Welcome to my online diary. I blog what I want to blog about. Whether thoughts, daily rantings, bitchings, whatever, they're still in my blog. Don't judge them before knowing me personally. You got no rights to. If you don't like them, you can leave.
Goodbye &take good care of yourself.
just me
&me alone
My name is Awesome.
I'm 17 going on 18.
I'm fantastical, seasonal, &magical.
CheeYan's really right. I am emotional. Jeez. Screw that.
Christmas in Aussieland was good. Never experienced that before, so, yeah. I liked it. Hayley &Ashley gave me a make over today since it's a Sunday, plus there's nothing to do today. The pictures were taken by them too. They are lovely (L) I love them. They did everything (:
Awesome I tell you. I wanna stay here!
Saturday, 19 December 2009
I hate this.
00:58
My emotions became unstable after prom, approximately 2 hours ago. I'll be on a hiatus.
Goodbye people. I'll miss you all, especially my best friend, &others.
Take care.
I'll most probably be back after I cool down, or after Australia.
Thursday, 17 December 2009
I really miss Jane Yeow.
17:46
Ohohoh, Jane &I watched a total of 5 movies yesterday, from Loner, to 200 Pounds Beauty, to REC, to Juno to Jennifer's Body. Liling was around for 2.5 of the movies watched. Halfway through, we went to PappaRich for supper, since she hasn't tried PappaRich in Seremban. Plus, there's NO PappaRich in Seremban anyway.
Jane, when are you coming for a movie marathon again? ):
Back off, or what?
17:32
Time is passing too fast. I'm not too happy nor too sad about it. I don't know how I'm feeling. I'm a bit upset over the fact that Jane has gone back after her short stay here. I feel quite lonely now, since my dad is not here, &Jane is already gone.
I hate Jane's phone everytime her phone plays the tune, signaling there's a new message. The song lasts for ever &it doesn't stop. Liling has to agree with me too. I mean, when we're having our very own girly time, her phone will be distracting her. I mean, us. Not good.
I'm quite healed from the wound caused by a guy several months ago. Really.
Prom is tomorrow &I'm quite nervous about it. Somehow I feel like backing off =/ What's wrong with me now? Chee Yan told me to go, &ignore anything that might happen to me. Yikes. Not good.
I've Lady Gaga craze now, after so long. Sue me. I've heard of Lady Gaga since last year, but, I never bother listening to it properly.
Countdown to Australia : 3 days left! I really can't wait to go to Ashley's place again. I'm going to see those 2 dogs again, &shop! Ashley, Hayley &I are going to have our mini mi goreng competition for supper one of the nights before we sleep (: We were supposed to have it last year, but we didn't have the time, or we were too full. I'm going for BBQ at the beach for dinner on the day I arrive. I can't wait!
One turn off: summer. I can't really stand the heat, you know. Heat &I don't click. I hope it won't be that hot though.
I'm going for the education fair (again) in Mid Valley this Saturday. Who's with me? (: Nope, I'm going to inquire what I am going to list tonight. Not pre-university education. More like, university education &courses.
Alrights, I better go now. I want to watch Talentime in a couple of minutes. Pamela Chong is in the movie! &Julia's hot dancing partner is in the movie too! &it's Yasmin Ahmad's last few movies.
Sunday, 13 December 2009
Pharmacy/Pharmaceutical Science or Nutrition &Dietetics?
20:20
When I was in Hat Yai, I was wondering why is the King's pictures are everywhere in town. Then my dad told me it's some festival, which he assumed it to be the King's birthday month festival. When I returned yesterday, I googled about him &read stuffs about him.
I never knew King Bhumibol is very highly educated, &quite old now. He's 83, &is still a king. He has been ruling Thailand for approximately 63 years. How great can that be. He has doctorate in music, &other degrees.
This is King Bhumidol in 2003, when he was 77.
I even googled about King Chulalongkorn, King Mongkut &King Vajiravudh. I know what's in your mind - SEJARAH. Screw Sejarah.
You shouldn't be surprised that his name is the shortest compared to the first King of Thailand &even King Chulalongkorn - Phra Bat Somdet Phra Poramintharamaha Chulalongkorn Phra Chunla Chom Klao Chao Yu Hua. I told Chee Yan to name his son with that name (:
Guess where am I now? In Hat Yai! I didn't know my hotel got FREE wireless Internet connection until I saw the wireless machine right in front of my room door. I was in Penang yesterday though. I even over ate &vomited them after 6 hours. I didn't have a good sleep. &this morning I left for Hat Yai. Once my family &i reached here, we went to Sawass Dee for 1 1/2 hours of foot massage! Then, I decided to do manicure &pedicure. You know, it's 100 baht for manicure, &100 baht for pedicure. It doesn't matter whether it's French or what, it's still 100 baht! Surprisingly cheap I tell you. In KL, a normal manicure can come up to a minimum amount of RM60 &RM70 for French manicure but here is different! The foot + hand massage for 1 1/2 hours was as low as 300 baht, which is like RM30? But the exchange rate is RM9.70 for 100 baht so do your math! I went to Boots Pharmacy too! &bought lots of stuffs. Imported from UK, &things can be so cheap there! Ah I love Hat Yai! I better get going. My fingers are tired moving on my tiny iPod &I am going for supper near my hotel now! Hopefully I won't over eat again (:
ImissyoualotIwonderifyouunderstandme.
Monday, 7 December 2009
A Christmas Carol.
18:22
Life is so going to be good after tomorrow (:
Chemistry, aka the last paper for SPM (except for Chinese Language + etc takers).
After Chemistry, CheeYan, Joey, LiLing &I are going to Pavilion for a movie &probably dinner or a short tea (; Life's so going to be good, like I said. We're going to watch A Christmas Carol, a show which I wanted to watch for quite sometime already. I want to watch Mulan too! Yeeeeeks.
Prom's on the 18th, &I still don't know what to do with my hair (straighten/curl it by myself, or go to the saloon), or whether should I put make up on, since I'm so lazy =/
I'm sleepy, but there's Chemistry tomorrow. See how relaxing am I, during SPM. C'mon, I go out during breaks, &go hunt for food with Carl Mann at The Mall ._. we're so relaxing (: it's good, to relieve stress, so we won't screw things up.
Hah. TAS.
H1N1!
13:31
Nobody by Wonder Girls is another catchy song, trust me. Do you know how I got to know about the song?
Friday, 4 December 2009
Just for Corliss to see (:
17:20
Credits: Uncle Boon Lee's facebook
This is her (:
Credits: Uncle Boon Lee's facebook
Guess what, I heard that she took a mere 2 hours to warm up before the shots. LOL. That is also, minimum!
I love fondant icing.
13:07
It's good that I'm back now. It's good that History, Biology, Physics are gone.
I never expected Add Maths to be that difficult. I mean, SPM is supposed to be easy, right? But, no! Sigh, I'm so not going to get straight A's.
But it's okay. I never aimed for A's this time. I aimed for B+'s ._. So if I get C's, I'm super unlucky. If I get A's, I'm super LUCKY.
However, I don't care anymore. There's only Chemistry to fret about.
This is my grandfather's brother's grand daughter, Emmelyn. You have no idea how cheeky she is! Her cheeky smile, her cheeky character. Meh.
She can't even remember me anymore! I fed her 1 1/2 banana when she was 2 (I think) &when her sister was still in her womb. I fed her 1 bowl of prosperity noodles this year, during the new year reunion. Gosh, how can she forget me!? I'm so hurt. Tsktsk.
Emmelyn's sister, Ashlyn. She's friendlier but she told her maid she doesn't want to play with me. GOSH. I tell you, I was so hurt! They're kids but they don't want to play with me. Her maid asked her why, &she said, "I don't know. I just don't want to play with her." Sigh.
Although they don't want to play with me, they have a strong sister bond. Emmelyn will go looking for Ashlyn when she can't see Ashlyn around her (after some time. she takes time to realize ._.) &Ashlyn will start saying, "Emmelyn, Emmelyn? Emmelyn!" when she can't see her older sister anywhere. So cute!
Oh by the way, they were the flower girls for my uncle's wedding, her uncle. Emmelyn clings on to her uncle like glue &paper.
This year has been 1 heck of a year, compared to last year, although it was quite fast too. Well, everytime when it comes to year end, I'll think that time has passed extremely fast. I remember I was quite depressed over a dude this year, where my friends helped me so much to stand still.
I've so much to say about this year, about people whom I got closer with (Chee Yan, Pui Ting, Eileen, etc) &what I've learnt. I'm not going to miss this year because of SPM, but I am going to miss this year because it's my final year in school.
Maybe it's time to move on to the other phase of life.
Guess who?
This is obvious enoough, right? (:
I love her.
Thanks to the crew who made her look like before, when she was still in her long hair (;
SzeYun, Xuanneh &Liling (:
This was taken before the idea of making her look like before popped. Haha. Hilarious.
Download Room For Two - Roots Before Branches.
Or what, you know the song already?
But never mind. I like the lyrics (; The title is Roots Before Branches (;
So many things
To do and say
But I can't seem
To find my way
But I wanna know how
I know
I'm meant
For something else
But first
I gotta find myself
But I don't know how
Oh, why do I reach for the stars When I don't have wings To carry me that far?
I gotta have
Roots before branches
To know who I am
Before I know
Who I wanna be
And faith
To take chances
To live like I see
A place in this world
For me
Sometimes
I don't wanna feel
And forget the pain
Is real
Put my head
In the clouds
Oh, start to run
And then I fall
Seein'
I can't get it all
Without my feet
On the ground
There's always a seed
Before there's a rose
The more that it rains
The more I will grow
I gotta have
Roots before branches
To know who I am
Before I know
Who I wanna be
And faith
To take chances
To live like I see
A place in this world
For me
Whatever comes
I know how to take it
Learn to be strong
I won't have to fake it
Oh, you're understandin'
Oh, but when you come
And do it best
There ain't nothin'
To stoppin' east to west
(I'm not sure
if this is right)
But I'll still
Be standing
I'll be standing
I gotta have
Roots before branches
To know who I am
Before I know
Who I wanna be
And faith
To take chances
To live like I see
A place in this world
I'm lazy to colorize the lyrics so that's it (:
I like the lyrics though.