You know, I went down to the playground just now to catch up with Nicole &guess what, just because of that, I realized that I've about a month left for SPM. &I've not started quite a lot. Okay, maybe a little for trials but still! Everyone's finishing them up &I'm still here relaxing. This is so not good! I'm not keeping track of my time. I don't know what am I doing right now. I know that I'm supposed to study but, I just don't want to. I'm so sick of studying, &the pressure, is making it worst. Yikes. Bad bad bad! I shall start studying soon &you will know what I'll be doing at the moment if I stopped blogging, or I'm missing in action online at anytime. I should stop watching tv, &stop touching my computer, or, *evil laughter* use my iPod to check my mails secretly using dad's wireless internet connection.
I'm starting to feel guilty for not touching books now. For this 5 days, I've been enjoying &relaxing &I didn't give a mere thought for Chemistry, Physics, or Moral. Oh wait, Sejarah! I know nuts about Sejarah &I don't want to fail Sejarah for SPM. I failed Sejarah for mid-term &, gosh, that was my first time failing Sejarah in my whole life. My forecast ain't gonna be good, &now I am thinking how to apply for colleges before SPM, so I can get into the January intake. My dad's not going to be happy. Oh nooo. That's what I deserve for procrastinating. Bingo baby. &I'm not going to be home this weekend too. Noooo. Time to study, everything, nooooo. Everything is in a mess. Sometimes I wonder why do I mess things up for nothing when I can make it...clear? I'm screwed. Wait, I'm complaining now too.
I think I should start off with Sejarah. Hmm. No, Biology. Noooooo, PHYSICS. Or wait, Chemistry? Nonono, Moral. I don't know!
I think the past has affected my life. &me, I allowed it to affect my life for nothing. Jeeeeez. I should have not allowed it, yes? If I didn't, I won't be panicking now. I AM PANICKED. SPM is so close, &I didn't realize it until just now when Nicole said, "Oh, SPM is in about a month." When she uttered that statement, I was like, "Huh? What about in a month? Serious? Hmm. *starts thinking*" &when I realized, I started panicking. This is so not good. I repeat, NOT GOOD. I'm not happy. *bangs head*
&also, just now like a few hours back, I visited
Hotel626 <--
clickclick! &guess what, I had a fright because of it ._. &oh, it's some kind of an adventure online game. Levels to go through &stuff. You can only access it from 6pm to 6am. If you are going to ask me whether I liked it or not, I've no comments. I played halfway, &I got lazy because it took quite sometime to load. I don't have patience. &after that, I lurked around the internet, &I found out that Taylor Lautner &Taylor Swift kissed for a movie called something valentine or valentine something for next year's Valentine movie. I was so heart broken ._. Don't ask me why, but, somehow, I don't give a damn ._. But still!
So anyhow, hopefully I'll get to catch up in my studies soon. I've been missing from school for quite sometime &what, I'm always procrastinating. Bad habit. Sigh. Goodbye world, if I don't blog after this anymore. Goodbye internetworld. Goodbye, entertainment. Goodbye Facebook. Goodbye surveys. Goodbye Twitter. Goodbye everybody. I'll miss you. I should refrain myself from touching this keyboard after this post, or after tonight. &refrain myself from every entertainment, &maybe, a little bit of social. Noooooo. I shall lock myself up in the room &study. Okay. I think I am exaggerating now. Sorry, sorry. Maybe, just start studying smart &hard after tonight. This thing is distracting me, &will distract me forever. Noooooooo.
Take care everybody [:
