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Sunday, 14 September 2008
A little more tears?
22:35
I know I shouldn't, but...
...sometimes, I must do something
...without anyone's knowledge,
Especially yours.
I hope you'll hold me on when I break down.
It's very much impossible,
And yet I'm holding on to you.
My desire has conquered my heart,
Which made me feel more guilty.
Hearing echoes of theirs makes me sadder;
Because I know what you and I heard are not true.
And yet I've to hide it in me.
It's you,
That I've to hide it from,
Thus you'll not know the truth.
I wish I can be like a bird,
Flying free like nobody's business,
Which is very much impossible too.
I know anything is possible,
But it doesn't work on me.
I know He heard my sayings,
My cries,
My whispers,
As He's always there,
'though I can't see Him.
Sometimes,
I wonder,
Why is this so hard?
    Labels: Depression
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