Well, summer mid-year break is gone. Just like that, without me doing anything due to my laziness. I did nothing during the mid-year break, excluding reading a page of History and Geography, did a project (I am almost done with it), shopping, went to Genting, getting a new pair of new Elle watch, sleep, eat, online, hang around with Ethel, ate ice-cream, sat on the Genting's cable car, went to Little India and met my mom.
That is what I mostly did, during the mid-year break. I missed it so much, 'cause, it'll gonna be my last longest break before the trials on the 13th of August. Life in my dad's mini condo is way better than the life in my grandmother's house. Sigh. I've to bare with it.
Since I'm back in Seremban, there's nothing much I can say, 'cause I can do nothing about it. Anyway, I still did enjoy my break very much. I did not study. Like fuck yeah. I bet I'm not gonna do well like Jasmine-who-finished-her-DyingLiving-Skills-syllabus. I was like, "WHAT?!" when I read her post about it. I was like, "Damn, I'm gonna lose to her. Wait, I've always lost to her. Ish. Damn me."
Sigh. When can I be smart as Jasmine? I mean, when can I be hardworking as Jasmine. I am always lazy. I'm never smart. I'm never hardworking. Whenever I go to a good class like first or second class, I'll never put any effort into any papers I'm gonna sit for. Sigh. Why la my life like this.
*sighs and cries*
Never mind. Next subject.
School has reopened since the mid-year break is already gone. Exams are sucky. I screwed Dying Living Skills, 'cause I just read a bit and I know nuts when the paper came to me. And, I even screwed Civics. I didn't EVEN touch THAT book at all. Sigh. I screwed today.
Why?
Because today have no Geography and Arts but History and Civics, but I brought Geography book and my Arts utensils. I know. It's stupid. Jasmine brought her Geography book today too. And fuck, I really thought today is Geography and Arts. Damn, I carried a bag full of brushes, palettes, poster colors, water colors, newspapers, and a cup for the water. And when I reached school, I was like, "DAMN."
I'm really blur. Sigh. I deserve to die. I screwed Physical Education theories and History. Sigh. What else, CIVICS TOO. Whatever, lah. I give up.
Anyway, now, to my birthday thing. It's damn sial. Everyone seem to be busy. Ish. Some of them, are Christian freaks, and some of them wanna watch a concert organized by Agape. Ish. Some father's day celebration, some visiting grandma, ONE OF THEM IS GOING OUTSTATION (JASMINE KOK PUEY KENN). I'm quite sad about Jasmine's case, because, I changed the venue to Seremban for her. Ish. Katherine and I feel like cooking Jasmine in curry, then I'll give the curry away to Phua Chu Kang.
Ish.
So susah to ask that Jasmine. Ish. Never mind.
I can't wait for Saturday!
Hopefully there's no one would say can come then can't come in the last minute. Sigh. Life is hard.
Hope I won't screw my arts and geography.
Labels: Invitation, School
