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Thursday, 28 June 2007
I have 9 lifes.
23:09
I am a cat. Seriously. I have lifes everywhere. Yay! Let me show you them.  This is my largest life ever although we kinda broke up already. Memories remain. Jasmine knows that. Jasmine is my second largest life in my life. Heck, I'll cry like heck if she disappears, as if we're blood related, but no, we're not. Whatever still, I love her, okay? Don't you ever dare to disturb her, or say byebye!____.jpg) Miss Yeow (the most right) & Miss Ho (the middle person). They're my good friends around. Wait, Jane is my godsister and Weeru is my friend, clear? @@ Meet bombastic-her Choong Phooi Sze. We were online girlfriends. Well, yeah. I love this girl loads. Although I see her once in a blue moon. Well, to be honest, I just saw her once. She's pretty heap of fun and craziness. This is the one in a million blur guy, Tai Joe Vin aka WayneJoeVin. @@ His eyes are so shinyyy. This is another of my godbrother in my list. He has the same first name initials as me. YM! And his name is Young Min. And you pronounce his name is Yawng Min. I know it's hard, 'cause he's a Korean. *cries* I know he looks idiotic in this picture. Trust me, he's not as idiotic as how he looked in that picture. I am still waiting for Young Min to give me a day of break & laughter. I loveee Young Min. And to be precise, YM loves YM. And his birthday is in my name; May. :) And, this is my brat from Sri Garden, the CEO of PZ Entertainment, Mr CC Goh, also known as my ajussi [uncle in Korean]. And I can say he's handsome not good not dork yes kind hearted not idiotic yes. Let's give the biggest smallest applause for my brat. Actually, he wanted to look like a rich businessman. Whatever still, he's still my brat. And I love him as my brat.
And I am never gonna forget my Lee Wan at all! I'll love Lee Wan's muscular and sexy body, forever! And his smile. *dreams* Lee Wan in me is bigger than Leon.If you total them up, it's 9. That's why I am a cat. Okay, can I be more lame than this? I guess that's all. Random thoughts: 0_0 Jasmine is not going to screw/shout/whatever at me. I thought she would, 'cause she did that when I "bombed" Justin on that stupidmotherfucker Multicultural's Night. I can't blame her though. She loved him too much. Lienne is going to England soon. Sigh. I've yet to see her. Hopefully I can see her before she flies to England. Seriously, I forgot that she'll be going to England. I just remembered when she put that as her shoutout in Friendster. Then I remembered that she went to England for the entrance test. And she got into that school. GuangLienneeeee. I don't care, I'll have to hunt haunt you first. P/S: Who thinks Jasmine slacked? Except you, Jasmine. Don't crap. If you slacked, what about me? I wasted 2 years, not 2 hours or days. I slacked more than you do. I don't think I have the initiative to study at all. There's less than 100 days till trials and PMR. I don't think I can get 7A's. I think you can. Be logical, Jasmine Kok! Am I logical enough to think like this? I bet you'll say no. Labels: Friends, Rants
Wednesday, 27 June 2007
I swear June is a pokai month!
21:52
I know I still owe you guys the pictures, but I am too lazy to capture pictures and transfer then post. So, I'll do it later, when I am extremely bored like heck. I promise. Dream, dream dream dream dream...DREAM. Juxtapose my brains with Jasmine, I can never win. Like seriously. I am so...depressed due to that. Not forgetting Jane as well. Anyway. Life is still life, if you read my tagboard, tagged by hobbes Jasmine. Random thoughts: yearn. I am yearning for results?Seriously. That is what I am thinking now. I just browsed my Cambridge online dictionary and, I just knew what's the meaning of it. I am that stupid. I played that word during Scrabbie Scrabble without knowing the meaning of that word. I knew that word existed, 'cause I know it. Don't ask how. I saw that word somewhere I forgot. I think it's from somewhere. Whateverwhattheheck. And. Today it's the AGM. OMGWTFSERIOUSLY. I got the Form 4 Rep, which is like, so so so so not for me. Maybe it'll be my final year this year. So. It's not as if they'll be giving me certificates. If yes, I would want it. I don't mind. Since I have the UNSW test 20 points to cover up for me, so, why would I want that post? Anyway. Thankyouverymuchforit. It's okay, lah. I thought I won't get anything, 'cause basically, I am that annoying that everyone hates. Whatever still. And, during that introduction thing today for the Scrabbie thing, I seriously forgot what class I am from! Seriously. I was like, "What class am I in?" and looked at Jasmine. And she was slapping her forehead for that. Life is life.Loads and heaps and many many many and a lot of sorries to Jasmine Kok Puey Kenn (hardworking in nickname) for what I've done. I know she's sad and keep on calling me bugger and she nearly slapped my face again during class today but too bad she hit my ear. ISH. Anyway. Yeah. Sadness revealed in my heart all over again. All the time. So. No difference. I don't wanna care about this anymore. Jasmine, can you call me a bitch or a bastard instead of bugger? : I am still in a happy happy joy joy mood. School has another 2 days of this student exchange program. Which means I get to see guys for another 2 days. Seriously. I think all girl's hormones are reacting, except for those lesbians. It's really weird when you get to see guys in YOUR school if you're in a girls' school for your whole life. I mean, you're from that school originally and never studied in any girls and boys school kinda thing. So, it's like...I don't know what to say. It's really fun if you study in a girls and boys school. It's really nice. I've no idea why. But I reckon it'll be fun. Wish I can study in a co-ed school. Sigh. Life is life.Anyway, Puteri has this teacher-student politics. Seriously. Bugger sial. To those who are jealous of my god sister's ability, go fuck a spider. You have no bugger rights to talk shits. She is not stingy in sharing what she knows, fucker. And she is not stuck up. FOR FUCK'S SAKE. If she is, she wouldn't be talking to me at all. LIKE SERIOUSLY. Idiot. Wanna play with her with letters by politics? :) TALK TO MY DAD. Seriously. I told something like this to my dad, and, my dad wanna talk to the principal about it. He said it's school politics. Teacher & student to an innocent student *ahem*. I wonder since when Jasmine is an innocent student. Haha. YAY. Puteri is dying. I'll still have to find out more about it, before my dad does anything. So. Whatever. My dad got pist off over the new rule where if students are unable to attend school on a day, then the student must bring s/he parent with a letter, or else, we'll not be able to enter classes, which is another YAY. As if I love Puteri that much. I am not desperate for Puteri. So excuse me. Whatever it is. Blahblahblah. I hate it. As Jane said, she wanna slap the person who INVENTED that letter. I don't want. I wanna tell my dad, let the person to get out from the school. :) Jasmine is gonna screw me again. Seriously. I know her. She'll start screwing me and say why I wanna tell my dad and blablabla. And she might not talk to me ever again. But. Aiya. Sooner or later also she will disown me. : It's not like if I die, she'll cry. So. Yeah. Or maybe she die, I'll cry. (WTF I'LL CRY LIKE CRAZY OKAY!)So. I can do nuts about it. Dangdangdang. Life is life.I wonder when's the open day. Teachers can take their time to do the placement arrangements. Sigh. Jasmine Lee got higher than me. I got 64.blabla for my percentage. Jasmine Lee got 65 for her percentage. Her Chinese helped her. If weren't that Chinese paper, she'll get lower than me. WHY?! Sigh. Life is life. I can do nothing, again. I WANNA GET HIGHER THAN HER, CAN?! So hard. Thankyouverymuchstupidchinese. You made my life as hell. Life is life.Okay. Wth is wrong with me. LIFE IS STILL LIFE.AND I CAN DO NOTHING. Anyway, I just read Jasmine's blog and she admit that she's slacking when she's supposed to be serious. If she's slacking, then, what am I then? I am 28937428472398742x worst than her? Is it enough? I am not that desperate I think. I AM. It's that I AM TOO LAZY TO STUDY. I want miracles to happen like before. I want everything to be like Year 6. I'll jump of joy. Is it not enough? I wasted 2 years. And I think I won't get straight A's. I am that stupid and lazy to study. Idiotic me and I am a moron. So. I admit I am a bitch and a lazy pig and a bastard and a bitch and a bloody bugger as what Jasmine said. So, what? You're smart. Keep it to yourself. I don't wanna know. I am facing this hard situation where Jasmine is TOO SMART and it's hard for me to face her as she's my friend, what makes things worst is...she's my god sister. It's like... tiada bandingan kepada dia. Happy? I think I really NEED to study. Fine. Hopefully I can start tomorrow since trials are on 13th August. Jane is smart enough to beat my mark, and she claims she's not. In the end for this mid-year examination, it's a draw. We don't need to give anyone Starbucks. Life is life. I bet she'll score better than me. It's really obvious from before. She always get better results than me. So. Yeah. I am a hopeless bastard and lazy. I am a pig. P/S: JASMINE KOK PUEY KENN. I am sorry. Hate me if you want, or disown me if you want, 'cause I am stupid. Labels: Depression, Friends, School
Tuesday, 26 June 2007
Love is gone, forever and I regretted so.
21:40
Dear love, I feel like a dead person due to my stupidity in academics. I feel like dying, not in Puteri. I wanna go away. I wished I wasn't in Omega before, or maybe, not getting 5A's, so, my dad wouldn't put as high as 5A's for PMR now. It's killing me. I don't wanna speak to Jasmine. :( I am like..stupid enough to not have the quality to speak to her. Please, do not say that I think I am smart. I ADMIT I AM STUPID. Happy? I didn't speak to her for the past few days and then today, when it was time go fly home, she thought I don't wanna speak to her 'cause of the transport thing. -.-" Am I that immature enough to think about that? Okay. Anything. Whatever. And that Jasmin has to remind me that I have another 102 days till PMR reaches. BLARH DEE HEEE ELLL. I don't wanna know. I still have a huge stack of books to do. I know Jasmine is smart enough to get 7A's. I am not. English is hard to get A. Puan Shireen is so... kiamsiap. My Malay sucked as much as I suck in every subjects. Puan Rosidah is extra kiamsiap. Sigh. I am so stupid to be true. Seriously. Out of 11 subjects, I only got 700+. I bet Jasmine got 1000+. Sigh. Why am I stupid? 'Cause I am lazy? No. Whatever I read can't get into my freaking brain. I read half of Form 2's Chapter 7 that day and now, I can't even remember. Not even anything. All I know it's about those pejuangs. Sigh. I better focus more on Living Skills because I know nuts about commerce. As for my last examination, commerce pulled down my total marks. I did quite okay in teras. I mean seriously. Although 21 is not a good point, but, still! I used to get lower than that. So, I should be happy that I got 21, over 30. And in total I got 60. It's another shocking thing again. I mean, if I read a bit more, I would get 65. I didn't read, seriously. I mean I read, but it was very limited as time was running like how water runs. I don't understand commerce, really. I want Puan Chin back, so, at least I don't need to read to score like before. When Puan Chin was around, I don't need to read but I can still get minimum 20. She makes people understand the bloody commerce. So. It's not a problem. For now, it's a problem! Life is so hard to go through. Everyone is coping up except me. I wish I can apply for something in November. Sigh. WHY NOT NOW. Sigh. Never mind, it's still the admission. I wish my dad will say, "Okay, when do you want to sit for the test? Can go there already." If that is what my dad will tell me, I'll jump off a building due to happiness. I swear I'll get A's for it. Forget it. I doubt it'll happen. I am a dreamer and I have rights to dream on. Sigh. But I can't dream that I am as smart as Jasmine. I'll freaking die. I think I'll get top 20 this time, again. Or maybe top 30, top 40. TOUCH WOOD. And, although my total marks aren't good as the Omegas, it's still a satisfaction to me 'cause normally in those mid-year examination or whatsoever like final term, I'll get 600+. I am stupidddddddd. So, don't speak to me or else you'll regret. Seriously. Sigh. I hate those people who got a few A's and still say they're stupid. It's like as if I got all A's like Jasmine. I am worst. I have 5 freaking C's, 5 bitching B's and 1 farking A. ONE ONLY, OKAY. And that A is unneccessary, 'cause it's the stupid Civics that I didn't study. WHY CIVICS OUT OF ALL SUBJECTS. I wish I die. Oh, leave me, as a friend, if you want. I bet Jasmine is gonna disown me. I don't know why but I have this feeling that she'll disown me. Life is like this. Ups and downs. With love and hate, ME. * * *Anyway, I went to KL last Friday. And played Time Crisis 3 on the PS2. Seriously, it was heaps of fun! I like playing PS2 with my dad. Haha. Then, my dad asked whether I would wanna follow him to Genting the next day with my mum. Hell, of course I said yes. Then, I slept quite early. When I woke up, I changed into my attire to get ready to leave the house for Genting. On the way to my mum's place, my dad called Genting to ask for room reservations but... FUCKKKK. No rooms. Thanks to Sammi Cheng. She made everyone go to Genting for her concert. Out of all days. So we decided to stay in KL. I mean, in a hotel. So we stayed at Sol Melia. Before checking in, we went to KL Plaza 'cause my mum wanted to go to the biggest MNG shop in KL. And I bought 5 things from KL Plaza. Yummy. Pictures will be in next post if I remember. I bought some black tube top, a black top with tiny wordings on it, a black long pants, a pink tank top and a wallet. I was quite happy with it. After checkin' into the hotel, I dump my things there and went to Coronade Hotel for lunch. Yummy. Ate then I went to Lot 10. Bloody hell. I nearly got the Forever & Ever perfume by Dior. But I didn't get it. So. I walked around looking for espadrilles but failed. Sigh. Espadrilles are nice. I know that Koh Kyean once said that she love espadrilles. Who wouldn't love espadrilles? Then later at night, we went to Times Square. Leon was there. I bet that he wouldn't know if I am dead myself. He don't even care about me. That shows a lot already. Thankyouverymuch. I don't care. He's bastard. He is cheating on me but he don't want to admit. BASTARD. An idiot. Because of him. EVERYTHING IS BECAUSE OF HIM. Mood is gone. I'll blog later. Labels: Depression, Rants
Thursday, 21 June 2007
1 gallen of stupidity.
22:08
I don't know why I have the urge to post something. I've no idea whether it's a good idea, or no. Anywayyy! I am feeling hyper. 'Cause I'm not going to talk to Jasmine for ever anymore just because of our brains power usage. (I bet Jasmine's gonna sob for this sentence.) Well, yeah. Let's see. Just take it if we didn't study at all for a paper, but it's full of general knowledge. I bet she'll get a few hundred points higher than me. It's so obvious that she'll get them. She is smart at soul. Why, God, why?! Why can't I have at least, 70% of her brains too? So, at least I can stay in Omega last year, but maybe not this year. No. Sorry. I mean, Zeta during Year 8 and Omega during Year 9. Sigh. I want those good teachers and generous in giving points teachers but not Puan Shireen for sure. And I want good teachers and good at teaching and not boring in lessons teachers but not Puan Evi for sure. I want Encik Abu Kassim. Sigh. I bet I wouldn't do well. Why?! Never mind. Well, maybe, we're meant to be that far in intelligence. I don't wanna compare our marks. As I said, I am stupid. Whenever I see that intelligent & genius pot, I feel like running a kilometre away from her. So I wouldn't need to face her & get embarrassed of myself. So, it's better if I don't see her basically. Sigh. I know Jasmine will get so heart-broken now. But I feel stupid around the table during breaks. It's like, I am the most stupid one around there. Sheetal is smart. Sigh. The ones who gathered there EXCEPT me are smart. I am the most stupid one. Jane is also smarter than me. Sigh. Why am I stupid? Hopefully my dad will approve what I said. I don't care. If I can leave Puteri, it'll be a big achievement for me, 'cause I know there's loads of people hate me in school. I am proud of that. Why do I think so? 'Cause when there's a student instructed by the teacher to give out some paper, they WILL NOT give it to me. When I said that I don't have it, they'll say that I might have misplace it. Like wth. I don't even see how the paper look like at all. I mean, if that's a letter, I don't fucking care. BUT, IF YOU WANT TO TAKE MY PMR SCORING SHEET? GO FUCK A SPIDER. I know you hate me, but you don't need to take my paper. You wanna pass? No fucking way. You'll get back what you did to me. One, you took my Geography assignment guide paper. Two, you wanna take my History scoring sheet? FUCK YOU. Teacher said that if I don't have the paper, I can't get marks! I spent years to get those information from my beloved Jasmine & Katherine. I tell you, I'll kill all of you who are involved of not giving me the paper. I'll sue the school for you. And you'll be transfered to the naughty people school. Let you get bullied by them. And I'll send you to the sea to get bit by little fish, just like how Weeru bites Jasmine and other people. I'll make sure the fishes biteZ you more painful than how Weeru bites. Let you suffer in the salt water. Omg. I am a happy bitch. Evil bastards. You're trying to die. I know. I can hang you on a tree with sugar coated you. I want those red ants to bite you to death. YAY! Blarh dee hee ell. Never mind. Seriously, save your energy to scream for help if I really do hang sugar coated you on a tree. It's not like I want to do so, but you're forcing me to do so, irresponsible bastards. Teacher gave you the trust to give out the papers but you don't wanna give me. Omg. You're not trustable! I think you really need to be burnt in hell long time ago. But since I'm a good person, I wouldn't let you to be burnt in hell but to suffer for a year with me. It's okay if you hate me, but, JUST DON'T DISTURB ME. I will not touch you too. If you touch me, go die. I am lazy enough to not disturb your imperfect life. See, I am kind enough. Very kind, indeed. *coughs* Shut up, Katherine, I know what you're thinking now. You don't need to tell me. I know you. I mean, I don't know you well, but I roughly know you. Okay? Today's after school period is so nice! I had a chat with Katherine. From my birthday to our names to Justin. We were talking about Chinese names in meaning. We've no idea. Until, in the end, her Chinese name is "Happy Power" and mine is "Asam Boi". Seriously. She's now laughing at my name. Hers too, okay?! Happy Power brings no meaning but Asam Boi is sort of great food. (See! Katherine, I know you're jealous!) And we were talking about Justin's cause of infertility. Haha. Jasmine might know about this tomorrow from Katherine. I know Jasmine is quite full of curiousity now. Wait, maybe not. Jasmine is hard to be read. Gr. Whatever. Anyway, before I end again, since I've nothing to say more, I hope I won't speak to Jasmine. *cries* But I still love MY Jasmineee. I am so stupid. So, I don't think I'll sit in the same table with them anymore. I seriously do think ***e* is quite *blablabla from an angle, and Justin is the true blue of infertility. Jasmine Kok Puey Kenn, I know, *coughs*, right? Haha. Seriously, you'll have to sit on my place next Wednesday and maybe you'll know what I am talking about. And some of the Form 5 guys are quite good looking too. Not good looking, sorry, I mean HOT. (*blablabla = good looking) Jasmine is shocked with it. And she assumes that I am crushing on him which is so not I am. Labels: Friends, Rants
Wednesday, 20 June 2007
Dior Cherie.
20:47
Jasmine and Jane bullied me today. Thank goodness my dad ain't taking away my precious property things from me because of my C's. My dad just asked me to study harder and not to get C's for the next exam. Gr. I just heard that we'll might be sitting for the topical test next month, again. Oh my freaking God. When can they stop with tests? I think it's quite okay, 'cause, it'll make me study. Well, not really, at least I do, 4%. Although 4% is little, but, I still DID study. SHOCKINGLY. I. GOT. A. FREAKING. B. FOR. MORAL. EDUCATION.!
Like seriously! I love God. I love me. I feel like studying then sleep. I don't care, but, I'll have to freaking force myself like a freak to study. I mean, start studying. I started a bit in the beginning of the year, but, I stopped in February due to my laziness. WHY? 'Cause of the breaks. I mean those New Year breaks then Mid Term breaks. Breaks do make me lazy. Sigh. I guess I better start studying like a freak, again! I wish miracles do HAPPEN, just like what happened in the year of 2004. I miss 2004. Sigh. Heart beats going slower shows that I am dying soon, okay? Jasmine is so smart. I want her brains. I seriously do want her brains. I want her brains. I forgot, I can get her brains, 'cause she didn't attend my BBQ. Why? 'Cause Katherine and I will slaughter her and cook her in CURRY, then Katherine and I will eat her up. Yummy bummy. Anyway, sorry to Jasmine and Jane for making them sad today. Or, was it Jane only? Sorry, guys. I couldn't take it during lunch break. I know Jasmine loves me. Hehe. Life's not that bad, actually, 'cause I have loads of love from Jasmine and Jane. I love them a lot, too! What to do, they're my only life now. Haha. Well, not life. 'Cause, if it's life, I should be dead by now, 'cause both of them will torture me. They're equally evil. One to slap me nonstop and one to pinch me like a freak. Off I am to molest my books. Hopefully it'll work, very much. P/S: I told my dad about me wanting to go to Arts stream, but, he said he'll think about it, which means a no. Why I want to choose arts stream? 'Cause I don't wanna go for extra classes since Science stream packages don't have any accountings. So, I offered my dad to send me to AISM, 'cause their Science lessons includes Biology, Chemistry and Physics, not counting whether you're in the Arts or Science, 'cause you can drop off whatever subjects you don't want. But, of course they'll have those MUST subjects. Science is one of it. And if I go there, I wouldn't have to pay extra for extra classes, so, I'd rather save money for the schools fees since it's like TUITION FEES. Means, I can stay back in school asking the teachers if I don't understand. YAY. Hopefully my dad lets. Sigh. I wanna go there. I wanna leave Jasmine & Jane. Labels: Cravings, Friends, Rants
Tuesday, 19 June 2007
&holla.
20:39
Jasmine Lee and my total marks has just like...4 points difference over 6 papers! I'm freaking scared now, 'cause I'm really aiming to get top 10, or maybe...just at least, a mere number of 1 higher than Jasmine Lee. Like seriously. I haven't been studying at all, that's why I am retarded today.
Shockingly. SHOCKINGLY. I got 60 for Dying Living Skills. Can I score more worst than that, with studying? Seriously, I didn't even touch the commerce side of it. If I did, I think I could get a B. I am serious. IF I DID STUDY. Sigh. Now I regret. As for Mathematics. HECKHECKHECK! 77! 77. I mean it. I know it's not good, but, normally for Mid-Year Examination or Final Year Examination, I do them badly. Such as...my last exam. I nearly got a C for it. That's why I wish I am still in primary school, so, I can get 90+ for Mathematics. Those were days.
I am now worrying for the rest 5 papers of mine; English, Malay, Moral, Physical Education, and Science. I am wondering what will I get for them. OMG. I think I am going to grow white hairs like Jasmine. I can assure me that I wouldn't grow that much as Jasmine, 'cause I don't think about anything and stress out as much as her. She deserves for A's. Sigh. Why am I so stupid? I now owe Jane 2 Starbucks. It's better than getting low marks. Gr.
That's not all. The PMR trials are coming very soon. It's on the 13th of August, and I wonder, oh I wonder, when am I going to start studying? As I once said before, I am lazy enough to not study at all and be a pig. Yes I do mean myself. So, to those who hates me more than I do hate you, congratulations, 'cause I just called myself a pig and you'll be happy. Can I go more lame than that? Seriously, my brains, soul and mind are rusting into golden ash. Okay, like wth.
I don't feel like studying when I don't feel like it. What the heck is my problem! Why can't I be smart like...at least, Swea Mun? Or Elaine? Sigh. Life is that bad. Well, not really. I feel like jumping off a building and say bye exams.
I am feeling quite happy today, 'cause I got something from Jasmine! It's really nice. Alas, I don't need to spend my money. Yay! Finally, I got a box to fill in my things. Thanks Jasmine! I love you! Sigh. Tomorrow I'll have to attend for classes. I don't wanna go! And oh, I finally change my blog's skin. I think this is quite okay, but, not that okay, yet. I'm very fussy. Sigh. I feel like dying and burn my whole body. Sigh. I wanna be smart. Anyway, I'll post something later as I am very lazy enough to not continue. Labels: Depression, Rants
Sunday, 17 June 2007
Fancy no love.
18:32
15th birthday party's gone. Yes, like that. Sigh. I know, I still look like 11. BUT! One of the sales girl during that DiGi thing at Low Yat said that although I don't look my age, but I have the mature sensation/feeling in me. :DI'm basically 15 years in age from yesterday, which makes things bad, 'cause, I think parents and the elderies are expecting me to be more mature than I am. I don't wish to, 'cause I prefer to be a kid than a real teenager. When I think how childish I acted before when I was a kid, I'll start laughing like maniac. Like aye. As I grow more like a young adult, I've been very rude. [Okay, I am being honest.] I started to do what I think is right. As what I am seeing now, the Form 1 girls and boys in Sri Garden [Yes, Phooi Sze and Cheachea, I am gossiping talking about you.] are more mature than me. I have more friends from before, and had my friendships broken, not forgetting that I am getting more stupid. I mean rude by I argue loudly with my grandma. After that, I think it's very boring. So, I don't give a damn about her if she starts to talk craps. As time goes on, I feel lazier to just flip through the pages. Which means, I am lazy enough to score a D or an E for exams; PMR. So, I don't expect much for my results. Pretty sad about it, but, oh whatever. Sigh. I am getting old as well. I wanna play mini toys and sit on mini car-toy rides like I am still in kindergarten! And wear tutu nets. *sweat*Okay, I am stoppin' about craps and I better go on with my BBQ yesterday. Well, I did a lot of work for this, including running to people asking them for their attendance confirmation a few-uncountable times, and buy food for the BBQ. Yummy. Well. I was quite excited about the BBQ without a reason. I did give a hand in the BBQ preparation for sure. Hehe. I invited random people including Suquin. Weeru was all " WHY HER OUT OF ALL PEOPLE?" and I knew, so, I replied "I know, random people," and she was like, "YES." I invited some of the seniors as well. And FUCKSHITDAMN, it was Yee Har's birthday too. So, the babi Form 4 seniors HAVE to go for that YEE HAR's party. FUCK. Okay. Let me start the day. I woke up at about 10 something in the morning, without a doubt I knew it was a schooling day, to replace the babi Aidilfitri which is in October. My dad got me the letter ready already, so, I'm not afraid. And then, I took my own oh-so-lovely-sweet-time to get ready before I go and help my grandma out and went out to collect my effin huge 6kg cake. Like seriously, I still have a whole big piece of cake now. Okay, I can't forget to bring the cake for Jasmine and Pamela tomorrow. After my craps of life, I came home and start doing my sardine sandwiches. Putting cucumbers on breads is actually...fun. So after that I walked to kill the empty time. Then, after that, I went and pick Larissa, Jane, Weeru and Chantri from their respected houses. When I picked Jane, her mum and cousins are out at the porch were playing. And Jane's mum got me a top from Body Glove. A conversation: Jane's mum, Jane, YuenMay
My mum got you your present.
OHHH! THANK YOU AUNTY!
Har? Aunty? Not mummy ah? *hugs*
Haha, sorry, THANK YOU MUMMY.
*laughs*
Jane can just afford to laugh. Ish. After that, we went for Weeru and Chantri. OMFG. WEERU WORE SKIRT FOR THE FIRST TIME AFTER SO LONG! It was denim, and she let go her hair. I WAS LIKE, "WEEEERUUU". I was in shock, 'cause she wore skirt. Thanks to Chantri, I love you. Chantri managed to force Weeru to wear a skirt. Haha. Then, we reached our destination [my home], Geraldine, Natasha, Jaclyn, Mandy and Lily were there already. I couldn't stop there to say hi to everyone so all I did was shouting hi and ran to my room to change into my dress. Then I came down. We ate. My uncle and the rest of my family members were the chef for yesterdays night. I like my dad's lamb. Yummy. After the food session, we played the truth or dare. Haha. It was really fucking funny as Sum Tian Yan did the POLE DANCE. POLE DANCE. I was laughing like heck till I fell. A guy, doing a pole dance. Haha. Okay. I better shut up. During that truth or dare, a lot *coughs* of *coughs* secrets *coughs* were *coughs* revealed. *COUGHS* The ones who were there knows what I am talking about, expecially harrypotterfreak. YAY. Okay I pity her. After the game, there's only Katherine, Weeru, Chantri, Jane and I left. So, we went to check the presents to see what I got for my 15th birthday. The first thing I saw was the Hugues Eau De Parfum. I was all "WTF". Parfum. Yummy. And I got some Dior Summer Play lip gloss from my mum. I was like in a shock of my life. It's like damn pretty. Okay. Stopping. And I am now having loads of things, not forgetting Xue Wen and the gang's gift for me; a HUGE Donald Duck. I am still in shock, but, oh whatever. And then, we were talking about some random things and Katherine got to go. So, there's 4 of us left and took a few pictures. When I was talking to Jane, this happens:  Who's the photographer? Weeru Ho. Ish. Then when it strucked 12am, it's their turn to leave. Anyway, I am not Cheachea's model as what he said in his post. Haha. He is my ahjussi. To those who came, I love you guys! EXCLUDING JASMINE KOK and including Joe Vin.  Sorry, Joe Vin is not in the picture. AND OH. Recommendation: - Over It - Katherine McPhee
- Make Me Wonder -Maroon 5
- Because of You - Neyo
- No 1 - BoA
- Tie A Yellow Ribbon Around the Old Oak Tree - Tony Orlando & Dawn
- Mr Postman - Carpenters
- Come On Over - Christina Aguilera
- Dashboard Confessional - So Sweet Long Summer
- With Love - Hilary Duff
That's all I think. And oh, I'm still hunting for a blogskin to replace my Heaven's Tree blogskin. As for this year, Leon is being the first one who wished me. Young Min my another brother from GIS wished me an hour earlier, and Weeru the love biter wished me 15 minutes earlier. Haha. P/S: Weeru, thanks for your sexily pink pig. It can't fit my phone! I think the HOLE is too small for my phone. Whatever. P/P/S: I can't wait to see Jasmine! I don't care, you owe me a LARGE cup of Baskin Robin's ice-cream! P/P/S: 65/100 for Geography, what do you think? Including for not reading the whole syllabus for Geography? I mean, I read, but maybe one subtopic? I think it's not good enough? Anyway, as for now, I owe Jane a drink from Starbucks. I am waiting so, I don't need to spend money for Jane's drink from Starbucks. Labels: Rants
Tuesday, 12 June 2007
Foreverrr.
17:47
Well, summer mid-year break is gone. Just like that, without me doing anything due to my laziness. I did nothing during the mid-year break, excluding reading a page of History and Geography, did a project (I am almost done with it), shopping, went to Genting, getting a new pair of new Elle watch, sleep, eat, online, hang around with Ethel, ate ice-cream, sat on the Genting's cable car, went to Little India and met my mom.
That is what I mostly did, during the mid-year break. I missed it so much, 'cause, it'll gonna be my last longest break before the trials on the 13th of August. Life in my dad's mini condo is way better than the life in my grandmother's house. Sigh. I've to bare with it.
Since I'm back in Seremban, there's nothing much I can say, 'cause I can do nothing about it. Anyway, I still did enjoy my break very much. I did not study. Like fuck yeah. I bet I'm not gonna do well like Jasmine-who-finished-her-DyingLiving-Skills-syllabus. I was like, "WHAT?!" when I read her post about it. I was like, "Damn, I'm gonna lose to her. Wait, I've always lost to her. Ish. Damn me." Sigh. When can I be smart as Jasmine? I mean, when can I be hardworking as Jasmine. I am always lazy. I'm never smart. I'm never hardworking. Whenever I go to a good class like first or second class, I'll never put any effort into any papers I'm gonna sit for. Sigh. Why la my life like this. *sighs and cries* Never mind. Next subject. School has reopened since the mid-year break is already gone. Exams are sucky. I screwed Dying Living Skills, 'cause I just read a bit and I know nuts when the paper came to me. And, I even screwed Civics. I didn't EVEN touch THAT book at all. Sigh. I screwed today. Why? Because today have no Geography and Arts but History and Civics, but I brought Geography book and my Arts utensils. I know. It's stupid. Jasmine brought her Geography book today too. And fuck, I really thought today is Geography and Arts. Damn, I carried a bag full of brushes, palettes, poster colors, water colors, newspapers, and a cup for the water. And when I reached school, I was like, "DAMN." I'm really blur. Sigh. I deserve to die. I screwed Physical Education theories and History. Sigh. What else, CIVICS TOO. Whatever, lah. I give up. Anyway, now, to my birthday thing. It's damn sial. Everyone seem to be busy. Ish. Some of them, are Christian freaks, and some of them wanna watch a concert organized by Agape. Ish. Some father's day celebration, some visiting grandma, ONE OF THEM IS GOING OUTSTATION (JASMINE KOK PUEY KENN). I'm quite sad about Jasmine's case, because, I changed the venue to Seremban for her. Ish. Katherine and I feel like cooking Jasmine in curry, then I'll give the curry away to Phua Chu Kang. Ish. So susah to ask that Jasmine. Ish. Never mind. I can't wait for Saturday! Hopefully there's no one would say can come then can't come in the last minute. Sigh. Life is hard. Hope I won't screw my arts and geography. Labels: Invitation, School
Sunday, 3 June 2007
Oh-lovely-dumb-invitation.
23:35
Hello everyone.
I decided to align this post center today is for...a few reasons. So, yeah. And, this post is headed to:- Jasmine Kok
- Jane Yeow
- Katherine Lim
- WeeRu Ho
- Pamela Lai
- etc. I'll list out this thing later.
Hello.
As very little people [Such as, Jasmine.] knows that my birthday is coming up soon, I decided to invite very little people to come for a birthday celebration this year in SEREMBAN.
Yes, Seremban.
Clear? No? Ok.
SEREMBAN.
Ok. Back to subject.Actually, this idea of BBQ was produced in the brains of my father. So, I thought, "Why not calling Jasmine and the rest?" Well, just a few people; the ones who are close to me in friends. I mean, QUITE close to me in friends, to be precise. ESPECIALLY JASMINE. I don't bugger care, Jasmine must come for it. Uh, this is not totally 100% confirmed, yet. But, it's about...80% confirmed that the BBQ is on.
About the time, I'm not sure and I don't know anything about the time yet. I think it should be at night. Venue. Oh, I said just now. SEREMBAN. And of course, my home sweet home. Boo. I wished the BBQ can be somewhere else, but, forget it. And the date and day! 16th June - Saturday!
So, yeah. Jasmine Kok must come if I have it.
Eh? Ok. Uh, if there's any changes, I'll let you know as soon as possible.
P/S: Please let me know if I left you out. I'm very old.
P/P/S: If it's really confirmed, I'll give you the invitation card.Labels: Invitation
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