i know i am supposed to be studying history now but screw it.

is it meant to be like this? when i'm hurt, no one is there to understand? when i'm crying, no one is there to know why am i crying? but instead, telling me to give it up, just because it's not worth a single penny? thanks, i know it's for my own good, but do you know the real reason why?

is life meant to be like this? are all guys mean? are they all mean?!

i don't get it.

when you wanted a chance, i gave. when i want a chance, you refused to give. is that how everyone supposed to be? why am i the only one always giving chances? why can't i be mean? i want to be mean, so i won't be hurt.

is it a mistake, for trusting you?

i feel utterly pathetic &hopeless while typing this post.

things are getting worst nowadays. i don't know what to do, at all.