrive late.

    then, when she reached, we went to buy tickets! (yes my honey twilight wth)

    after buying those tickets, we took our time walking all the way to lot 10 for the monorail to times square. after buying what she wanted to buy, we went back to pavilion. yes, by mororail, then by feet.

    we went to carls jr again! yes, i love carls jr. but i didn't eat. in fact, i've not been eating nowadays. so i ate those baked fries. yum. after that, we walked to forever 21 analyzing clothes, and then since it was time, we went to gsc for my twilight! hall 13, and she called it as a bad luck hall, because it's 13. and guess what, she went to the gents. i mean, yes! gents. i was like "ahhhh. i'm not going."

    we burst out laughing because there was this couple saying sorry and it hit our leg. in fact, we hit someone's leg too when he were to go in for twilight. 2 hours was fast. i don't think that it was even 2 hours. merely 1.5 hours. gah. i can't wait for new moon now. its coming out in 2010. its confirmed. hah. i want to watch breaking dawn. i don't want to watch the middle part of the twilight saga. gah.

    the movie...sigh. disappointed. i am really disappointed. they skipped so many parts! darn. i wish they put all in anyway. sigh. carl mann, i'll buy the dvd, and i will pinjam you the disc, ok? not worth your rm9. they cut a lot. or is the the malaysian government, as usual? damn.

    then after the movie, met someone up, and i went to buy my starbucks, and ethel went to toilet, and then we went back, by train! reached home at 7. gosh, i told my dad i will be back soon, but i reached late. great.

    i have no idea when i am going out again because i'm going to be in singapore this weekend. gosh, there's less than 4 weeks left for school! heck, time passes really fast. i have no idea when i am finishing. maybe i am not going to finish it anyway. hah.

    guess what?

    i think i better got to go eat my mamak maggi noodles.

    toodles!

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    Sunday, 26 October 2008
    177: open up the heavens.
    20:27

    I went out with Corliss &Mann today. We were supposed to meet at 11 but eventually we met up at 12 something because Corliss were busy and I only get to see Mann at 2 something, when we were super hungry. Yeah, Carl Mann appears when there's food &when she wants to see me for something after seeing him. Yeesh.

    While waiting for Corliss, I went to the concourse with my family and ended up buying perfume ._. and photoshooting. Of all times, Corliss appeared when the lady was putting on make-up for me. Corliss was laughing at me all the way and she can still say she didn't! Unfair yo.

    After all that I went for the photography session. The poses were so funny and...slutty that I can't help it but to laugh. Corliss was laughing too okay. My brother laughed the most.

    I couldn't put up the picture because I don't have a scanner so, boo.

    Carl Mann kept on cursing me to go to hell because I didn't eat anchovies and some other extras. I bought a dessert and I couldn't finish it because it was too cold and for that, Carl Mann said it's ok because I'll be going to hell anyway. She likes cursing me. Boooo.

    After food, we went to Times Bookstore to get stuffs so practically we spent our whole day at the bookstore. I'm sorry Corliss! We even imitated them. It was fun imitating them although I had goosebumps all over. We saw pretty stuffs at the bookstore but it was too expensive so yep. Corliss even wanted to buy that wired bookmark until I had a brilliant idea of buying beautiful ribbons and make it by myself. That wired bookmark costs RM9.90. Dang. It's like so expensive. The cheapest bookmark they have is RM7.90. I wouldn't spend that much for one bookmark. So in the end Corliss and I got 2 different colors ribbon for us to make our own bookmark on Wednesday! Quote Corliss, "It's like we're attending a handicraft lesson on Wednesday."

    I even wanted to buy New Moon, and The Other Boleyn Girl until Carl Mann told me that she has it all. So, money saved.

    Halfway through book hunting, Carl Mann decided to play hide-and-seek with Say Loong and eventually it got me involved because I called her to ask what time she is going back. Her tone is super funny! It's as if she's telling me a secret. The conversation went like this: (Carl Mann, Yuen May) She spoke softly all the way.

    Eh butt, wh-
    Hello..?
    =.= Where are you lah?
    I'm not telling you.
    What the heck.
    I'm playing hide-and-seek now.
    Omg. I've no time for hide-and-seek. Where are you?
    I'm not telling you.
    (=.=; I went hunting for her then) Okay whatever it is, what time are you going to go back?
    Hm, I think 4 something to 5.
    (still finding) Ish, tell me properly!
    Yes lah, I think 4 something to 5.
    (walla, I found her and both of us laughed) Hahahahaa. Okay then.

    Slowly, I saw him. I told him that I found Carl Mann. He begged me to tell him where is Carl Mann but since I'm a *ahem* nice person then I said I don't know where's Carl Mann. What a lie.

    I think that's all, after Carl Mann, Corliss and I decided to leave. We first took the monorail. You know we gotta wait for the people to come out then we can go in? I didn't care about that rule and when I was about to step in, Carl Mann pulled my hand and said, "eh, you know we must wait for the people to come out one mah right! why you step in first? no manners lah you." Seriously man I tell you about this Carl Mann, she always make me zha dou ._.

    I was afraid that Corliss will get lost in Masjid Jamek so I keep on finding for a way. Thank God that Carl Mann is going to KL Sentral so Corliss tagged along. After I reached my station, I texted them boo.

    That's all for the day I think.
    When I see them playing like that, it reminds me so much of him. No, I don't miss him. In fact, I lost all my hope. I just don't want to think of it too much. What bothers me is just another him.
    Carl Mann calls the other 2 him as teddy and pillar. I don't know why she calls him teddy.



    I like someone else but is being attracted to someone else.

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    Monday, 29 September 2008
    Huggles and hearts.
    22:13

    I went back to Seremban today.
    Yep, met up with the 7's excluding Kumuta and Katherine. Kumuta couldn't make it because she has to go somewhere and Katherine wanted to sleep. Bummer.

    I finally get to pass the kangaroos and koalas to them. Jasmine has the roo family :] What I meant is, she has 4 sizes of kangaroos.
    Hopefully she liked it.



    Speaking about blogging, I can still remember Jasmine and I being lifeless competing against each other in "WHO BLOGS MORE IN A DAY."

    Yeah, we were that lifeless.

    By the way, pictures are uploaded at Facebook. (linklink!)





    From tiny to huge :]

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    Monday, 22 September 2008
    Moonlight Resonance.
    13:34

    I just reached yo! :D
    Bet you missed me ._.
    Okay, I better stop crapping.


    I threw my heart away to you with force, thus, I deserve this pain.


    You know, when I was in Genting this morning, getting ready to come back to KL, I thought of going to school ._.
    If I did go, I should be in school now ._. Like seriously, I thought of going back to school for fun. Yeah, I'm nuts.

    I pity Carl Mann because she's Miss Lonely of the day. How great for her right.

    Lalalala.


    You can't see me.


    [emo]
    Sometimes, I wish I can be free from all these nonsense. I know I can, but, it takes time, right? I need someone to hear me speaking out my heart. I feel like ripping my heart out whenever I have this chest pain. Last Saturday, I was asking myself, "What have you done? Why are you like this? Where are you? Where's the old you who can talk all day long without feeling emo halfway? Where?" And after that I realized, I brought myself away from my soul. I don't feel anything anymore. Feelingless? I don't know. In fact, I don't know what I'm talking about now.
    [/emo]


    I feel like jumping. Dang it.


    I'm jumping already?


    I think I should study now, but I don't know what I am doing here, typing this post out. Crap.


    I miss you.


    Oh before anything, I shall declare that I love Bakery's cupcakes! Gosh, those cupcakes I ate at Genting was yummy enough to make me bloat despite the price of RM4.50 per piece!



    Nice right omg. I ate strawberry cheese cupcake, blueberry cheese cupcake, mint cheese cupcake, fruit cocktail cupcake and apple cheese cupcake. I like the mint cheese cupcake most.

    Yummy.


    Someday.


    I better get going.

    Tas.

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    Friday, 19 September 2008
    I fake a smile so he won't see.
    22:56

    If I knew this will stress me this much,
    I'll never think to continue.



    I got frustrated during ballet today. Yes, it's that same ol' freaking freework. According to Jia Xin, I'll always get frustrated after teacher gives a set of new freework. Thanks to Jasmine Tan, Su Ann, Jia Xin, Ge Li & Wei Vern for encouraging me. Gosh, I Y them.

    Seriously, I love Jia Xin most.

    Yuenmay - amazinglove; says:
    and im not going tomorrow

    JIA XIN- i love you just as who you are♥ says:
    y

    Yuenmay - amazinglove; says:
    going to genting

    JIA XIN- i love you just as who you are♥ says:
    again

    Yuenmay - amazinglove; says:
    where got again

    JIA XIN- i love you just as who you are♥ says:
    last time u also go to genting

    Yuenmay - amazinglove; says:
    where got
    dont simply say

    JIA XIN- i love you just as who you are♥ says:
    i din simply sa y

    Yuenmay - amazinglove; says:
    you did
    you are

    =]
    JIA XIN- i love you just as who you are♥ says:
    i remember got one time u said u went to genting

    Yuenmay - amazinglove; says:
    im blogging about you.
    WHERE GOT

    JIA XIN- i love you just as who you are♥ says:
    wadever
    yeah !

    Someone, please tell me, what have I done in the past,
    that I deserve this?



    I'll be away from home for a night, a day in school. I'll be going back to school on Tuesday.

    Heck, I feel very much like an Ah Long now. Dang. So much of a treasurer.

    I didn't collect money for the past few months, like, really.
    I didn't want to chase after them because I feel bad ._.

    Gosh, attention to whoever from 4C who reads my blog: please bring cash on Tuesday to make your payment (wah, high class eh!). RM2 per month. You've to pay RM20 per year, actually. Calculate that yourself yo! From January to October. Dang. Please pay up by 31st October, ok?

    Please, & lots of thanks.

    Goodnight people.
    I've nothing to say today.
    I'm just feeling uber down, heartless and lifeless.

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    Saturday, 13 September 2008
    Of fish scales and gills.
    20:48

    Love takes effort & acceptance.
    It won't always be a happy ride.
    You'll cry when you're hurt,
    you'll be sad when you're ignored.
    But hold on & always remember:

    "Love hurts when it is real."



    I lurked at Weeru's blog today and yes, I saw my name!
    She bitched about me?
    Nah.





    I felt so touched when I read that. Gosh, time really passes fast. Sometimes, I wish I can stop time.

    Nope, I'm not wishing to go back to the past tho'.

    Let's stop searching for a minute & just live.


    At first I had so much of things to say when I was out today. I just don't know what to say when I sit right here, staring at the monitor blankly, listening to Fish Leong. Darn.

    Okay, I remember what I wanted to say now.

    Q: Do you know that Video Ezy is from Australia?

    I just know that today, when I went to Video Ezy in Times Square.
    Dang.
    Now I know why Video Ezy is located everywhere in Perth.
    *kills self*
    Hm, talking about Perth, I really forgot to blog about it. I shall post something about it sometime later.

    They say that friendship is worth every penny,
    but you, my friend, are worth every second of my life.



    I'll update later, when I can.

    P/S: I've uploaded photos taken by me during Corliss' 16th party. Seek my sidebar out for the link.

    Happiness is a lifestyle,
    Love is a journey,
    & sadness is a decision.



    I took pictures with Liling & Carlmann at the LRT station a few days ago, due to my boredom, and theirs as well :D
    (Don't expect for any photoshopped ones. I'm too lazy to photoshop them.)


    Taken without their knowledge. But they know it after that because I laughed after taking this photo.


    Moral of the photo: smiles are fake.


    Right before capturing this, Li Ling asked, "Another lala photo?"


    We attempted to be emo, but I failed.


    Feeto! I know, I love taking pictures of feet.


    Candid, really. It wasn't on purpose. Funny aye.


    Kononnya terkejut.


    Don't ask me.


    Carl Mann: What you doing!
    Yuen May: Taking photo lah.
    Carl Mann: Why are you peeking at us? Some more under our skirt?
    Li Ling: Yea la, I know we're too sexy for you to resist.
    Yuen May: ._. I wanted to take photo from below.


    Whose middle finger is that?


    Another I-don't-know picture.

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