you know, i actually miss last year. not the bad ones, of course.

i miss those times when i had ballet every wednesday, saturday and sunday. i miss those times when i had to go on a diet (for a few days, because i can't let go of my 4-5 times a day habit), because miss hiew was nitpicking my fats &tummy. i miss those times when i get to procrastinate whole year long, and in the end failing my exam. oh-kay, i don't miss failing my papers, but, i miss procrastinating! now, even if i procrastinate for 5 mere minutes, i won't have time doing my homework and essential stuffs anymore, and i'll have to take a long time to catch up. ok fine i was exaggerating, but still!

i learnt a lot of things last year. i learnt how to bake, everything. i can still remember my first time baking several weeks ago. it was edible, but too sweet =/ now, this chinese new year, i mean, i'll bake cupcakes with chocolate chips just because my kawan baik (find out who, because she knows who she is! and, o its not a guy. and i'm not a lesbian either.) likes chocolate chips. talking about baking, i miss jasmine because she was here when i baked for the second time.

so anyway,

when i was telling carl mann in school that i am baking cheesecake for my parents' wedding anniversary,

quote zhengern, "whats your problem with baking now? everyday bake bake bake only."

i lol-ed, because i was telling carl mann about it, and zhengern suddenly *poof*.



initially i wanted to blog about last night at overseas restaurant, menara pgrm. so yep. i shall start bragging about it now.

i reached home from school at about 4 something, as usual, and i started getting ready. and i only got completely ready at about 6, which got myself into trouble, because my dad wanted to leave at 5.30pm, when i was half-ready.

while waiting for my mum and other guests to arrive, my dad, brother and i talked about issues. after for awhile, my mum reached with my uncle and grandfather.

and my mum saw the cheesecake on the table and she said, "aren't you suppose to take that out later?" which i also agreed. my dad said to take it out from the box (you know, my dad put the cake into a taiwan pon kan mandarin oranges box, and people actually thought i bought the cake from taiwan ._.), and put candles on it too.

since my mum asked me to take a photo of the cake, so i took it. or else i won't bother taking a picture of it.



yes, this is the cake. i've not taken a picture of the filling yet though. it's edible, and my uncles love it, especially my dad (:

then when everyone including leon (yes, my dad called leon, mind you. i was in the state of shock days ago when he asked me to call leon along) has arrived, we started eating.

there's a few situations that i want to share with you.

young grandaunt: who's that?
yuen may: friend!
young grandaunt: who's friend?
yuen may: er...
my brother: hehehehe i told you jie, that people will ask! my sister's boyfriend!
yuen may: yeah, friend! my brother's friend, my friend too.
young grandaunt: boyfriend is it?
yuen may: y...no!
young grandaunt: don't lie lah.

most of the conversation was conversed in cantonese, so i was lost of words, since i'm not good in cantonese. if it was in mandarin, i would have spoken to her with sarcasm. wait, what sarcasm statements i could tell her anyway =/ my mandarin is not even upsr qualified.

other than that,

young grandaunt: you know who's that or not?
old grandaunt: yeah, may's friend.
young grandaunt: oh like that lah may, you told her, but you didn't tell me.
yuen may: *giggles*

the way my young grandaunt got 'jealous' is so funny.

after dinner and et cetera, my dad sent leon back home. the end.

by that time i reached home, it was almost 12am already. and hence that's the reason why i didn't go to school today. actually i could go, but, i was too lazy to get my bum out from the bed. i just love my bed - just like how everyone else loves their bed.



oh Jesus,
i actually didn't go to school also because i haven't finish my a week old add maths homework. i am just so sick of sitting in front of madam sarah when she's teaching chapter 9 right now. i've given up hope in add maths. i can't do it anymore. i can do form 4 chapters, but i can't do form 5's, especially the one she recently taught. i miss madam leong so much. i miss the way she taught timothy, cheeyan, waikeong, meelian and i last year. i miss her homework ): i am not saying madam sarah's not good, but i am not used to it. madam leong and madam sarah are completely opposites. i've a feeling that i won't do well for my add maths this term. o i didn't say i am good at it either. i am never good in academics, even when i try like a monkey eating banana. i know monkey can eat banana professionally, but, i still prefer using monkeys as an example. i shall move on, and work harder. and complain less. i think i complain too much too.
i think i'm done.




to be frank, i started typing this post out at 1840, but due to some reasons, i couldn't post it as early as i could. and now is currently 0100.

my first reason is, i was busy working on my new blogskin, where i have to merge a few likings into one. my other reason is, i went to the playground to chit chat and take my biology notebook from liling.

and now i am finally done with my new blogskin! i merged a few blogskins into one. i think i like this now. let's see how long i can last on with this blogskin. i keep on saying i like my blogskin, and i've changed it for don't know how many donkey times. it's pink, and grey, because its soft (: j-wen on blogskins.com is my inspiration!

now you know i like soft colors! (:



yes, i'm too blessed to be stress. isn't it true enough? i'm stressed over studies at school, and i'd bring the stress back home.

thank goodness that tomorrow's the official holidays for wms (:

i know carl mann is :@ at me, because i'm not going to school for one whole upcoming week. eh carl mann, you know, what if suddenly i felt like going to school? then i will be there, alright? bahaha.

i know jing xuan and carl mann are hardworking, damn.

now, i don't have the mood to even touch my homework. let's see whether i'll get screwed up when school reopens.


i actually thought that zac efron is the detective conan, until carl mann told me just now, at about 5 something, when she onlined. no-oh, it's not my fault, because i read her blog when she blogged about conan and zac efron together.

anyway, it's time for chinese new year, again. this will go on forever and ever. and i'm going to dao-rae for the family reunion dinner. i love dao-rae! my cousin loves dao-rae too, since she loves korean.



i shall stop blogging for now, and i will post next time when i feel like it (:

cheerios.

Labels: Friends, Rants, Reminiscence, Thoughts, Traveling And Events

yes yes my wishlist nyahaha. well, it's not really a wishlist anyway. but i still want them! and i got them already! thanks to daddy.

1. armani exchange t-shirts



hohoho, i got it from singapore already!

2. giordano 'sparking' jeans



i don't think you can really see the effect in this picture though.

...

thats not all what i got in singapore! (:
i've more. so i shall continue it.

3. salvatore ferragamo incanto shine



4. endoria abigail dress



5. miss selfridge dress



6. bedazzling bracelet

7. juicy couture purse

no pictures of 6 and 7 because i forgot to take one, and i am lazy to take one. so yep. my bad.

...

i went to singapore because my dad bribed me! boooo. anyway i am back home now. *breathes in and out slowly*

argh. i just remembered that i still need to get my uniform =/

and i actually forgot about getting them! how great can that be! i mean, how can i forget to get my uniform? ): now i have to use my retarded form 4 uniform. there's holes here and there. and, it is a bit out of shape. sad!

oh, i've not finished my holidays homework too. talking about getting punished if they do check. i don't even bother to revise. so if i fail next term, it is my fault.

i miss school ):

cheerios.

Labels: Traveling And Events

i was in singapore about a week ago. and now here i am to post a few pictures taken in singapore! (:

i stayed in hotel 81 at dickson road. dickson road is somewhere near little india, and yes, if i bomb little india, there'll be no indians around anymore. all those indians were there. according to a taxi driver, those indian workers are there to gather.

bah!

so yep, i walked a lot those few days. i took the mrt, walked, mrt, walked.

i think i'll the pictures i took do the talking this time (: i actually regretted not bringing my phone out that night we (my family) went out. if i brought it, i would have captured those beautiful lightings along orchard road ): oh wells. i shan't regret!


i'm actually fascinated. yes, with this worthless card.


they even used electrical ones! gosh gosh gosh. i think i am really out-dated.


you know when they have to change to another line, they don't need to walk under the hot sun like we do? theirs is all underground. UNDERGROUND, with aircond! sometimes i wish i am a singaporean. oh, they even have priority seat for the needy.


those dots are the lights! i think they're pretty.


louis vuitton yo!


pekan cina chinatown!


i had my lunch there. and i liked it very much.

i think that's all what i had taken in singapore. i didn't really use my phone so i didn't bother taking pictures. and guess what, i am going there again this weekend ._. just because my dad forgot to take something.

and oh, i just finish arranging my earrings and accesories. i took like an hour to do all of it. finally my earrings got a 'house' to stay! it used to be in a box, and they'll all tangle up, and i will not bother to untangle them. i am very lazy aye.


neat enough?


i think i better go now. it's already 3am now! i've ballet soon ): again. and i have to wake up early again ): i hate waking up early! reow. bahaha.

since we have less than a month for holidays now, i think i have to go out with my friends for the last...uh...outing before school reopens! (: i miss them so much! i miss talking with/to them.

wait, why am i still blogging now? gah!


goodnight (:

Labels: Random, Traveling And Events

I've been reading nowadays. I just finished New Moon. I'm still waiting for Eclipse. I just want Eclipse now. If I am going out this Saturday, I'll get Eclipse and Breaking Dawn, since Carl Mann wouldn't lend me hers.



I screwed up games. Now I know that water balloons and I don't get along. Feesh, why would they even want me to play? I'm just, not interested in playing games. Running, and whatever is just so not me. I can't do them all, and yes, I give up in learning how to. It's too hard. I rather sleep and eat and grow fat.



By the way, my Japanese host is coming next Friday. I emailed her...months ago and I've yet to receive a reply from her so I'll assume that she doesn't know how to use the computer, or, she doesn't have a computer on her own. Worst, she doesn't understand the email? Damnit. Since they are coming, I've to dance. Another feesh. Can I not dance, Steph? She said no. I am so freaking lazy to remember the steps. We don't have the fans too. Hard to practice. And we have less than a fortnight to brush up and remember those steps! Sigh.

I shan't sigh anymore. Boom.

My dance partner is Khye Mun. (whoopsy, did I spell his name right?) After *counts* 10 months in WMS, I just know who Khye Mun is. Dang.

Jing Xuan &I are the best copy cats on earth, right, Jing Xuan? We're good at copying dance steps, especially the finale! Gosh, I feel so...like a queen at copying. I was completely clueless today, when everyone else knew some steps. At first I became so frustrated that I can just step out any moment and then I decided to chill.

Reow.





Anyway, I might be...on a hiatus again? I don't know what to blog about and so, I'm off to...sleeping and reading at the moment, until I have something to blog about in the future.


(See, I forgot to say something again.)



About Cameron!

Cameron was hot. Yes, it was hot. Hot for me, not you. I slept with shorts that night. Oh yes, there were mosquitoes too. Darn. I had so many mosquito bites on my hand and face. So much of being cold there. I went to that tea factory and I liked the smell. Maybe because of the bitterness-like smell. Hm. I like that kind of smell. I got bored when they got us to the explanation of how tea reached Malaysia, and how BOH was here, etc, things like that. I enjoyed the food, both dinner and lunch. I enjoyed the jungle walk in Gunung Brinchang too. I enjoyed laughing at the guys, especially Yi Sheng and Ki Yip, for crapping.

After this Cameron trip, I have another 3 new nick names - kampung girl, emo &cartoon! Yi Sheng gave me those names though.

I think that's all.
Ta.
I'll pray &keep on wishing that you will agree to go out with me, and, build a bond between us as friends.

Labels: Dear Diary, School, Traveling And Events

I'm just feeling too depressed to do anything. I feel like flying back to Perth and stay over at Ashley's for the rest of my life. I miss her dogs - Ginger & Peachy. Tsktsk.

I was screaming my eye balls out when I first reached her house because of her dogs. I left her house missing her dogs.

I'm missing Perth more than ever.

I need more time alone in Perth so I can let everything go and be happy here. I need more time...I'm not prepared to go to school, yet.

-----

Actually, I'm blogging today because I want to distract Carl Mann from reading something. I want her to read my blog instead of...*coughs*

I've nothing to update.

Oh, I know. My Perth trip. But there's too many to say and I'm feeling lazy to say something about it.

All I know is that, my bags were heavy before I came back.

I'm serious.

Before:



Yes, it's that striking pink suitcase. Contraaaa.

After:



Gosh, those handcarry weren't light! Now my arms hurt. Muscle cramps I think? Lactic acid is produced...something like that? I don't know! (Fine Carlmann, I'll shuttup now. You'll ask me to shuttup if I say something like that. I know you.)

I like the shopping centres there. I prefer Karrinyup to Whitsfort.

Whitsfort:



Karrinyup:



I think Karrinyup looks more like Sunway Pyramid. No?

I like Perth.

Boo boo.

When I've uploaded all the pictures in Facebook, I'll link the URL for the albums.

Oh! That got me an idea! I'll create a new column on my sidebar for my photo albums :D So check it often yeah? So...I won't be blogging about my trips or events anymore. I'll let pictures do their job.

Random thought at the moment: Carl Mann thinks that I'm a bullet train.

Today is the last day for this break. Sigh. I want more. At least another week, so I can let things go. Dang. When I am on the way of letting it go, school has to start; at the wrong time. *sweat* Why oh why. *starts whining*

I feel like eating now.

I ate chocolate fondue at my uncle's place yesterday. T'was his birthday so I went over to his place. Ahem. I bet Carl Mann's facial expression changed now. CHOCOLATE, CM!

Oh yeah, I forgot. I got kangaroos.

Carl Mann said I was raping it.
Jasmine said I was abusing it.
And in the end, Jasmine and Carl Mann made me feel like killing the roo.

Carl Mann demanded for chocolates; which I got her something else.
Jasmine demanded for a kangaroo; which I got her something else too.
Corliss demanded for nothing :D :D
Min Jia demanded for something; which I got her a koala keychain.
Li Ling demanded for a souvenir; which I got her nothing something.

Random thought at the moment: I am addicted to "I Don't Want To Be In Love" by Good Charlotte. Yes, I am dedicating this song to CM. Aren't you honoured, CM? :D

I have nothing in particular to say. I'm running out of things to say. Yes, in fact, I don't wanna say sometimes. & for that, Ashley said I'm an anti-social and a shy person. Excuse me, Ashley.

I think that's all for today.

My love:




Goodbye.

Labels: Depression, Miscellaneous, Random, Traveling And Events

im going to miss everything here. i so dont want to leave!

im going to miss fremantle, karrinyup, dark light, whitfort, kings park, hillarys, aqwa, sacred heart college, fish and chips, aunt melba's cooking, hayley, ashley, uncle stephan's lame jokes, jay jays, ashley/hayley doing my hair, ginger, peachy, australian money, the bloody cold breeze/air, ashley and hayley arguing, the heaters, ashley's room, padbury, ginger jumping on me whenever i come back from some place, etc.

gosh.

its sad ok.

i feel like crying. but i shall not cry to show yap carl mann that am strong :D

i'm not like her! :3 right, carlmann?

i'll blog about this trip later, when i feel free because i've more than 700 pictures to upload. like seriously.

perthhhhh is really nice. its very quiet. i freaked myself out on my first night here because it was very quiet when i was supposed to be asleep. there's no sound at all. it was creepy. so i couldn't move about and i just fell asleep like that. as i said, i freaked myself out ._.

yeah carlmann. yeah corliss. yeah everyone. laugh at me then ._. i swear its super creepy because its super quiet.

sigh.

leaving tomorrow.

will reach kl at 10.10pm.

and i am going to the perth mint and museum tomorrow before i depart. my bags are super huge i tell you. i mean not huge. they're super heavy. argh.

Labels: Traveling And Events, Unforgettable

yes i am in perth now.

don't miss me!

my host family is nice, really.

i'm going to the marinas and aqua tomorrow.

wheeee.

Labels: Traveling And Events

Day 1; aka first day :D

We left after lunch for Port Dickson. You should see how we cramped into an Alphard. There were...10 of us including me, my brother, mother and father.

On the way, we sang some oldies! We as in Geraldine, Jasmine, Jane, Kumuta, Wee Ru, and Katherine. Joyce didn't follow us because she had something or like that.

I swear we did. We sang..."I Can't Take My Eyes Off You", etc. Songs like that. Unfortunately, we annoyed my brother because he's like the only guy among us and, I admit that we were noisy. And Geraldine said that "I Can't Take My Eyes Off You" shall be our theme song so we sang it repeatedly.

They even updated me with latest gossips of Puteri. Lol. It's like...heaven all the way.

All of us helped each other with carrying things and all. I brought Monopoly and Jane brought Twister.

All of us brought big bags too. That's why we had problems with the seating. Poor Wee Ru had to sit on the floor with the bags. I love you Wee Ru! :D

And somewhere on the way, we decided to eat lollipop to kill time as well. So all of us were eating lollipop and my dad pulak terasa, lol.

Not in order:


That's them, going insane.

Poor Wee Ru. Anyway, she doesn't look like she's a poor-thing right? Oh well. That's typically Wee Ru. She seldom goes emo.


Sexy view! (L)

Don't ask me why we were camwhoring in the toilet. We were actually amazed with the fact that there's air-conditioners in the toilet. We were practically freezing.

Some welcome drink?


Kumi & Jas; lovers in...Avilion? Jas curang-ed! Jane was right, Jasmine. You bercurang!

Jasmine & Katherine.

The bed.

The balcony.



My happy foot! :D

Jasmine, Geraldine & her roasted anchovies.


._.

Wee Ru & the lollipops.

Wee Ru was getting all intimate with Kumutaaaa.

Jasmine & I. We miss taking pictures together.

After Joyce arrived, we all rushed to the beach!







After our dinner & so-called food shopping...(we camwhored because we thought Kumuta will be leaving on the next day, but...oh well)


Our 3 days 2 nights junk supply!

Twister?

Emo?



We were trying to be lalas. If you realize, there's 8 different poses. In the end, we gave the most lala look-a-like position to Kumuta! *applause*


Hearts.

Day 2; aka 2nd last day

I was so lazy to wake up until Katherine whacked me up off bed. I mean, she really hit me!

Some people heard some "malay song" the night before right before they slept. I think Jasmine was one of it.

I couldn't hear anything because I became a pig already. Jasmine thought it was Wee Ru's phone so she went and dismantle it. After for a short while, it is heard again and all of them covered themselves with blanket over their head. Jasmine called Kumuta and Kumuta ignored her. Kumuta was freaked out I guess.

Then we swam and etc. As usual. Its what you normally do when you live by the sea. Then, in the afternoon, they attempted to build some sand-castle but in the end it didn't work. I don't know what happened actually because Wee Ru and I went and change into our swimsuit. When we came back, we saw "SMART tunnel" with a river made of sea sand.

Then at night, we went for karaoke! :D

We camwhored again, as usual!

Pictures again, at no order:




(Hey Carl Mann, imagine that *ahem* is there with me wei!)

I seriously don't know what happened.










Quote Jasmine, "i love going for sleepovers with Jane because we get to see Jane in her various cute pajamas". So true wei. She's super cuteee.


Day 3; aka last day/leaving day

All of us didn't want to leave. I was saying that I don't mind staying at Avilion for the rest of my life! Gosh, I wonder if I can do that.

We didn't take pictures because we didn't even have the mood.



My dad sent them home after that.

I felt like crying, but I didn't cry. I really had lots of fun during that 3 days. Being with them made me feel like "MOM, I'M HOME!" sort of feeling. I don't know why, but I felt so.

I love you guys. Hopefully we get to go on a vacation together again!








The "i miss you feeling" comes whenever I look at those pictures we took.

Labels: Traveling And Events, Unforgettable