We had some MCKL representatives in school today, to talk about what courses they offer &all. Most of them [I mean Wesleyans] got brainwashed. That's what they all claimed about. But I didn't get brainwashed. I wonder why. I mean, I've already know that they have really good &worthy scholarships. &I've already know that private Methodist school students will get a minor discount. I know all that. When I got to know all of them, I had second thought to study in MCKL. But then, it was last year when I had that thought :D So yes, I've no intention to study in MCKL &yeah, their offers are really convincing. I mean, which college will give you FULL scholarship if you get 10A1's? Or, at least 50% when you get 8-9A's? Which, you tell me? I got some scholarship bursaries &I don't think it suit well with me. With my kind of results, I really don't think so.

I should stick to Pukekohe High [: I really want to take NCEA Level 3. &get 80 credits, for Level 3, &60 credits for Level 2 in a year. That will be my goal next year. I will be waiting. Or maybe I'll be going to Sydney University for foundation studies. Ah. It's like we're getting older &older &we're not getting younger.

Why did I screw up my Biology? Miss Teng doesn't want to help. Hopefully Mr Chin is considering about it, because I really wanted a credit. I mean, my goals are all credits, just to get through. For SPM, I want A's. It doesn't matter whether A1, or A2. At least A's. If they're all A1's, I don't mind [: Biology &History, lower aim than the others because they're both memorizing subjects &I'm not good at memorizing, so, yeah, if I aim A1's for the rest, this will be A2. Hopefully I'll reach my goal.

My new goal of the year: 8A1's, 2A2's. If I can get all A1's, I'll be grateful [:

I'm quite satisfied for my Chemistry &because of that, it doesn't matter whether I failed Biology. But, I really need the credits, when I think further. Passing Chemistry is like the time for me to celebrate. But when I was so happy getting 50% for Chemistry, everyone was so upset &whining over their 60+% for their Chemistry &they wanted more. It's weird. I have different goals than most of them. It's really weird. Don't get me wrong, but, I want good achievements. I know I am not working hard enough, but still, it's a minor achievement. Quote Yuehan, "Put small goals, achieve small goals, celebrate, then repeat again." [: That was quite inspiring when I first heard it. He can be really mature in thinking. It's so Yuehan.