Guess what, it's confirmed that I am not leaving to anywhere next year. Yikes. The place that I planned to never go is where I am going - MCKL. I am beyond speechless. My dad said instead of going to NZ &spend RM70k, going to MCKL will save him RM50k. I need my forecast, IC &birth certificate copy to complete my enrolment. I am not really looking forward to it, but, looking at the bright side, it wouldn't be that bad, would it?
A-Levels, that's it. Taking 4 subjects, because my dad said 4 subjects will cover me better than taking 3 subjects, just in case I flunk 1 of it. Hah. Not going to Taylor's, because it's going to cost my dad about RM30k, just for the whole thing, which my dad said, "What for, when I am paying RM15k to MCKL. It's half of Taylor's. Waste of money. RM15k is a lot."
From today, the moment I submitted the form, until now, I'm still having the same reaction - Nooooooooooooo. That's all. I don't know what I should feel. Going to somewhere I never planned, again. &again, I have to remind myself - look at the bright side. &again, the evil Yuenmay is telling me not to go because of the old building, etc. But again, the angel Yuenmay said look at the bright side - it's cheap, &I can save RM15k.
My dad &I had a talk about what I'm going to do after SPM yesterday. We cut off SAM/Ausmat from the list because he heard that A-Levels is more recognized [finally, since he always thought that A-Levels is a waste of time]. &yesterday we were torn in between A-Levels &Foundation. During our visit to MCKL, he decided to send me there, which we initially thought of going to Taylor's first ._. Thanks to my screwed up suggestion to go to MCKL then to Taylor's. Since Edexcel &Cambridge are the same, just that their system is a little different, I chose to take Edexcel [it's because Edexcel sounds easier]. They have other 2 colleges offering A-Levels Edexcel - KDU &HELP. But my dad won't allow me to go to either KDU or HELP, so, yeah, MCKL it is.
&again, NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. But last minute changes might happen.
So however,
JiaXin, can you hear that? I'm not leaving. You can tell Miss Hiew that. I am going back to
Jean Gan after SPM! Oh yes! I'm quite happy but I am not happy ._.; But still, I can go back to ballet. I am going join you for ballet again. Wheeeeee.
You know, I've decided, I will be happy with the decision. I'll not go nooooooo again. I'll be happy. Sigh. Am I the only one going to MCKL? Tsk. Or anyone from the gang going to MCKL? Anyone?
Off I am to take a short nap, then study.
