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Saturday, 26 April 2008
In fact;
01:43
I did type a long post but, sadly, i accidentally deleted it. Seriously, it was really long. Yap Carl Mann is a young lady. In fact, I am the old woman, Jing Xuan is the young baby and Min Jia is the little girl. Why so? Because I am older than Carl Mann by a month and thus, she must call me an old woman. She even claims to be caring too! According to her, she showed it when she doesn't want me to have stroke. Very nice, Carl Mann. So, everyone, from last Monday today onwards, please address Carl Mann as Young Lady, thank you. And oh yeah, I've a promise with Carl Mann. To keep my promise (as an old woman, according to Carl Mann), please visit her blog at http://carlmann.blogspot.com. If you were to give nasty comments, I advice you not to even read her blog. If you don't like her posts, keep quiet, okay? Oh yes, that reminds me of something too. If you don't like me, shut up. Just because you don't understand me well enough, i don't think you are eligible to judge me by my external. Science Night shirt!  Front view.
 And the back.Jia Huei: I feel so cheated. Yuen May: Why? Jia Huei: Because of the shirt. Yuen May: Why? Jia Huei: Because they cheated my money! This conversation was random as we were queueing up to get into the Chemistry laboratory. But since the queue was super long, we decided to leave. But in between, we couldn't resist but to take picture! :]  Hm, Jia Huei is like my new camwhore buddy because she's there whenever we have an event going on and when I want a picture, she'll go along. Yuen May: Are you strong? Wai Hwa: *stares* Why? Uh, i think so. Yuen May: Sure? Wai Hwa: Yeah, I can show you. Yuen May: Good. Do one then. Wai Hwa: Okay, Kenneth, i am going to carry you for audition. *carries* Yuen May: 0.0 Kenneth, how heavy are you? Kenneth: 70+kg...i think? Are you strong? If you think you are strong enough to carry someone, please seek for me at 4C. I am looking for strong and healthy guys who can carry girls. It's for the annual concert. Yes, i am in fact, desperate in finding for strong guys now. Please, don't misunderstood me. You know what i mean, yeah? PS you-know-who-you-are: Please stop discouraging others from getting into Madam Sarah's act's dance. So what if they were to do jazz and carry girls? Why must you discourage them? Let them decide. You're in no position to tell them what to do. Don't go telling, "join Act 3 and Act 4 lah, where most of the Form 4 and 5 are." Hell, they can choose to be in any act they want, so, please, shut up. If you want to join Act 3 or 4, go ahead.And please, don't come seeking for me when you're 80km faraway from where i am studying. Yes, i am meaning the SPI, ACS and KGV. I know you guys are strong but, too faraway. *passed him* *broke down in tears* I don't know why i felt that way. I felt week. I don't know why. He is just nobody to me. But the way we walked, just reminds me of somebody whom i care of. Thanks Min Jia, for cracking lame jokes to make me laugh like you always do. Thanks Jasmine, for calling me to ask how i was feeling and why i called you. I love you guys. Miss Hiew: Whoa, May, you've improved a lot huh. Thanks Miss Hiew. Yuen May: Hi Su-Ann. Su-Ann: Hi! This is my dad. Yuen May: Oh h..so tall! Hi uncle! Su-Ann: Now i know why you're so tall. Darn it ok. Her dad is like so freaking tall like...tall! No wonder she's long. Yuen May: Hi Brenda. Brenda: Hi. Jia Huei: She wanted to intro me to you. Yuen May: Sorry lah, i forgot already! *suddenly someone hold my shoulder and said something. i assumed that it's someone i don't know* OMGWTHCHEAAAAAA! Omg Chea! *jumps, screams, etc* Madam Hema: Eh Yuen May, what happened? *in a panicked tone* (sorry Madam.) Yuen May: Nothing lah Madam. I saw my pet brother! :D Madam Hema: Oh. Ok ok. Madam Hema, i am really sorry for scaring you off by my screaming and whatnot. I didn't mean it, seriously. I know some of the people would think that i am over reacting, but it's up to them. It is me. I don't care about attention. I don't need attention. I am afraid of attention. As what Elise once said, i am perky. If you don't know well enough about me, please, keep your mouth shut. I did not judge you and yes, you should not judge me. And if you still want to do so, go ahead. I can't stop you. I know, you have your own freedom of speech. 
 Brenda is mean enough to tell Kelly what happened. Yuen May: OMG DARN LAME WEI! Min Jia: Shut up.  Biology lab. Whats that? You tell me.
 Haemoglobin?
 Physics lab. This is what i was laughing at. They made the entrance so real.
 I just love Chemistry lab!Jia Huei: I want that glow stick! I swear that she was desperate in getting that glow stick.  "I was laughing lah." - Jia HueiSaturn? Nah, i am quite sure that it's a fake telescope. How dare they cheat us. How can the planet be so clear, when the sky is cloudy? Everyone was fascinated. By this:  I don't get it. Everyone were rushing to try out. Just that...when you pump that thing, the bottle with water will fly up high. What's so interesting, i wonder? Jia Huei and i were attracted to the flying bottle.Some student: Aiya Madam, why are you so fast? Madam Premila: Why am i fast? This is the time when i have to teach. When i have to teach, i teach. Some student: Seriously, madam. Madam Premila: Okay. I had a free period before this and i went for my breakfast. When i finished my breakfast, i came straight up here without wasting time. That is why i am fast. Children, don't tell me you expect me to be late by 10 minutes or so and tell you all, "i'm sorry children *smiles*" everytime? No, that's not going to happen. So now you know why i am fast, so please, next time don't ask anymore. The way Madam Premila said "i am sorry children *smiles*" is so adorable! Jia Huei: *punches the quick sand* OUCH. *laughs* Yuen May: *laughs* Gosh, it's so sticky, and solid. Jia Huei: Yeah! That quick sand was hard.  People was helping Li Li to solve the half equation during Chemistry.
Li Li: I know my Maths ok. Madam Norhayati: Okay, now, do the overall equation. Li Li: Huh? I don't know how to do! Madam Norhayati: You know your Maths what. Busted."maybe this will be my last post." I know that you're thinking, "yeah, right" whenever i say that now and then. But i can't resist my blog. I love blogging ever since i got a blog when i was in Form 1. My blog is my victim. My blog knows everything about me. I am trying to leave my blog for a month to study, but my blog doesn't want to let me go. Maybe i should force myself to leave my blog. Bloggie, sorry if i abandon you soon to study.Labels: Friends, Miscellaneous, School
Saturday, 19 April 2008
Sports Day.
15:24
My first sports day in another school. I saw many things. There's this girl...who ran for some event... When she was about to reach the finishing line (or maybe she did, but i forgot but most probably not), she fell. Then when the people went towards her to help her out, she cried. Why did she cry? Is it because she fell, or because of failure? I don't know, but, i am curious. & Scouts commander cried when she knew that we didn't win. Seeing her cry makes me feel like crying. I know we tried our very best in winning, but we didn't. She put so much effort into this whole march past thing, and we didn't even win a single tiny thing. Liling was disappointed too. I felt disappointed as well. Most of us felt disappointed except for a few. We spent hours marching just to be good. I really have...no comments. I know we tried our very best in marching. We still have next year. I still have next year. I'll work harder in marching next year. As for the whole thing...i am disappointed with red house. I guess i got to start running to build my stamina for red house next year. & next year will be my final year of high school. (HECK SO FAST!) I want to enjoy my final year in high school. I am going to miss school.Life's like that. Quoted from Jasminekok. I've more to say, but time doesn't allow me to. Wait till i've more time to blog, that's like... i don't know when.Take care everybody. You know that i love you. Labels: Depression, School
Sunday, 13 April 2008
PhooiSze's tag?
14:43
Maybe this is the last post for this month. I don't know. Just maybe. .. I got tagged by PhooiSze last month.1) What is your dream when you were in your childhood? - i can't remember, really. 2) Rainy days or sunny days? Why? - hm. neither. i want it to be cloudy, and a little cold. cold, i mean the temperature must be 26 degrees celcius everyday. dream on. 3) Which do you like the most? Black or White? - hm both. 4) Who would you marry? - Takeshi Kaneshiro.  Sorry but, i really suka him.5) Where is the place you would like to go most? Why? - too many to list. 6) Who are you most afraid of losing? - hm. 7) When you encounter a sad moment, what would you do? - i don't know. 8 ) What is the one thing you can never tired of? - sleeping. 9) If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him? Or just keep the secret in the heart, observing by yourself? - depends. 10) Have you ever been cheated or cheat someone’s love?? - i don't know. 11) Which preferably, text or instant messaging? - instant messaging because my phone bill won't get affected. 12) If you could choose to be a celebrity or model, which and why. - hm i don't know. 13) What is your ambition? - i don't know. i am still thinking. 14) Would you rather be someone else at this moment? - i don't know. maybe. 15) If you could have 1 dream come true, what would it be? - oh i know! be a #1 scholar. 16) What will you do if the world ends tomorrow? - see...*coughs himcoughs* 17) Who’s your favourite cartoon character? - TOM AND JERRY! 18) What do you think that is most important in your life? - academics and *coughs himcoughs* 19)What do you need now? - too many to list. 20) If you could choose something to carry along with you to your afterlife, what would it be? - hell bank notes yawns. (Phooi Sze's answer. and i agree with her.) plus brains. I tag: 1) Jasmine 2) Ching Yi Corliss 3) Li Ling 4) Hui Xia 5) Jia Huei 6) Ai Ru 7) Jing Xuan 8) Carl Mann 9) Arthur 10) LeonLabels: Uncategorized
Friday, 11 April 2008
Hold me in your arms.
20:54
And now that You're near Everything is different Everything's so different, Lord And I know I'm not the same My life You've changed And I wanna be with You I wanna be with You
Just because my good friend Lee Ching Yi asked me to update, and ONLY because she asked me to update, i am updating. Oh please ignore this.
Since i've nothing nice to blog, i'd like to blog about school! (yeah, boring i know)
Why do i love school/my class?
Reason #1
During Biology...when Miss Teng was teaching about the types of chromosomes (i am not sure about the spelling because i am not referring to my reference book or any resources to correct it now) etc...
Miss Teng: Ok, there's 23 types of chromosomes in a human body ok! Refer to your text book page *something*. See that or not? Some people in class: Why is there 22? And there's one XY? Miss Teng: HA! The XY is the 23rd one. Can you see one of it is long and another one short? Class: YES. Miss Teng: Yes lah, the short one is Y and the long one is X. Class: oh. Miss Teng: Yes lah, i've already taught you what. A girl has two X chromosome. A male has one X chromosome and Y chromosome. It's is your nucleus, etc. So the male's sperm has either X or Y. So you can't blame your wife when you don't get a baby boy. It's not your wife's fault. It's YOUR fault. It has something to do with your sperm, not your wife. Class: Oh i see. Zhuo Wei: Oh so we can't blame them but to blame ourselves. So it has something to do with our sperm. Min Jia & I: WTF. *laughs*
I really wonder why is there this topic in Biology.
Wait, it is about life. Biology is study about life. Gosh what's wrong with me!?
Reason #2
During Malay...when Min Jia and i were not concentrating...
Yuen May: Damn you. *whacks Min Jia* Min Jia: Why me? *whacks back* Yuen May: Because its you. *whacks a little harder* Min Jia: *whacks harder* Yuen May: What the hell. *whacks quite hard* Min Jia: *whacks hard too* Yuen May: What the hell, man? It's so freaking painful! *shows leg is red* Min Jia: Mine too. *shows hers* Yuen May and Min Jia: *laughs at each other*
Reason #3
I spend time talking to Corliss, like most of the time during breaks. Talking to her makes me feel good. You will know why, if you get the chance to know why*.
*not everyone will know, as i posted it in my other blog
Reason #4
I like the school food. At least, it's better than Puteri's! I like spaghetti, can? I don't really like their spaghetti bolognese but i like SPAGHETTI CARBONARA!
Reason #5
Because of the chapel thingy every Tuesday, Thursday and Friday, i just know that Christian songs are nice. Seriously!
Reason #6
I don't know why but, when there's a guitar in class, Timothy will sit on Lionel, acting like he's playing the guitar and sing, when Lionel is the one who plays the guitar. Lionel can play the guitar well. I am envious. Guitar's my only hope now. Ok it's out of topic. Let me get back to the topic. Ok, as i was saying, they will sit together on a chair. Specifically, Timothy will sit on Lionel's lap. No offence, they look like a pair of gays in love. Oh well. At least that makes my day.
And do you know that Timothy's 'ambition' is to be a singer?
Reason #7
I love my friends. They're the reason why i am still surviving.
Aiyoh, i know i sound like i am in love with them, but i am not, really. It's that i am still feeling empty. Yes, although i still feel empty, i feel nothing in school. Am not crying because of school anymore.
Reason #8
During English...
Madam Baljit: Okay, we'll do RCS (Reading, Comprehension & Summary) today. We're going to do Week 13 today. Students: *feeling tensed up and sad* Madam Baljit: *search for the Week 13's RCV* Okay, i don't think i can find any Week 13's work here. *panicked* I don't know whether if Eileen photocopied Week 13. I don't know whether i'll have extra on my table. Let me go up and check. Students: Madam, take your time. Madam Baljit: Oh no, i can't, because i know we don't have much time. Students: *silence* Madam Baljit: *walks out*
Class became noisy and then...
Eileen: Haha i don't know what i photocopied. I just went to the shop and gave them the papers and say, "Nah, photostate lah!" Yuen May: And then after that you say, "I pay after you photostate." Eileen: Haha. Yuen May: Hopefully Madam Baljit is taking her sweet time. Eileen: We are waiting. *points at her watch*
Please don't ask why this post is not organized with proper bold, italic or underline. Or even strikethrough. .
I guess that's all. It's fun in my new school. I'm lovin' it. ;D
I stayed back in school for another extra 2 hours 15 minutes for the school's Leo Club's International Relationship (I.R.) Day. They had quite a lot of things done. It's quite nice anyway. The first dance was darn funny lah okay! Yi Sheng nearly slipped off because he was wearing socks dancing on the stage. I guess the floor was slippery. Ki Yip danced! 0.0 Kai Tyng and Kai Syuen danced too. They even had this "Romeo & Juliet" sketch. The way they act in the sketch was really funny. I laughed all the way. I enjoyed I.R. Day event today.
Can someone tell me why didn't i bring my phone to school today? Just for today? I feel like a dumbo now. If i brought it, IF I DIDN'T HAVE SECOND THOUGHTS OF LETTING IT BE AT HOME, i should be uploading those pictures now for you guys (Puterians) to see. I wanna show off about my new school, can? I just want to tell you guys that i am fine now, and you guys need not to worry about me. I know the 7's are like...missing me lah. =D That's not a good word to use. The 7's used to think how i am going on with life over here. Har har. I'm not reminiscing anymore! *applause to me wth*
I've something to share!
 TELL ME SOMEONE. Guess what's on the display! It's SAFARI! You know, the "internet explorer" in Mac? I have it in my laptop! I love Mac.Labels: Friends, Reviews, School
Friday, 4 April 2008
I lived in all for you.
16:46
It's my forth month in Wesley Methodist School. *SMILES* Seriously man, i don't know what is wrong with me! I am happy and emo altogether in school, i am not reminiscing anymore (sometimes i do about the 7's) because i am also bored of it, i don't complete all my homework in a day anymore, i laugh everyday in school, i am feeling lonely in school (there's some emptiness in me), i am getting lazier, i am getting sleepier during lessons like Physics and Chemistry, i am loving Additional Mathematics, i am loving Biology (although there's a lot of things to memorize and i hate to memorize), i am getting a scratch of Additional Mathematics, Chemistry and Physics (still except the calculations), i talk a lot (as if i am a Wesleyan for ages), i forgive people easily, i find bad comments about me are fun and interesting (for real. i like to hear people's bad comments about me, because they judge me when they don't even know me. oh Carl Mann, you're forgiven, because maybe you just don't like me so things like that happened. i hate my flaws too wtf but i can't help it because it's in me. maybe i'll change when time comes. everyone changes when time comes, no? i still like you although you have flaws. anyway hey, who said everyone is perfect? i do have my flaws too okay. everyone has them. *big fat full stop*), i finished 2 directed writing within 1 hour 10 minutes (super eh?), i still miss him, i developed my interest towards Takeshi Kaneshiro, Jing Xuan and i are sharing Takeshi Kaneshiro (and because of that, i am Mrs Takeshi and she is Mrs Kaneshiro. what the heck), i am starting to understand what is stress (yes! anyone who was like me being carefree and stressfree will understand what are they in this school. everyday is stressful.), i am proud to be in Scouts, i am proud to be in Wesley Methodist School, i am proud to be in 4C, i like to march, i don't know my school song, i don't know where are the staffrooms (it's not like Puteri. in Wesley, they have a few mini staffrooms in every block for the teachers' convenience - i think), i like going to the chapel, i love myself, i saw attitudes from super good to *damn*, i made many new friends, i skip lunch most of the time, i got close to people in school (Corliss, Li Ling, etc), i think i better stop. There's too many things to list in this whole 3 months in Wesley Methodist School. It's my forth month anyway! My forth month (i know what you're thinking - what's the big deal. it is a big deal to me because it's my first time being in a new school!) and i am still surviving happily! Today, i am a semi-official scout. Why, you asked? 'Cause i am halfway through the Tenderfoot test. The Undang-undang Pengakap is darn gay quite hard for me to memorize. I spent a day memorizing the rules and all. I failed my first one (just because i was nervous and i eventually forgot everything after i said the first two words) and i got to retry again. Heeeee. It's done now! I think the next is the History of Lord Baden Powell (?) and the knots thing y. I want to finish my Tenderfoot test fast! Lalalalalalala.Carl Mann is back from Japan. Darn, she's lucky to go there. When she came back, she showed me her hand. There's like this one long scar somewhere near her elbow. For a look, please contact find for Carl Mann at carlmann@carlmann.com in school. She probably had show you her hand so, boo. . My mid-year examination is coming and i am not ready yet. I thought i took my first term examination last week? Sigh. It has been a month since i sat for it. Why does time passes so fast? Lessons are really fast and i can't catch up. People like Jasmine will catch up fast. I admit that i am super slow. I am a tortoise. Okay i better get off now. I think i am done. Wait till i blog next time. I better go and complete my homework now. I've a lot of undone homework due to my laziness. I didn't do Malay for...2 weeks. And that is long. I've 2 weeks of work. Smart me.Bye. Labels: Friends, School, Thoughts
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