I explored my computer files. & i found things like...

Do you remember,
those moments we had?
Had you forget?
When we first knew,
when we first kissed,
when we first held hands.
Don't you miss it?

I do,
my love.

Tell me,
how do you feel now.
I want to know,
because i care.
I want you to be happy.
I'd rather be,
sad.
I'd rather carry your sadness
away from you.

I love you,
my love.
Tell me that you love me.
"Love's the thing we want",
tell me.

My love,
tell me how you are now.
It has been long,
since we've last spoke.

I miss you,
my love.
Why'd you have to go?

When you walked away,
you didn't turn back.
I want to know why so.
Did you feel anything?
I felt it.

I felt sad,
angry,
disappointed.
I felt sour.
I didn't feel sugar.

I wondered,
wondered deeply.
When are you coming back?

Is it good there,
tell me.
I miss those times
when you used to tell me
everything.

Now,
I apologize
for being cold towards
you in the past,
my love.

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When i cry,
you'll tell me
not to cry.
Because when i do,
you will cry too.
Or when i do,
your heart breaks
into pieces.

You always want me
to be happy,
no matter what happens.
But that
couldn't happen,
because
you left me
with a broken heart
behind.

You said
you wouldn't leave me
anymore.
You broke your promise.
I couldn't
do anything
to stop you
from doing so.

Why did you break them?
You said,
you didn't mean it.
To me,
you didn't even care
about
the promises we made.

Eventually,
you broke my heart
even more.
Who's going
to mend it?
No one is.

Thank you,
for acting
like you cared.
But in fact,
without me knowing,
you don't care.

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There's like 2 of them. I wonder whether did i wrote them myself? Or its from somewhere? I used to copy and paste lots of things.

I can't recall anything.

As i said, i have a short term memory.

Whatever it is, comment it. I don't care whether if its a bad one, i just want to know what you guys think, regardless whether i wrote it because i forgot.

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