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Sunday, 18 January 2009
200; big baeng
22:51

if you're wondering why i spelt big bang as big baeng, it is because it is spelt like that in korean. not my fault! (; yes i can read korean, but i don't understand what it is only.

o yes ycm and yjx, i think i like haru haru.

sue me.

if you're wondering why, my cousin made me love it.

she was freakin' playing the song over and over again in seremban yesterday.

not to mention she sings the chorus when she plays it on her phone.

she forced me to listen to haru haru ._.

guess how old is my cousin.
















13.



yep, and i heard a lot of things from her about her school friends and all.

lemmeh share with you! (:

her friend: i just broke up with my boyfriend.
my cousin: wait, this is like your 8th one!
her friend: yeah.
my cousin: why did you breakup, this time?
her friend: he's not serious.
o my cousin also said that everytime her friend breaks up because the guy is not serious. and her longest relationship lasted for 2 months.

thank god my cousin sister is quite a tom boy, so i don't need to worry about her if she breaks up (because it is not going to happen!). that's one good thing. but i am worrying about...what if she likes a girl, not a boy.

i dare not think about it now. *crosses my fingers*

aiyaiyai.

nowadays, the world has changed!

even a girl at 8 has a boyfriend S:

and my little cousin brother likes a girl since 4 years old. he's 11 years old now by the way.

and, my cousin sister told me that her friend is not a virgin anymore since 12. they're now 13.

guess where they did it?




school.

i know, of all places. whether they used a condom or not, i don't know. i don't want to know either.

really, the world has changed!






ETA:
o now i remember. i've a family friend, who had a girlfriend at 6. he used the F word too. and even scolds his sister cibai, fuck you and fucker. he's currently 7.
i am not kidding.

in my past, i've not known the F word until form 1. and, i got my first boyfriend (who is now my ex) when i was in form 1. i didn't even know what boyfriend and the F word was all about till then.

i am now having sweat bullets beside my forehead. and i will continue having them until i can accept the fact that the world has changed completely.

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