'cause you're everywhere to me
And when i close my eyes it's you i see
You're everything i know
That makes me believe
I'm not alone

Maybe I should stop being emo whenever I don't get to see him.



'cause it hurts whenever I think of it so, yep.

Booooooo.

I'm now craving for chocolate coated marshmallows. I know that there's yummy ones at The Curve. I ate that there like...4 years back. I can never forget that happy-eating-it feeling.

At the same time...I feel like eating cakes too! La Manila cakes are yummy. Secret Recipe cakes are good too.

I mean, any sweet edible stuff. I don't know why, but I like candies.

I love fruits too!

They're colorful when different types of fruit are chucked together :D

Like this!



I want to eat ice-cream from Baskin Robbins! I didn't eat Baskin Robbins ice-cream for...months. I miss eating it like...every weekend during last year's November-December break. It's an obsession! Right, Jasmine? :D

I think I should eat ice-cream more often again. *yumyumyum*

But I can't eat it soon 'cause I'll be flying away for 6 days and as what I heard from others, there'll be no Baskin Robbins, McDonalds, etc. I don't know what will I eat then. I told my mum that I want to eat a non-halal burger at McDonalds and she called the so-called non-halal burger as...McPork. Yes... I was like *sweat* too okay!

Who wants to go out for food with me?

Labels: Cravings, Thoughts, Uncategorized

Yes, the title says it all.

On the first day, i left my house at 6am and reached school at 6.30am wth. My brother was scolding me for leaving early. I mean yeah, who knows, we'll get stuck in the jam. Leaving at 6am was so wrong. There's no cars on the road!

When i reached school, i sat near the office with my brother, texting Brenda about when she's reaching and all. While waiting, i saw so many cars came. Once a car come sending the child off to school, a few cars will follow. *sweat* Slowly, Esther walked into the school without me realizing it and she said hi and i was like, "who are you?" I nearly kill myself when i saw her name tag - ESTHER HO. (sorry Esther! you seriously changed a lot. i mean you look different!)

Brenda reached at about 7am, then we walked around 'til the canteen then we sat. The chair is so funny! Once Brenda sat on the chair, the chair was like, "NGEEEEK!" Well because the chair was already broken.

Then i joined in, when i sat on the chair, louder version of NGEEEEEEK came out. And Brenda was like, "0.0". Then i stand up, and sat again. And ANOTHER LOUDER VERSION OF NGEEEEEEEEEK is produced.

Then, we went to the toilet. Seriously, the toilet is just beside the canteen and it doesn't stinks. I texted Eileen saying that i am in the canteen and she said she would want to come by to say hi. But i was near the toilet so i texted her again. After waiting for a short while, she came with a few friends - Elizabeth, Valerie and a few more.

After for a short while, the prefect announced that every student have to be on the assembly ground, so we went. We gotta queue according to our index number which is like...WMS001-WMS061 in my grade. My brother was the next line beside me and Brenda's line is beside my brother's line.

We gotta join into their assembly.

OH.MY.GOD

They respect every single people in school. In Puteri, assembly means nothing. Their assembly means gold. The prefect started the assembly with greetings like, "Good morning to the vice *something* and principal" and everyone was like, "GOOD MORNING VICE *SOMETHING AND PRINCIPAL". I mean something like that. I was like, "OHMYGOD" because in Puteri, nothing like that happens.

So i was all omg all the way till i reach the hall. You may like the building, but i dont think you'll like going to the hall. It's like so high up! The hall is like...the 5th floor. Walk up by stairs, won't you? Tiring, okay. And the hall got air cond! So nice.

You can feel that you're cold when you are doing the paper. Seriously. Darn, the teachers are scary.

We are not allowed to bring phones into the hall. That's what they told first. After we're all seated, the teacher gave last warning and a threat that Wesley Methodist will confiscate the phone if it's known that it's in the hall and we will never get it back. And after that, a lot of student stands up, and went to the front, to give in their phone. We are allowed to bring phone to school, with a condition that the teacher keeps it for the whole day then at the end of the schooling session for the day, the teacher will return it back to us. I was like, "woah".

As i remembered, there's this Chinese girl sat in front of me. We followed our index number by the way. She gave me that lc look and looked away. I wanted to tell her that she's lc, but, since i am so good, oh well.

It was Bahasa Malaysia first. The paper is really crazy. The whole paper was in like...structured, and one composition. Not forgetting about peribahasa. I was about to go crazy answering those questions. I was like, "okay, never mind. this is only the first paper, got another 4 papers to go."

After Bahasa Malaysia it was break. So i went down alone, yes, lonely. Once i put my pink water bottle on the table. Fine, the tables and benches are quite small. I prefer Puteri's canteen tables and chairs. I looked around. There's no one i know. I looked at the canteen's food, there's nothing i could buy. That's what i see from afar.

I sat on the bench, looking at food, and around. Looked to my left, a girl (not from Wesley Methodist) walks towards me. Yeah, she wanted to be friends so yeah, i was okay. She's from this...Bandar Utama's school. Her name's Corliss. We're both sesated in Wesley Methodist. I mean, we're here without friends. So yeah, she was my hanging out friend in Wesley Methodist during the exam.

After that we went back to the hall for our next paper - Mathematics.

MATHEMATICS BRINGS BAD LUCK. Stop liking Mathematics. After doing this paper, i swear you will not like Mathematics anymore.

Okay fine, enough of drama.

Mm-hmm the paper is okay, but i was lazy to do. A lot of formula questions to answer i tell you! Like those counting the volume of a cone and cylinder. In a question there's a few sub-questions. I was about to cry doing Mathematics. So to me, it's darn crazy. And oh yeah, there's a few hard questions too. I mean seriously hard, something that i've never seen before.

After Mathematics was lunch break. Corliss and i went to the canteen, hunting for food. GOODNESS. They sell SPAGHETTI. SPAGHETTI. And it's about RM2. I like mushrooms. I think it's enough for me, it's like the same thing in Puteri. Yum. After for a short while, Corliss's friend, Jonathan, came by and talked to us. Jonathan thought we were friends during elementary or middle school as we were talking as if we know each other for like ages!

After food-ing, went back to the hall for SCIENCE. I curse Science. I curse Science. Science was like the most ridiculous one with 40 multiple choices questions and structured questions. I wanted to die when i was answering the questions. Okay the questions are like, "What are the possible dangers towards the environment for regenerating electric from these sources - wind, solar, nuclear and water?" I mean, there's no harm from solar and wind, right? Goodness. I wanted to die, as i said.

I went home at about...3.15pm. Before that, I saw Esther and Brenda. Esther asked about the papers and all. Ah. Thats the first day in Wesley Methodist.

I didn't like it in Wesley Methodist at first as i didn't feel school there. I was feeling lonely and different there.

Today, the second day in Wesley Methodist. I feel more comfortable there. I left home a bit later as i know going at 6am will make me reach early there so yea. I reached at at about 6.45am. Brenda was there earlier than i am, so she called me and asked me to go to her brother's class.

I was at this end and i couldn't see Brenda's face. I was on the phone, calling Brenda and she was looking at me from afar. She laughed at me because i couldn't see. Well, yeah, i have yet to change my glasses degrees or what you called it as, power sort of thing? After assuring that was Brenda, i ran towards her.

We wanted to camwhore, but didn't because i was sleepy. She wanted to take the picture of my sleepy face. I nearly killed her for the picture. But luckily she didn't take the picture. Dang. Or else...she should be dead by now.

Then we went down to the canteen, wanting to revise. In the end i went to the canteen to look for food. That is how i know i won't die of hunger. They have noodles early in the morning for sale! In Puteri, they only have nuggets and curry puffs. Its a big difference! As you all know, i eat every morning in school! By 7am, i would be sitting in the canteen. If i am not in the class, i would be in the canteen. Right, Jasmine? :) And you didn't even know that canteen is my second home.

Right before i could see what food i would like, the prefect announced that students must be on the assembly ground immediately. Then i whoom there straightaway.

We didn't assemble like yesterday anyway. We stood there for awhile then we moved to the hall's entrance door. Corliss and i didn't talk much today. We stood there, i mean the hall's entrance for a long time as it wasn't time for us to get in yet. So i revised a bit of History as i forgot a lot of things after PMR. To be honest, i didn't feel like studying after PMR. I mean, yeah, PMR! After PMR. Nothing to do with public exams. Sigh.

When we stepped into the hall, the English paper was ready for us already. All we got to do is just, answer it. When i opened the booklet, i went blank. I didn't know what to do. That darn composition was so...i have no idea on which word to use to describe. Well, finally, i wrote about a story. Dang, i wrote about England as well wth. I mean, yeah, ENGLAND. Their minimum amount of words is 350. Thank god i wrote 376 words. I nearly kill myself when i knew the minimum amount of words that i am supposed to write is 350. The comprehension was like stairways to hell. It was about ants, and, you would not understand the passage at all! I didn't understand much but i just crapped around in that answer sheet. The whole paper shucks as i didn't understand the vocabulary. Ah!

After English it was break. I went down to the canteen alone, then...i put my things. Looking straight, i saw this pitiful handicapped girl. She smiled at me. I smiled at her back. She is so friendly. I pity her anyway. She got to sit on the wheel chair. *cries* After greeting her with a smile, i left to the fooooood. I saw curry noodles. I bought it to compare with Puteri's.

Walla~!

I can tell you that Wesley Methodist's better than Puteri's! This one they have a lot of fish balls and this tau pok. And it is only RM1.60. In Puteri, only noodles and curry-powdered curry, it's RM1. (wth why am i promoting Wesley Methodist?)

While eating, i looked around. I saw Corliss and she was alone, so i called her to join me. She joined. We yacked a bit and her friend, Jonathan, joined later. He asked about the papers and craps. We laughed a bit, and yeah, like that.

We got a bit late when we reached the hall. We ran in like crazy then we sat.

When i opened my History paper, i was satisfied. But when i flipped to Section B, i was not satisfied. I forgot everything! It was more about Form 3's. I nearly died on the spot. I forgot, but i crapped, in case, who knows, it might be right. Hmph! My memory is not good. I can't remember. Beh. I wanted to sleep during that time. Sigh.

When it was time for the teachers to collect back the papers, one of the teachers asked who is keen to get into Wesley Methodist. No one hands up except me. Then the teacher said, "oh so you are wasting the RM50 and time for this exam lah?" then more hands were raised. He was saying that once we enter Wesley Methodist, there's no turning back. Then he asked the same question, i raised my hand again. I am not the only one by the way. Yes, i am desperate to get into Wesley Methodist. Then he asked how many of us got friends in Wesley Methodist. Quite a lot of us raised our hands.

I didn't get to say goodbye to Corliss and Brenda. (i miss you Brenda! we must see each other in school next year. let's pray hard that both of us got in.)

I will know my results 3-4 weeks from now. AH! I am scared!

I want to get into Wesley Methodist.

Seriously, i am happier in Wesley Methodist. Although it was just like a 2-days-trial + exam, i had a lot of fun. Wesley Methodist is better than Puteri in many aspects. Sigh. I don't think i can get into Wesley Methodist anyway. Sigh. All those students who sat for the exam are like NERDS. They were studying when it was break time. That scares me to death.

Oh yeah, when i went to school alone with my brother on the first day, i saw many parent following their child. I suspect the child are like those "mommy dearest". Well i don't know what is mommy dearest all about, but to me, "mommy dearest" are like those kids who study for their parents. I mean, to make them happy as they're spoilt! Sigh. I seriously don't know how can they be so smart.

When it was the second day break, i knew that the lc girl is from some Chinese school. *sweat* I wonder how can people be so lc. People, people.

Anyway...i am really desperate to get into Wesley Methodist. And i really like it in Wesley Methodist comparing to Puteri. I am just scared if i don't get into Wesley Methodist. If i don't get into Wesley Methodist, then, i might have to stay in Puteri till Form 5. (well, there's a lot of people in Puteri hates me, so, i don't wanna face them.)

Rules in Wesley Methodist and Puteri are about the same. So it'll be easy for me to follow. Pin hair up - alah! I also never pin my hair up in Puteri. Elisha keeps on telling me my hair's messy and i gotta pin it up and all. But, the fact is, my hair can't be tied up nicely! If i tie it up, it'll be messy. It's not that i don't want it to be neat and tidy at all times. But those people don't understand. Sigh.

I nearly cried when i was about to leave Wesley Methodist today. It's like so sad! I mean yeah, after having fun in Wesley Methodist for 1 and a half day, i am gonna miss it all. This is for real. I don't know why i felt like crying, but yeah. I am missing Wesley Methodist now! I nearly cried but i didn't. I'm a big girl. And big girls don't cry (Fergie). Ah.

All in all, i really like it in Wesley Methodist. I wish i'll get into Wesley Methodist. *prays to god* Amen. *sweat*

P/S: Cik Jelia is already married!?

P/P/S: If i left out something about the day, i will continue it into the next post.

Labels: Cravings, Depression, Rants, School

I think i'm quite addicted to The Sims 2. I played that game since 7pm or earlier till 11.38pm without realizing the time has passed so fast. I thought it was about 9pm or 10pm? I gave up playing at first because my dad's oh-so-very-good computer kept on restarting and i would lose all those things i've done! That's very annoying to be honest.

And after playing during this Raya break, time has gone just like that. Its like i pricked my finger and blood comes out. The end. I'm going back to Seremban in less than 48 hours, and i dont feel like going back. I dont feel like facing idiots, and go to school. Its like...thinking whether to jump off a building or no. *too much drama*

Anyway, i went out yesterday to see Ethel since she wants to see me badly and we've not seen each other for god knows how long.

As usual, we went to our usual outing spot - Times Square. We didnt do any lala bashings as we were busy hunting for gifts, discussing about our risks activity and rushing to Jean Gan's Academy at Lot 10. We plan to go for classes together during the holidays! =D

We want to learn Japanese and continue our ballet! (i doubt she could anyway as she said, she's hard [bones] now. i have to admit that i've gone hard too. i'm breaking bones) When we went to Jean Gan, the administrator Donna Yee wasnt there and we were suppose to call her on Saturday. All Ethel and i got to do is, call Donna Yee, and make an appointment to go for a trial test so the teacher will know how "GOOD" are we as both of us are CLUELESS ex ballerinas who stopped in the middle of the course.

Sigh, i hope i'll do good.

And the reason why i'm sad now is because i just found out that if i dont stop ballet, i could apply for a ballet school in england! I wanted to jump off my dad's condominium when i found out about that. Dont play play, i'm staying on the 2nd highest floor. There's 12 floors for your information. I may die.

Guess what school is that?

THE ROYAL BALLET SCHOOL. #@$%&*&%$@#$%&*$&$!

But even if i am accepted into that school, i dont think i can go because their annual fees (miscellaneous, tuition, boarding, etc...) comes up to about RM350000. *smiles innocently* That total amount of fees can send me to an Australia university for maybe more than 2 years. And i mean with miscellaneous fees, tuition fees, boarding, etc.

Sigh. But who said i cant apply for scholarship into that school! *heart's breaking*

Okay, i better shut up about that before i start crying thinking about it.

Back to topic about yesterday's outing. Mm-hmm...yeah, i reached Times Square earlier than her. She said she would be earlier than me. Boochit. Since i reached there early, i decided to go to Borders as i have things to buy from Borders. In the end, i bought a Manhwa and a story book. Thank god i found it! I was desperate for the Manhwa.

The Manhwa's title is "Goong - The Royal Palace". Okay fine. Princess Hours is adapted from the Manhwa. And the Manhwa is originally Park So Hee's. I think she look like some old lady seriously. As for the book...*inserts evil laughter* i got what i want already! Sweetheart From Hell by Lim May-Zhee. *SMILES* I was so desperate (again) for that book.

After getting what i want, i was quite happy.

Then i met Ethel at the entrance, behind Starbucks. Then we hunt for food as she has yet to eat and we ended up in Sungai Wang's Bee Bee Tea or something to do with the word "tea". What happened in that cafe was so funny! When we were about to enter that cafe, a guy greeted us with some sayings and we ignored him. After that, we went looking at the menu. And the guy was saying something. I think he was asking what would we want to have. AND WE IGNORED HIM AGAIN. When we were so concentrative over the menu, a lady came up to us and asked us what would we want to have for lunch. Without a doubt, we gave her attention and answered her! And guess what the guy did? He banged the menus on our faces hardly! Seriously. I think it was quite funny. I didnt realize that he banged until Ethel told me. I know i ignored him. I was lazy to answer you see.

After ordering and etc, we saw a group of lala sitting behind of me. Of course we'll look at them by giving them THE LOOK. We thought that there were 2 boys and 2 girls as the boys look punkish and the girls, GIRLS LAH! Then slowly we discovered that the 2 boys were girls. Without thinking much, we laughed to ourself and keep on laughing like no one's business. And i kept on looking at them as they were girls, not boys. They tried so hard to look like boys. Okay lah. To be honest they look like boys by their appearance. But if you look at them by details, like maybe their wrist or something (or maybe SKIN), they really do have the girls'.

For looking at them continuously, they thought that we are interested to befriend them or something like that. When Ethel and i were talking, then someone *PIANG*. Okay lah *piang* as in like, banging a glass on the table to seek attention. They thought we would look at them after they banged the glass but no. Ethel and i were busy thinking about something so we dont even care.

After that, we talked about the idiotic lala who banged the glass on the table. The conversation goes...

ETHEL YuenMay

You heard glass bangs in sudden just now?
Yeah, why?
The lala's are the one who did that just now.
Yeah, i know.
They think that we were interested in them just because we keep on looking at them. But they're so wrong! They thought we would look at them if they bang the glass on the table.
They're lala, what can you expect.
And, its not like we will look at them as they look like they're seeking for attention. If they pull down their pants, we WOULD look at them. Thats if they have a dick. And, they dont even have a dick when their pants are pulled down. So, they're doing meaningless crap.
Thats what i thought. They're wasting their time doing all these. That's why i dont even want to bother thinking about them. They're just plain rubbish. So why do you want to create so much of things for you to think about? One more time, its not worth thinking of lalas as they are garbage collectors and they're born to be with the rubbish, okay? Clear?
They're seeking for attention.
*o.O i was quite loud* THEY HAVE BOOBS. THEY HAVE BOOBS. ALL OF THEM HAVE BOOBS.

And yes, i am not joking about "they have boobs". I was saying them out loud.

After that, we went to Jean Gan. After finding out information that we need then we went back to Times Square, hunting for gifts. I swear that i spent a lot for gifts yesterday! I spent more than Ethel! She was hunting for mini fans and my heels were hurting. Hers hurt too. We felt like taking out our heels off and walk barefoot but people would think that we're crazy. So we didnt and gave up instead.

Then we went to our usual tea spot - Starbucks. There were so many lalas. And, i saw a guy wearing a purple t-shirt! I was like, 0.0!

And guess what!? There was a Popular sale too! K-drama discs were cheap, but! I didnt buy any as i didnt bring enough money and i dont think my dad would allow me to buy anyway. I was hunting for other books.

After our tea time, we went back. Yeah, for the first time, i went back at 5pm. 5pm. 5pm. 5pm is like heaven already! My dad normally FORCES me to go back by 4pm. What kind of outing is that!? Well, my dad was being nice decided to give her a leave. Then we were talking about mangas in the car. =.='

Sigh. That day just went off like that. So sad. It was quite fast actually. And i reached home, feeling sleepy, tired, and crap. After reading a chapter or two of Goong, i slept off. =.='

I slept 'til my oh-so-good dad woke me up! I wasnt in the mood of course. I was in a GOOD DEEP SLEEP and my dad woke me up.

I finish reading Goong this morning as i was waiting for my hair to dry off as i had this flower bath and I MUST NOT USE THE TOWEL TO WIPE THE WATER OFF. Then, i continued my reading session with Sweetheart From Hell. And when i was reading it, i doze off, again. You cant blame me! I slept at about 3.30am-4am this morning.

DOODAADOODAA.

Anyway i wished i didnt stop ballet in the very beginning. I didnt know i have another 6 years to go to complete. I just want to complete the whole ballet grades. Sigh. Why did i stop!? *cries my eye balls out* Sigh. Anyway i am calling Jean Gan Academy in the morning later to get an appointment for a ballet test. I am going to continue it no matter what! I am going to break my bones to start from Grade 4 instead of Grade 2 or Grade 3. But, if i start from Grade 3, its a good thing also because i didnt do that well for Grade 3. I did passed of course. Mm-hmm if i am going...which one should i choose... ISTD, or RAD?

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For the past few days, well maybe god knows since when, i've felt lonely. I mean, lonely as in like lonely. Its not that i dont have friends. I have friends. God knows why i am feeling like this. I just dont feel like talking to them.

I just feel like apologizing to everyone who i felt guilty for.

Ethel: Sorry for being ignorant. It was because i didnt know what to say, and what to do and what to think about for you. And its because i didnt experience like that from a friend before.

Jasmine: Just because i disliked you once, i feel awkward talking to you. And, no matter how hard i try, i just dont know how to face you and talk to you like how i talk to Jane. Although i talk to you like how i talk to Jane, but i feel different. And thats why, i apologized to you for whatever i've thought about. People like you have a cliche since you're in school. I dont have one since i was a day old. So, i would feel like this and, a bit lonely. I have different "close", "best", crap friends every year. And i would get jealous of people who got a cliche. And those "close", "best", crap friends would turn out a chit anyway. And the shortest reason why i apologized was because, i feel guilty for what i've thought and tried to do in the past. Now i realize, no matter how hard i try and dream to have good friends, i would not have one. Well if you dont wanna talk to me anymore because of this, go ahead, because i cant stop anyone on earth. I dont have super powers. And, who knows, you would stop talking to me. I know that this reason might be a mere thing to be thought about, but, to me, its huge.

Jane: Jane, sorry for not being there when you need me.

Weeru: Nothing to be sorry about. You idiot went and burst out a secret in school, you fook. Shut up in my blog. I'll kick you if you really burst it out. Looks like you cant keep a secret.

Pamela: Mommy, sorry for not treating you like my mommy. Next time i promise that i will love you, and treat you and respect you as my mommy although you're very mean to me.

Until now, i've no idea what are friends. They seem fake. I dont know what to do anymore in finding one true friend. Its not like i can hunt one from heaven. Well, i know i will have one, ha ru (Chea, you know what word is this lah!) but not now i think. *sighs*

P/S: I think i better go off again. I have to study and practice ballet again. Anyway i think its possible for me to blog again. And i hope i will do well in both, especially for the Wesley Methodist entrance exam. Brenda, let's work hard together!

Labels: Cravings, Depression, Friends, Rants

Tralalalalala.

I am basically accepted into Cempaka. Hehe.

Guess what? My Malay marks is actually higher than my Mathematics, whereas the paper was like quite okay. Screw Mathematics. I got 60+ for Mathematics, and 70+ for Malay. Seriously, I was expecting that my marks for Mathematics would be higher than the 2 language paper. Hehe. Written examinations okay! I wonder why I did badly for Mathematics. Gr. But I think Form 3 Mathematics is okay, excluding Algebraic factorization and Trigonometry.

I hate factorization. I haven't learn Trigonometry. Gr. Maths, oh, Maths. Why!? 60+ is like a fail to me. I thought I wasn't accepted. Seriously. My dad said I am accepted. Whee!

After that, my dad asked me which school I want, international or national. I don't know, lah! Then, he said national is better. I hate national school, lah, can!? 'Cause later on in college or something, I'll be learning them in English, and it'll take time for me to get adapted to the language they teach with. Just like what happened when I just got into Form 1 after Year 6. I didn't know what is what when they teach me Science and Mathematics in English after 6 years of Mathematics and Science in Malay.

Then, I was used to with Malay till my marks for Malay is like way better than my English. Beh. I think I'll get something bad for English. Sigh. Damn sedih.

Anyway whatsoever had happen, I am quite happy with this, 'cause my dream came true; passing the test.

And my dad said I've no interest to study or something like that. Gr. Thanks to the babi teacher who set that paper so hard, with some Form 4 questions in it. I think I got 9 mistakes in Mathematics. Sheesh. I think I better study now, 'cause I really want to get into Cempaka. My dad has yet to respond to send me to Cempaka.

Sri Cempaka. Sigh. Not Cempaka International School. Sigh.

P/S: I know I've no talents, but whatever, lah. I'll learn something. I know Jas Min Nee now is like bugger-ing. But seriously, I'm not sure yet. Hopefully my dad will send me there. God blesses me.

Labels: Cravings, Depression, Rants, School

I seriously think there's this thing called as hypocrites and backstabbing. Without thinking twice, I know I've been back stabbed many times. Whatsoever happened, it's not gonna affect me. I mean, backstabbing and hypocritical suits you, then, go ahead.

Don't try to act so nice in front of me, thank you. No, you're not offending me. You're just making me annoyed. Whatsoever you do, again, doesn't matter. You're just making your life as hell. Why can't you be genuine? Be genuine is not that bad actually.

To be honest, no one likes you, ok? [Although there's like millions of people who detest me. I don't care anyway] You spoke nonsense which is so not true whereas nonsense is supposed to be crap about Jane and I to your mom. Woah, that's a record. I am happy for you. You, as a probate in school, eat in class, which against the school rule. You're a probate because your mom is a teacher, and she knows many people who are teachers themselves. Please, don't think you're suitable to be a prefect.

Although I am not a prefect and I've no rights to say this, but I've to say this. You don't suit to be a prefect or a probate at all. Stop being annoying and kick your own life. No one cares for you even if your butt grow eggs.

I still don't understand you. Since when I want you to photo state your friggin' notes!? I can do that myself. Seriously, your notes aren't that helpful, so, don't be proud first. No one is dying before you do. If I have yet to say this, now, I am saying. Jane is my godsister. Jas Min Nee is my godsister. They're closer to me than you do. You're nobody to me. Even if you say I am a bitch at the back of me, I won't terasa. But, if they do, maybe I would. It's just like, if you die, I am happy. If they die [TOUCH WOOD], I'll cry my arse off, can?

And whatever you did on the class's Merdeka Board is so fuggly. Not forgetting the don't-know-what Visit Malaysia 2007 piece. Gr. You're not beautifying the class's board for God's sake.

No one likes it. Why not you grow vegetables on your arse? You'll look prettier. Ghosts will love you.

Anyway, I don't blame you because you are born to be a hypocrite and a backstabber. I wonder what'll happen to your things and your reputation next time? Hm... I wonder... Hm...

If you want to be my friend, then, be a proper friend.

I think it's better if I stop saying things about that babi girl.


Does that sounds familiar to you? It's actually from the Barbie girl song thing. Heh.

I sang that during library and Jas Min Nee was like wth. I said them in like those original lyrics. And she was like HUH. And I was humming some unknown song 'cause I was bored and Jas Min Nee was like wth again. Haha. I love her loads. And I love Jane too.

Pray for myself. Pray pray pray. I might get to know about the results from Cempaka tomorrow. I am so scared. The faster the better. Not only that, I'll be sitting for UNSW's English test tomorrow. Babi fool. I am so scared, ok. Hopefully I'll hit my target this year. I got a ciplak credit last year. I wonder what will I get this year. Hm...

Thinking, thinking, and more thinking.

I think I've no intention to study, lah. I am slacking again. Goodness praise myself. I am slacking, again. I am feeling babi lazy to study. Hopefully I will study later tonight. Sigh.

I went to Genting last Saturday and came back yesterday. Hehe. When I was walking around in First World Plaza yesterday, I saw baskin Robins so I wanted to eat ice-cream since for ages I didn't touch ice-cream. When I was looking for Cookies n' Cream, it wasn't there! So, being the unlogical me, I was thinking to myself stupidly that Jas Min Nee should be the one who ate them all. Fine, it was just for fun lah. Jas Min Nee and I have a few things in common and it took me God knows how long to realize them. We love Cookies n' Cream from Baskin Robins and Dior. Wheeeeeeee~!

P/S: Actually, I don't care if you backstabbed or whatsoever. I was bored so I just blogged about it. WHO IS FREE THIS SATURDAY!? I want to see you guys. I mean just for my final weekend in KL before getting stuck in Seremban for 3 months. Thanks to PMR. Huh. Hopefully I can get into Cempaka and get A's for exams. Sigh. Life is life.

P/P/S [For Jas Min Nee]: Tomorrow I'll be bringing tuna again.

Labels: Cravings, Friends, Rants

To the ones who hate me like nobody's business and hypocrites; HAHAHAHAHA. TOO BAD. I'm not going to any international schools or whatever schools they have. You're stuck with me till Form 5! Waka. Feel like puking when seeing my face? Go ahead. I'll be glad. Go and puke blood.

To PhooiSze & Cheachea; I know lah! I wanted to go to some school in KL. Seriously. Sigh. So susah, lah!


Parents-teachers day was okay yesterday. THANK GOD PUAN SHIREEN SAID SOMETHING GOOD. Gosh, I'll have to study harder. But the laziness in me is spreading rapidly. I can't study. Seriously, I need to sit beside JasmineKPK for a day then I'll have the mood to study. No, I am not joking, although it's lame.

I went home at about 8am yesterday after my dad came for the event. And I suppose I am the earliest who went home. Datin didn't want to give me the permission slip to leave the school. Then my dad talked a few words. Alas, I left school. On the way home, well, not home. To some kopitiam, my dad talked and screwed me because I did bad in this. But to me, I think I do quite okay, 'cause normally I get D's. I mean, a D. Not D's. This time, it's an achievement to me, 'cause I did not score any papers a D. But to my dad, he still wants 9A's. He's crazy.

I am not Kiru nor Jasmine. The way he wants it is as if I am Kiru or Jasmine. Wtf. He wants minimum 5A's for PMR. I don't think I can get any A's. I'm afraid now. I think my dad's right. If I don't do well, I may not get accepted to any schools. But, I don't care anymore, 'cause the fees are too expensive and I can't afford.

Since I did kinda bad for this term, there goes my internet and laptop. He said he's cancelling Streamyx. I don't care actually. JasmineKPK, I'll need your help to sign in thoroughly to keep my email account going on with its life. I trust you. So, *smiles*.

That shows that I can stop blogging anytime. I'll blog when I get to go online. Maybe after PMR. Sigh. Bye internet my love.

Anyway, I went to Taylor's College today to check things out. OMG. The place is effin huge can! I was nearly lost in that huge university college! I wanted to go crazy when the person in charge of the student services talked to me about Australian International, Sri Garden and Garden International. I wanted to die. Like seriously.

No matter what to enter Taylor's College or any colleges in town, I'll have to go through Year 11. WHY GOD WHY!? Sigh. It's too late for me to get into Garden International. If I go, I'll have to start Year 10. And then if I go, there's no difference for me to study in a local school and in an international school, except for History. Why?

In Form 4, we'll be learning about the babis Nabis and those Malay history kinda thing, I think. In Garden, I don't think I'll need to study anything about Malaysia except the whole bloody Europe. But oh whatever, who says I'll study History?

The person-in-charge recommend Garden International. He said it's one of the oldest international school other than Alice Smith. WTF. And it'll be hard for any teenagers who wish to get into Garden International 'cause there's too many students already. Sigh. WHY LA. Anyway, I don't think I can go to any schools. Sigh. My darling Cempaka, you're my only hope now. Please love me and I'll love you back.

By the way, I am cancelling my intentions upon going to Australia to further my studies. Enough said, I plan to study up to Form 5.

Sigh. Life is life.

I know JasmineKPK is happy. And so is V-wu. And JaneYeow. Jasmine, we sama-sama go to the same school next time okay? That's if I am smart enough to get 5 credits for every papers in SPM. Sigh. Weeru, I don't wanna go to Taylor's with you can? Very expensive la. I can't afford. It's averagely about RM18000 per year for Science Stream students who wants to study South Australian Matriculation [SAM]. I don't wanna go to Australia anymore. I am staying back in M'sia. Happy? And gonna study unneccessary History. Sigh. Malaysia is MALAYsia.

I'll have to bear with it or get off. Who says I don't wanna get off? I think I wanna go back to China and stay there and speak pure Chinese like sharng-sharng-sharng. We Malaysian say them as shang-shang-shang. Try to make there's a difference between sharng and shang. Okay? Got that? Yes, no?

Stopping about collegiate and nonsense.

After Taylor's, I went to the faraway 1 Utama. I went there to buy things; present, present, and more presents. Actually, they're all early presents, since everything are on sale now. I went there with a FCUK-apparel-affordable-amount-of-money and came back with a Roxy-wallet-affordable-amount-of-money. Saw the difference? FCUK is about...maybe RM200+ and Roxy wallet is about...RM69 like that. Not sure. But I know I have less than RM100. Sigh.

WHAT I BOUGHT. I bought a casual dark blue colored collared t-shirt and a...what is that called? Some weird colored (not that weird. it's like, a mixture of purple and white and another color. i dont know, but yeah) collared long sleeve [those people who wears them to work] for my dad's upcoming birthday in August. I know it's a long time to go, but, everything is on sale now. The shirts I bought for my dad is like...supposed to be RM100+ each, but I can get it less than RM100 now. And, I bought something for Jane's birthday. I KNOW THAT THIS IS ANOTHER WAY OMG LONG TO GO. But. As I said, everything's on sale now. So I bought something for Jane.

For Jasmine: Don't worry. This year yours will be Miss Whatever cheap fucking priced things 'cause I was broke at that time. Next year will be better, okay? Sorry aye.

I don't know whether should I get something for Young Min. Maybe I should. But I've yet to see him, so... I don't know. I'll try to get something next time when I see him.

Joe Vin's birthday is coming up too. I don't know what to get for him. Headaches everytime! Life is life.

Whatever still, I've to think what to get for them. This is a crisis, can!?

Choong Phooi Sze and Goh Chea Choong, when is your birthday? I think I'll have to give both of you eat ice-cream only for your birthday treat. Sad eh? Don't be okay? I'll include a spank and a slap. See, altogether costs a lot! So, be happy, okay? (okay, i better get ready to be bombed by Choong Phooi Sze now. Chea is gonna kick me)

I didn't even get to buy the things I want today too. I wanted to buy something from Forever 21 and others, but I didn't get to 'cause I wanted to save money, money & more money. So in the end I didn't get anything for myself.

I don't care atually. Things are just those non-livings. So, whatever. Anyway, my dad bought me things from Singapore. I'm gonna see my Elle sunglasses, Ralph Lauren sweater and other things which I don't have a good memory to remember. I can't wait! And so good, my brother is getting a 12.1mp Sony camera. Sigh. I am so jealous! But whatever. My brother can lend me his. It's not like I care. I have a 5.0mp camera for my own since I was Form 1, so, anything will do. I don't care, since I am not a photographic person anymore.

And guess what!? My dad actually scolded my brother for telling me that my dad bought him a 12.1mp camera 'cause he thinks we'll fight. EXCUSE ME. It's not as if we'll use forks and knives to fight. He has no brains, sometimes. Whatever, lah. I know my brother is now better than me. Seriously, in sudden out from nowhere, he became 983192371910293872364912849028 times better than me. I am darn shock for that, can! He is a slow learner, actually. I am happy for him. :)

I want my brother to go to Australia and become someone when he returns in 2831923 years time! I'll be extra happy although I don't get to go. It's very expensive, lah. That's why I am giving up hope. If I go, my brother won't get enough money to go to Australia.

See, I am so good. NOT.

I know I am not good enough to be someone here in Malaysia. So I don't care anymore.

JasmineKPK's character is terrible according to her mom.

MY DISCIPLINE IS THE WORST AMONG ALL. That's according to my dad and uncle. Happy!?

I must ace in every paper. Sigh. WHY LA THE HOPE ON ME NOW. Let my brother be smart then good la. It's on the way now. So, I'll be fine soon, with screwings.

I DON'T CARE WEIH! I slacked for more than 2 years already. I think I must really do some hard core studying now. I must force myself to study! Anyway, I studied 2 chapters of Science in a week. See how slow am I! JasmineKPK has gone all the way to North Pole from South Pole and I'm only at the sea. Not even at the tip of Africa! I better get going rapidly in academics. I suck at it and I'm gonna get minimum straight B's for trials! [I don't think I can get even all B's. I bet there'll be C's. *heart breaks*]

JASMINEKPK! GUIDE ME IN SCIENCE OKAY! I'M LOST AT CHAPTER 7 & 8 IN SCIENCE. What the heck is electric all about?

Wish me luck people. Trials are on the 13th of August, if I am not mistaken. There's people who said that trials are on the 6th of August. So which is which? Tell me please! I love you guys! Muah!

Labels: Cravings, Rants

Jasmine and Jane bullied me today.

Thank goodness my dad ain't taking away my precious property things from me because of my C's. My dad just asked me to study harder and not to get C's for the next exam. Gr. I just heard that we'll might be sitting for the topical test next month, again. Oh my freaking God. When can they stop with tests? I think it's quite okay, 'cause, it'll make me study. Well, not really, at least I do, 4%. Although 4% is little, but, I still DID study.

SHOCKINGLY.

I. GOT. A. FREAKING. B. FOR. MORAL. EDUCATION.!

Like seriously! I love God. I love me.

I feel like studying then sleep. I don't care, but, I'll have to freaking force myself like a freak to study. I mean, start studying. I started a bit in the beginning of the year, but, I stopped in February due to my laziness. WHY? 'Cause of the breaks. I mean those New Year breaks then Mid Term breaks. Breaks do make me lazy. Sigh. I guess I better start studying like a freak, again! I wish miracles do HAPPEN, just like what happened in the year of 2004. I miss 2004. Sigh.

Heart beats going slower shows that I am dying soon, okay? Jasmine is so smart. I want her brains. I seriously do want her brains. I want her brains. I forgot, I can get her brains, 'cause she didn't attend my BBQ. Why? 'Cause Katherine and I will slaughter her and cook her in CURRY, then Katherine and I will eat her up. Yummybummy.

Anyway, sorry to Jasmine and Jane for making them sad today. Or, was it Jane only? Sorry, guys. I couldn't take it during lunch break. I know Jasmine loves me. Hehe. Life's not that bad, actually, 'cause I have loads of love from Jasmine and Jane. I love them a lot, too! What to do, they're my only life now. Haha. Well, not life. 'Cause, if it's life, I should be dead by now, 'cause both of them will torture me.

They're equally evil. One to slap me nonstop and one to pinch me like a freak.

Off I am to molest my books. Hopefully it'll work, very much.

P/S: I told my dad about me wanting to go to Arts stream, but, he said he'll think about it, which means a no. Why I want to choose arts stream? 'Cause I don't wanna go for extra classes since Science stream packages don't have any accountings. So, I offered my dad to send me to AISM, 'cause their Science lessons includes Biology, Chemistry and Physics, not counting whether you're in the Arts or Science, 'cause you can drop off whatever subjects you don't want. But, of course they'll have those MUST subjects. Science is one of it. And if I go there, I wouldn't have to pay extra for extra classes, so, I'd rather save money for the schools fees since it's like TUITION FEES. Means, I can stay back in school asking the teachers if I don't understand. YAY. Hopefully my dad lets. Sigh. I wanna go there. I wanna leave Jasmine & Jane.

Labels: Cravings, Friends, Rants

My Lee Wan fever is not gone yet, so I'm up with this picture. I got this picture from AsianFanatics, if I'm not mistaken. 'Cause I've plenty of sources to get his pictures. So, yeah. I am still crazy over Lee Wan. Although I've stop talking about him, but I still think he's hot.

You think you can have him? No way. Haha, as if you'll go crazy over him like me. I'm so vain. Although I'm vain, I'm not as vain as Anne, excuse me. I forgot how I got his sexy pictures. Fine, I admit that I'm old, okay? Anyway, I'm still in the Taste Sweet Love, Veronica Decides To Die, Vintage Blue's Love Is Love Is, Position's Remake 2005 Renaissance and Summer Beach hunt mood. If I still can't get them anywhere online, then I'll spend billions of Ringgit Malaysia to buy them. That's if I have the money. $?! But, I must get them no matter what. Luckily I have the original Heaven's Tree VCD box set with me or else I'll go crazy.

I'm still waiting for Lee Wan's new Korean-Japanese movie to launch in our back-dated Malaysia: Magnolia no Hana no Shita de. It's really annoying when you feel like watching a movie you want so badly but you can't no matter how long you wait. And what makes things worst is like...when you're crazy over an actor. Rawr! Kick Malaysia. Thanks to Malaysia, for being 238423784 times back-dated than other 23897234 countries. Huh.

I think Lee Wan is a bit fat.

* * * * *

That was quite a tribute for my darling Lee Wan, now, back to things I thought of saying from the very beginning.

It's quite about school but oh, whatever.

I'm done with writing and numbers! I'm quite happy about it because I don't need to get that worried anymore since Mathematics is over. Yes, I'm mentioning about Mathematics. Hopefully my 90+ will come back. 80+ will do. I'll be damn happy if I do. If I get a A for Mathematics, means, I don't need to be that sad anymore. That's if. I think I sound I'm confident. Grr.

Okay, fine, to be honest, I screwed my Mathematics, which means I'm getting a Starbuck's large green tea frappucino from Jane, which is a YAY. Sigh. I'm stupid! Sigh. Jasmine, I want your brains. Why am I stupid?! Whatelse, I screwed my Malay Section B. That part's question is like, "Kepentingan Menjaga Kesihatan". Let me, the "genius", to translate. The question is - The Importance of Taking Care Your Health. Hopefully my translating skills is not that bad. Sigh.

Now, to English! I quite screwed at my essay writin'. I forgot the informal letter format and all. Damn, but hopefully I did it right at language. HAHHH.

Tension, tension & more tension. Now I don't feel like I can do well for this mid-year examination. Hopefully I can do well at it, so I wouldn't feel sad for anything, at least. Tomorrow I'll be sitting for Moral and Science 2. Hopefully I can do well. Hopefully whatever I'm reading tonight and tomorrow will go into my useless brains.

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Now, it's about something else, but not school. I've got accepted to be one of the Download members at AsianFanatics! It was pretty hard to be selected. They have rules themself. YAY.

Sigh. Now I'm feeling bored blogging, so I'll stop. Next, recommendation:

• Umbrella - Rihanna
• Bu Dam - Baek Ji Young
• I Don't Love You - My Chemical Romance
• What I've Done - Linkin Park
• Never Again - Kelly Clarkson
• Passion - Se7en
• Bba Kkwo - Lee Jung Hyun
• Coincidence - Baby VOX
• Melodi - Lin Yu Zhong & Sheila Majid
• Valenti - BoA
• Jewel Song - BoA
• Every Heart - BoA
• Let Love In - Goo Goo Dolls
• Say It Right - Nelly Furtado

That's all for now. It's a short one, but they're just the one what I want to recommend. I like Bu Dam by Baek Ji Young the most for now. Not forgetting Umbrella by Rihanna. Haha.

Anyway, wish me luck for the rest of my papers 'cause when I choose to read Moral, nothing can enter my head. But when I switch the book to Science and I start reading Science, something, not much, but it's about Science can go into my useless brains. Grr. But when it comes to the paper then, nothing will appear in my mind. I am so stupid, useless and an idiot. Sigh. May God bless me. Hope I can get at least a C for Moral and the rest. I mean, no, for other subjects, hopefully I can get a B or better still, A! Hope so.

And oh, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SMK PUTERI'S PRINCIPAL, our dearest PUAN SITI HAWA! I wished her happy birthday today and she hugged me. *_*

P/S: Leon and I are back together again. What a never-ending story. Sigh. Hope it'll end fully someday.

P/P/S: Should I change my blog's skin again?

Labels: Cravings, Rants, Recommendation, School

Puan Ting had a stupid quick spot check today. She`s quite...I don`t know what to say. Okay done. I had a stay back today at school for club and societies. I went for Scrabble as usual. But before that, we had a 50 minutes break as usual. Had lunch with Jasmine and her gang again. That`s normal for me. Hah. I got dared by Weeru to stuff in the whole piece of ice-cream and I did it. Hell, I wanted to laugh. After stuffing them right into my mouth, I straight went to Jasmine because I don`t wanna laugh as my mouth was full of vanilla ice-cream.

Then, I went back to Weeru. Hell, they were talking nonsense when I was not there. Goodness. Then they told me the whole stupid story. Weeru is in blue, Katherine is in green and I`m in some blush color.

Yuen May ran away with...Edmen.
Eh, no lah, Edmen was two years ago`s story.
Oh ya har.
Yuen May ran away with Justin.
And she made Lily and Jasmine sad.
What the DIU?
And then Leon came in and interfere.
o.O

Another one.

Justin is going to give Jasmine a gold plated tennis court with moving animation ring with a golden string. The lines on the ground are DIAMONDS.
Wow, it`s going to be heavy.
Yeah, she`ll need a support.
Hell. Add some diamonds in it!
Don`t want. It`ll be ugly.
But...
*Weeru acts like she`s Jasmine with the *ring*
*everyone laughed their ass off*

That`s all from it. I don`t know whether you`ll understand, but I find it really funny myself. Then it was time for Scrabble so I went for it. Guess what we did during that 1 hour plus? We watched a movie. Yays! We watched "Goodbye Boys". It`s really interesting. I thought it was a Thai movie but I was wrong until I saw "BIOLOGI TINGKATAN 5". What the heck.

Okay. The story was funny because Jasmine and I added some nonsense into it. Lily and Jasmine did something up too. There`s this guy named as "Jin". Although I like the name "Jin" but...I don`t know why must they take that name?! He`s like a playboy. So a playboy reminds us of Calvin. Haha. Calvin, Justin and "Jin" are all related. That Jin likes a girl Lara. Bloody hell again, there`s a singer`s name; Lara. Again, I like her voice. They have to take that name. Aaron is the fattest. Xiao is always sleeping. LEONARD is some Malay-looked guy. Yes, that is what Lily and Jasmine made fun of. Dang. Ivan is a guy who likes Lara very much and plans to go out to a prom with Lara but spoiled by that stupid Jin. I hate that Jin. Jasmine and I do. Grr. She said she wishes that Jin would die. See, at least I am not that bad.

Haha.

After the Scrabble meeting, I have to go for another class. I mean V Sam`s. On the way, we took a lot of pictures. I like them all! Seriously! I like them all. But I can`t have it as they`re all in Weeru`s phone and she don`t wanna lend me her memory card. Sigh. I really like them all.

V Sam gave us a test. The test consists of one summary. Thank God we don`t have any extra. Tralala. Again, she made us separate. Joe Vin is in my group again. That idiot, he don`t want to sit in front of me. He`s scared. Huh. And some more he`s so blur. Handing paper to teacher also one piece less; that`s his draft. Teacher asked us to hand in our draft you see. That Joe Vin is always blur so I can`t do anything. He`s being nice, again. Heh.

But hell, Harsimirit sat beside of me. And we had a good chat. Kumi`s jealous, I suppose. Haha. Oh well...we`re just good friends because I knew him since I was in like...Year 5 or 6. He sat beside me when we`re in Cikgu Jabar. I don`t find it a big deal at all. I`m not afraid if she`s going to contempt me or whatever.

I quite had a good but tiring day today. Had fun. *smiles*

P/S: Nowadays Jasmine doesn`t really speak to me. =( *heart breaks* See, I know that she`ll disown me anytime! Right???

Labels: Cravings, Multimedia, School

For my whole two years in secondary, I`ve always get a C, or minimum a C, for my tests and exams. I`ve no idea why, in sudden, this time, I`ve no C`s at all. Not even one. Yes, I`m quite happy. But sad, at the same time. I could actually get an A for Living Skills. But sigh, in reality, I didn`t. I did well for teras. But for elective, it went another way round. I used to do badly for teras. Well, mostly everyone did well in their teras.

As for Geography...for my first in my lifetime, I got a B for the first test. I used to score an A for Geography every beginning of the year. I meant for the two whole years. Sigh. Seriously, I didn`t study for Geography. I thought I don`t need to study. And right now I got a B. Great, isn`t it? I know. For the upcoming March Monthly test, I have to read the whole text book of Geography Form 1 and those kemahiran thing from Form 2 & 3. Hope I can get 70+ in total for Geography.

I can never score an A for Science. Seriously. I didn`t even get an A for Science for more than a year. Wahaha. Science is hard. Tralala. I`ll try to score.

BACK TO MY DARLING MATHS.

I got an A finally after a year. I missed the A so much! I hope I could maintain my A for Mathematics till PMR comes.

The easiest is...maintaining all my subjects` results. That`s all. I don`t need to talk so much but maintaining them. I`ll try my very dead best in the future till PMR comes. But I am afraid if I can`t score crazily like Jasmine. I don`t mind about my bad grades but...I want my papers` score to be like...70+. I want to be as smart as Jasmine. She`s damn smart. Maybe she`ll disown me soon, once I become stupid. Anyway, I am stupid 24/7. She can disown me anytime and I wouldn`t be surprised.

Oh well, I`ll be sitting for the stupid March Monthly Test right after the mid term break. What kind of school`s system is that? They are making it right after the mid term break. Means...no outing, no anything for me. I guess I have to revise everything during that mid term break. I hope I could do that when I am in KL...as you all know I can`t study that much if I am in KL.

I hope I can do as good as this February`s Topical Test; the very beginning test of the year for my March Monthly Test which will bring my great bad marks to the report book. All I can do is...just...pray by the bed every night. Okay, I better stop crapping. I am not a holy Christian. I am sorry, but, I quite dislike the Christians. Not that I am racism and anti-religions. I am not supporting my own religion either. None of the religion. Although I am a Buddhist, I started to be a part of the freethinkers. I do believe that God exists, but, at the same time, I don`t believe. It may be complicating for you to understand.

I think I better stop talking about all this before the holy people of you get offended.

Today, I went to the hall for some talk. It`s with a few classes together; Sigma, Omega, Theta and Zeta. Heck, I got scared when teacher select me to answer her in front of everyone. It`s because I don`t prepare short notes for revision. Yeah, I don`t. The reason is because I find it more complicating. Short notes revision makes me go crazy. I can`t score as much as I get if I use short notes. I know, I am weird, right? Sigh. This Jasmine of mine said that I was cute speaking on the microphone. Heck...screw that teacher who prepared the whole talk. Why must it be in Malay. It`s quite...dumb that I answered one of her question, "Lebih complicating." Grr. Malay+English= Minglish.

Screw the school all over for speaking in Malay. Oops, I`m sorry.

Okay. Done for that.

P/S: Can you all believe that a lala like BAOBAO likes Anna Sui and Kenzo(it`s some unknown language`s site)? It`s like...I am heart broken because I myself like Anna Sui`s perfumes! I don`t care about Kenzo. Sigh. A lala likes Anna Sui. I can`t comment much though. It`s a free world and I have to understand that.

Labels: Cravings, School