I went back to Seremban today.
Yep, met up with the 7's excluding Kumuta and Katherine. Kumuta couldn't make it because she has to go somewhere and Katherine wanted to sleep. Bummer.

I finally get to pass the kangaroos and koalas to them. Jasmine has the roo family :] What I meant is, she has 4 sizes of kangaroos.
Hopefully she liked it.



Speaking about blogging, I can still remember Jasmine and I being lifeless competing against each other in "WHO BLOGS MORE IN A DAY."

Yeah, we were that lifeless.

By the way, pictures are uploaded at Facebook. (linklink!)





From tiny to huge :]

Labels: Friends

It's confirmed. I'll have to go to Jean Gan at Phileo Damansara on the 22nd/23rd/24th October, which is like right after the school exams for my ballet exam. Wish me luck people! I'm afraid if I'll screw up my freework again. I don't really like freework. I think Jia Xin is right. We have to pay 100% attention at what the teacher/examiner wants. And my examiner is...

Miss Heather Fish.

Su Ann, Jia Xin, Ge Li, Jasmine Tan and I laughed our butts off when Miss Hiew told us our examiner's name. The last time I took my ballet exam was in the year 2003. I took my Grade 3 exam at that time, I think? Now, I'm taking Interfound. Gosh, with more freeworks and according to Miss Hiew, Miss Fish has high expections on major graded students. I shall not cry when I see my ballet exam results slip.

Sometimes, I regret choosing the ISTD syllabus rather than the RAD syllabus. RAD Inter is like...way easier than ISTD Interfound. I only realized that when Miss Hiew started teaching us some RAD Inter work. Sigh. What is done is done. Corliss said I shouldn't regret.

So, I think I should prepare for the worst.

I need more luck than a little bit.
Really.

Labels: Ballet

RULE: Each player of this game starts off with 15 weird things / habits / little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 15 weird habits /things / little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names.No TAG backs!

1. I laugh a lot, yes, like real a lot.

2. I...like him?

3. I like biting my lips.

4. I'm short.

5. I have constant moodswings.

6. I can watch anything over and over again if I like that movie/drama/anything.

7. I can listen to a song for hundreds of times if I like it.

8. I trust people easily.

9. I don't like speaking in chinese.

10. I tend to try to ignore that particular someone if something had happened.

11. I suck at everything.

12. I'm unattractive.

13. I'm loud.

14. I'm nobody.

15. I think a lot and yes, no one can read my mind.


Tag goes to:
1. Carl Mann
2. Jasmine Kok
3. Corliss
4. Jing Xuan
5. Grace
6. Leon
7. Li Ling
8. Jocelyn
9. Brenda
10. Zhen Yie!

Labels: Tag

I should and forget things that are supposed to be forgotten.
Really.

I think am not going to make my posts colorful anymore. I'm too lazy to do so, and I don't have the time to do so either. It takes a lot of time.

To be honest, I've nothing to say today, really. Exams are coming up and, I can still sit here and blog. I onlined from 7 till now. See, I'm lifeless!


someone's eyes goes bling bling,
hands goes waa waa
mouth goes woo woo
brains goes ooh oohh

Raya break is on right now, and I am really not in the holiday mood. I feel like going out with friends, but at the same time, I don't. Gosh, I don't know what I want.

I think I better go off now.

Tas.

Labels: Uncategorized

I just reached yo! :D
Bet you missed me ._.
Okay, I better stop crapping.


I threw my heart away to you with force, thus, I deserve this pain.

You know, when I was in Genting this morning, getting ready to come back to KL, I thought of going to school ._.
If I did go, I should be in school now ._. Like seriously, I thought of going back to school for fun. Yeah, I'm nuts.

I pity Carl Mann because she's Miss Lonely of the day. How great for her right.

Lalalala.


You can't see me.

[emo]
Sometimes, I wish I can be free from all these nonsense. I know I can, but, it takes time, right? I need someone to hear me speaking out my heart. I feel like ripping my heart out whenever I have this chest pain. Last Saturday, I was asking myself, "What have you done? Why are you like this? Where are you? Where's the old you who can talk all day long without feeling emo halfway? Where?" And after that I realized, I brought myself away from my soul. I don't feel anything anymore. Feelingless? I don't know. In fact, I don't know what I'm talking about now.
[/emo]

I feel like jumping. Dang it.


I'm jumping already?

I think I should study now, but I don't know what I am doing here, typing this post out. Crap.


I miss you.

Oh before anything, I shall declare that I love Bakery's cupcakes! Gosh, those cupcakes I ate at Genting was yummy enough to make me bloat despite the price of RM4.50 per piece!



Nice right omg. I ate strawberry cheese cupcake, blueberry cheese cupcake, mint cheese cupcake, fruit cocktail cupcake and apple cheese cupcake. I like the mint cheese cupcake most.

Yummy.


Someday.

I better get going.

Tas.

Labels: Depression, Friends, Recommendation, Thoughts

I got frustrated during ballet today. Yes, it's that same ol' freaking freework. According to Jia Xin, I'll always get frustrated after teacher gives a set of new freework. Thanks to Jasmine Tan, Su Ann, Jia Xin, Ge Li & Wei Vern for encouraging me. Gosh, I Y them.

Seriously, I love Jia Xin most.

Yuenmay - amazinglove; says:
and im not going tomorrow

JIA XIN- i love you just as who you are♥ says:
y

Yuenmay - amazinglove; says:
going to genting

JIA XIN- i love you just as who you are♥ says:
again

Yuenmay - amazinglove; says:
where got again

JIA XIN- i love you just as who you are♥ says:
last time u also go to genting

Yuenmay - amazinglove; says:
where got
dont simply say

JIA XIN- i love you just as who you are♥ says:
i din simply sa y

Yuenmay - amazinglove; says:
you did
you are

=]
JIA XIN- i love you just as who you are♥ says:
i remember got one time u said u went to genting

Yuenmay - amazinglove; says:
im blogging about you.
WHERE GOT

JIA XIN- i love you just as who you are♥ says:
wadever
yeah !

I'll be away from home for a night, a day in school. I'll be going back to school on Tuesday.

Heck, I feel very much like an Ah Long now. Dang. So much of a treasurer.

I didn't collect money for the past few months, like, really.
I didn't want to chase after them because I feel bad ._.

Gosh, attention to whoever from 4C who reads my blog: please bring cash on Tuesday to make your payment (wah, high class eh!). RM2 per month. You've to pay RM20 per year, actually. Calculate that yourself yo! From January to October. Dang. Please pay up by 31st October, ok?

Please, & lots of thanks.

Goodnight people.
I've nothing to say today.
I'm just feeling uber down, heartless and lifeless.

Labels: Ballet, Depression, Friends

You don't know how I feel. You don't know what happened, and yet you think you do.
Whatever statement I poured out to her, it's not even about you.
When I needed someone at the beginning, you weren't there.
So who am I to go to?
I do admit that you do, but, *full stop*.
I'm not going to continue.
I'm not putting any mask on, anymore.

Labels: Rants

I lurked at Weeru's blog today and yes, I saw my name!
She bitched about me?
Nah.





I felt so touched when I read that. Gosh, time really passes fast. Sometimes, I wish I can stop time.

Nope, I'm not wishing to go back to the past tho'.

Let's stop searching for a minute & just live.


At first I had so much of things to say when I was out today. I just don't know what to say when I sit right here, staring at the monitor blankly, listening to Fish Leong. Darn.

Okay, I remember what I wanted to say now.

Q: Do you know that Video Ezy is from Australia?

I just know that today, when I went to Video Ezy in Times Square.
Dang.
Now I know why Video Ezy is located everywhere in Perth.
*kills self*
Hm, talking about Perth, I really forgot to blog about it. I shall post something about it sometime later.



I'll update later, when I can.

P/S: I've uploaded photos taken by me during Corliss' 16th party. Seek my sidebar out for the link.

Happiness is a lifestyle,
Love is a journey,
& sadness is a decision.


I took pictures with Liling & Carlmann at the LRT station a few days ago, due to my boredom, and theirs as well :D
(Don't expect for any photoshopped ones. I'm too lazy to photoshop them.)


Taken without their knowledge. But they know it after that because I laughed after taking this photo.


Moral of the photo: smiles are fake.


Right before capturing this, Li Ling asked, "Another lala photo?"


We attempted to be emo, but I failed.


Feeto! I know, I love taking pictures of feet.


Candid, really. It wasn't on purpose. Funny aye.


Kononnya terkejut.


Don't ask me.


Carl Mann: What you doing!
Yuen May: Taking photo lah.
Carl Mann: Why are you peeking at us? Some more under our skirt?
Li Ling: Yea la, I know we're too sexy for you to resist.
Yuen May: ._. I wanted to take photo from below.


Whose middle finger is that?


Another I-don't-know picture.

Labels: Friends, Random, School

I promise I will.

Ladiladida :D

I got a post in Scouts Committee Board 08/09. Whee.
Although it's a small one, I'm satisfied :D
I get to be a Patrol Leader for one year yo!


eoneunale nal bonaejulgeoya

Sometimes, it kills me deep inside, but I do not dare to express it. Even if I do, nothing would happen somehow.

Freak.

I shouldn't be such a pessimist, no?
I shall be an optimist.
Why the heck am I feeling so down?
I know that he knows that he killed me.
Oh well.

It's something that I don't want to care about anymore.
No further explanations will be told.


The end.

Dang. Attention? Oh, thank you very much.

Enough of daily rantings.


I fly like wind and float like clouds.

All this while, I got my font colors from this site. They have more than 1000 named colors. Cool eh?

They even have spicy pink, cranberry jello, tongue, swimming pool, picasso blue, dress blue, dumpster, aquamarine, isle royale greenstone, aquarium, and many more! They have weird names, don't they?

I didn't know there's more than 1000 colors with names too, until I went Google-ing about HEX color codes.

Somehow, I believe that jello appeared before in my past. I've no idea when, but I do know that word once appeared in my life. If I'm not mistaken, it's the ice-cream that Jasmine and I once loved.

Nights, hons (this font color is sweet potato vine!).

Labels: Dear Diary, Random, Rants, School, Thoughts