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Wednesday, 28 February 2007
A quick spotcheck.
21:13

Puan Ting had a stupid quick spot check today. She`s quite...I don`t know what to say. Okay done. I had a stay back today at school for club and societies. I went for Scrabble as usual. But before that, we had a 50 minutes break as usual. Had lunch with Jasmine and her gang again. That`s normal for me. Hah. I got dared by Weeru to stuff in the whole piece of ice-cream and I did it. Hell, I wanted to laugh. After stuffing them right into my mouth, I straight went to Jasmine because I don`t wanna laugh as my mouth was full of vanilla ice-cream.

Then, I went back to Weeru. Hell, they were talking nonsense when I was not there. Goodness. Then they told me the whole stupid story. Weeru is in blue, Katherine is in green and I`m in some blush color.

Yuen May ran away with...Edmen.
Eh, no lah, Edmen was two years ago`s story.
Oh ya har.
Yuen May ran away with Justin.
And she made Lily and Jasmine sad.
What the DIU?
And then Leon came in and interfere.
o.O

Another one.

Justin is going to give Jasmine a gold plated tennis court with moving animation ring with a golden string. The lines on the ground are DIAMONDS.
Wow, it`s going to be heavy.
Yeah, she`ll need a support.
Hell. Add some diamonds in it!
Don`t want. It`ll be ugly.
But...
*Weeru acts like she`s Jasmine with the *ring*
*everyone laughed their ass off*

That`s all from it. I don`t know whether you`ll understand, but I find it really funny myself. Then it was time for Scrabble so I went for it. Guess what we did during that 1 hour plus? We watched a movie. Yays! We watched "Goodbye Boys". It`s really interesting. I thought it was a Thai movie but I was wrong until I saw "BIOLOGI TINGKATAN 5". What the heck.

Okay. The story was funny because Jasmine and I added some nonsense into it. Lily and Jasmine did something up too. There`s this guy named as "Jin". Although I like the name "Jin" but...I don`t know why must they take that name?! He`s like a playboy. So a playboy reminds us of Calvin. Haha. Calvin, Justin and "Jin" are all related. That Jin likes a girl Lara. Bloody hell again, there`s a singer`s name; Lara. Again, I like her voice. They have to take that name. Aaron is the fattest. Xiao is always sleeping. LEONARD is some Malay-looked guy. Yes, that is what Lily and Jasmine made fun of. Dang. Ivan is a guy who likes Lara very much and plans to go out to a prom with Lara but spoiled by that stupid Jin. I hate that Jin. Jasmine and I do. Grr. She said she wishes that Jin would die. See, at least I am not that bad.

Haha.

After the Scrabble meeting, I have to go for another class. I mean V Sam`s. On the way, we took a lot of pictures. I like them all! Seriously! I like them all. But I can`t have it as they`re all in Weeru`s phone and she don`t wanna lend me her memory card. Sigh. I really like them all.

V Sam gave us a test. The test consists of one summary. Thank God we don`t have any extra. Tralala. Again, she made us separate. Joe Vin is in my group again. That idiot, he don`t want to sit in front of me. He`s scared. Huh. And some more he`s so blur. Handing paper to teacher also one piece less; that`s his draft. Teacher asked us to hand in our draft you see. That Joe Vin is always blur so I can`t do anything. He`s being nice, again. Heh.

But hell, Harsimirit sat beside of me. And we had a good chat. Kumi`s jealous, I suppose. Haha. Oh well...we`re just good friends because I knew him since I was in like...Year 5 or 6. He sat beside me when we`re in Cikgu Jabar. I don`t find it a big deal at all. I`m not afraid if she`s going to contempt me or whatever.

I quite had a good but tiring day today. Had fun. *smiles*

P/S: Nowadays Jasmine doesn`t really speak to me. =( *heart breaks* See, I know that she`ll disown me anytime! Right???

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Tuesday, 27 February 2007
There it goes.
16:24

For my whole two years in secondary, I`ve always get a C, or minimum a C, for my tests and exams. I`ve no idea why, in sudden, this time, I`ve no C`s at all. Not even one. Yes, I`m quite happy. But sad, at the same time. I could actually get an A for Living Skills. But sigh, in reality, I didn`t. I did well for teras. But for elective, it went another way round. I used to do badly for teras. Well, mostly everyone did well in their teras.

As for Geography...for my first in my lifetime, I got a B for the first test. I used to score an A for Geography every beginning of the year. I meant for the two whole years. Sigh. Seriously, I didn`t study for Geography. I thought I don`t need to study. And right now I got a B. Great, isn`t it? I know. For the upcoming March Monthly test, I have to read the whole text book of Geography Form 1 and those kemahiran thing from Form 2 & 3. Hope I can get 70+ in total for Geography.

I can never score an A for Science. Seriously. I didn`t even get an A for Science for more than a year. Wahaha. Science is hard. Tralala. I`ll try to score.

BACK TO MY DARLING MATHS.

I got an A finally after a year. I missed the A so much! I hope I could maintain my A for Mathematics till PMR comes.

The easiest is...maintaining all my subjects` results. That`s all. I don`t need to talk so much but maintaining them. I`ll try my very dead best in the future till PMR comes. But I am afraid if I can`t score crazily like Jasmine. I don`t mind about my bad grades but...I want my papers` score to be like...70+. I want to be as smart as Jasmine. She`s damn smart. Maybe she`ll disown me soon, once I become stupid. Anyway, I am stupid 24/7. She can disown me anytime and I wouldn`t be surprised.

Oh well, I`ll be sitting for the stupid March Monthly Test right after the mid term break. What kind of school`s system is that? They are making it right after the mid term break. Means...no outing, no anything for me. I guess I have to revise everything during that mid term break. I hope I could do that when I am in KL...as you all know I can`t study that much if I am in KL.

I hope I can do as good as this February`s Topical Test; the very beginning test of the year for my March Monthly Test which will bring my great bad marks to the report book. All I can do is...just...pray by the bed every night. Okay, I better stop crapping. I am not a holy Christian. I am sorry, but, I quite dislike the Christians. Not that I am racism and anti-religions. I am not supporting my own religion either. None of the religion. Although I am a Buddhist, I started to be a part of the freethinkers. I do believe that God exists, but, at the same time, I don`t believe. It may be complicating for you to understand.

I think I better stop talking about all this before the holy people of you get offended.

Today, I went to the hall for some talk. It`s with a few classes together; Sigma, Omega, Theta and Zeta. Heck, I got scared when teacher select me to answer her in front of everyone. It`s because I don`t prepare short notes for revision. Yeah, I don`t. The reason is because I find it more complicating. Short notes revision makes me go crazy. I can`t score as much as I get if I use short notes. I know, I am weird, right? Sigh. This Jasmine of mine said that I was cute speaking on the microphone. Heck...screw that teacher who prepared the whole talk. Why must it be in Malay. It`s quite...dumb that I answered one of her question, "Lebih complicating." Grr. Malay+English= Minglish.

Screw the school all over for speaking in Malay. Oops, I`m sorry.

Okay. Done for that.

P/S: Can you all believe that a lala like BAOBAO likes Anna Sui and Kenzo(it`s some unknown language`s site)? It`s like...I am heart broken because I myself like Anna Sui`s perfumes! I don`t care about Kenzo. Sigh. A lala likes Anna Sui. I can`t comment much though. It`s a free world and I have to understand that.

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Sunday, 25 February 2007
Being a dreamer.
13:21

I felt happy during this Chinese New Year celebration. It`s like the best one out of the 15 year`s. I saw my other 2 baby cousins. Haha. I have no idea what's her English name, so, I'll type her Chinese name. I prefer the girl. Heck, Dzun Chii likes crying. If he sees many people, he'll start crying. I have no idea on how to work that baby so he won`t cry.


Yun Yin


Dzun Chii

Jeff & I


Zi Yi


Zi San


I went for some party at my dad`s friend`s place yesterday. I saw...a...small boy with those YENG hairstyle. And...Burberry`s shoes. I was practically shocked. I can`t say anything much as that area is...Damansara Heights.


Grr. So cute, right??? He`s like...damn cute lah I know! Shoes also Burberry already.

Anyway...

Holidays passes really fast comparing to schooling days. I want the holidays again. Sigh...thinking when I went to KL and that night where I went...it`s really fast. I don`t know why but I`m feeling lonely, sad and...lazy. I don`t want to go back to school. I haven`t finish my Malay literature work (I said I was and am feeling lazy).

Okay. Regarding about my Chinese New Year celebration...I didn`t do anything much except Ethel came to my house for 4 days 3 nights. We took a lot of pictures in fitting rooms. And finally...I got to eat Chocolate Fondue at Haagen Dazs, KLCC last Wednesday. Yes, finally. Gosh, I love ice-creams. But...I don`t really like Haagen Dazs`s anyway. I still prefer and love Baskin Robins 31. It`s still the best.


Tralala.

How I wish I can permanently stay with my dad? It`ll be much better for me. Sigh. I have to go up and down. I`m fed up with all this. Seriously, I feel like dying. For me being in KL for 1 weeks is like a few days. It`s really fast.

I hate school. I hate Puteri.

I bet my red packets value in total won`t reach RM1000. Sigh. I want more Brandy+water+ice. I want the Chinese New Year 2007 to come back again so I can get holidays. Never mind. In 2 weeks, there`s another week of holidays for students. 2 weeks...I`m waiting.


I`m feeling anxious and worried...I`m afraid I can`t get 7A`s for PMR... It`ll be ugly if I get B`s for PMR since I got straight 5A`s for my UPSR. I want it to be beautiful. Sigh. I want beautiful A`s!!! My dad asked me not to worry so much and just study hard. I know I can`t get any A`s for any papers.

P/S: Woots. Bring tissues to school tomorrow as the table sure to be dusty after a week!

















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Friday, 23 February 2007
This ain`t a scene.
21:40

Greetings to everyone. The reasons why I changed my blog is fairly simple; I don`t really like that blog anymore since I have a lot of nonsense inside. Since I created a new blog again to replace the old one, it simply means I am trying to start a new history about myself.

Phooi Sze closed her blog too. Sigh. Her reason is pressurized by parents. Like what the heck. Now I`ll feel extra bored online. I normally go to blogs to pass my time. But heck, now I can`t.

Hmph.

Kick my ass.

Fine, I`ll blog later, if I feel like it.

Sorry to everyone.

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