back to monday again. monday never fail to the worst day of the week.

i don't like monday. no one does.

yikes.

its going to be really hot tomorrow, with the tie on around my warm neck.

oh you know, its my first time having a friend who, tells me off like whoa (more like a mother) [well she reminds me of a mother] for my own good, just because i was in the negative side of my life all this while? gosh i really appreciate this kind of friend because, not all friends will tell you off like whoa for your own good. after she told me off 2 nights ago, i took the night to think about what she said.

anyway carl mann, thanks (:

oh i just watched the wedding game starring fann wong and christopher lee. its super hilarious like zomgwtf. i laughed and laughed till my dad woke up from his beauty sleep. p/s i was watching in the hall.

shall go off now, and maybe, watch hannah montana the movie later on. i am still searching for dance subaru dvd in night markets. meisa kuroki is so pretty no?



i am actually aware that trials is a few days, hours and minutes from now. just still, i don't know what am i doing. i am totally clueless about what i am doing. i don't know why am i still procrastinating. i don't know where is the old me, that panicked 1 week before trials, 2 months before pmr, and studied like crap. getting not-so-good-results for trials is not what i am worried most. i am worried if i break down again, like 2 years back. breaking down before the exam is not what i want.

quote v sam, "if you desperately want the A's, you'll desperately work for it." i quote her because it helped me a lot that year. and i will still quote her now. i think i should work hard for it starting from, the day my best friend told me off =/ at least i have someone who sits beside me everyday, and will willingly help me in my studies. i should be thankful, as some people who doesn't have this kind of priviledge in their whole life.