For my whole two years in secondary, I`ve always get a C, or minimum a C, for my tests and exams. I`ve no idea why, in sudden, this time, I`ve no C`s at all. Not even one. Yes, I`m quite happy. But sad, at the same time. I could actually get an A for Living Skills. But sigh, in reality, I didn`t. I did well for teras. But for elective, it went another way round. I used to do badly for teras. Well, mostly everyone did well in their teras.

As for Geography...for my first in my lifetime, I got a B for the first test. I used to score an A for Geography every beginning of the year. I meant for the two whole years. Sigh. Seriously, I didn`t study for Geography. I thought I don`t need to study. And right now I got a B. Great, isn`t it? I know. For the upcoming March Monthly test, I have to read the whole text book of Geography Form 1 and those kemahiran thing from Form 2 & 3. Hope I can get 70+ in total for Geography.

I can never score an A for Science. Seriously. I didn`t even get an A for Science for more than a year. Wahaha. Science is hard. Tralala. I`ll try to score.

BACK TO MY DARLING MATHS.

I got an A finally after a year. I missed the A so much! I hope I could maintain my A for Mathematics till PMR comes.

The easiest is...maintaining all my subjects` results. That`s all. I don`t need to talk so much but maintaining them. I`ll try my very dead best in the future till PMR comes. But I am afraid if I can`t score crazily like Jasmine. I don`t mind about my bad grades but...I want my papers` score to be like...70+. I want to be as smart as Jasmine. She`s damn smart. Maybe she`ll disown me soon, once I become stupid. Anyway, I am stupid 24/7. She can disown me anytime and I wouldn`t be surprised.

Oh well, I`ll be sitting for the stupid March Monthly Test right after the mid term break. What kind of school`s system is that? They are making it right after the mid term break. Means...no outing, no anything for me. I guess I have to revise everything during that mid term break. I hope I could do that when I am in KL...as you all know I can`t study that much if I am in KL.

I hope I can do as good as this February`s Topical Test; the very beginning test of the year for my March Monthly Test which will bring my great bad marks to the report book. All I can do is...just...pray by the bed every night. Okay, I better stop crapping. I am not a holy Christian. I am sorry, but, I quite dislike the Christians. Not that I am racism and anti-religions. I am not supporting my own religion either. None of the religion. Although I am a Buddhist, I started to be a part of the freethinkers. I do believe that God exists, but, at the same time, I don`t believe. It may be complicating for you to understand.

I think I better stop talking about all this before the holy people of you get offended.

Today, I went to the hall for some talk. It`s with a few classes together; Sigma, Omega, Theta and Zeta. Heck, I got scared when teacher select me to answer her in front of everyone. It`s because I don`t prepare short notes for revision. Yeah, I don`t. The reason is because I find it more complicating. Short notes revision makes me go crazy. I can`t score as much as I get if I use short notes. I know, I am weird, right? Sigh. This Jasmine of mine said that I was cute speaking on the microphone. Heck...screw that teacher who prepared the whole talk. Why must it be in Malay. It`s quite...dumb that I answered one of her question, "Lebih complicating." Grr. Malay+English= Minglish.

Screw the school all over for speaking in Malay. Oops, I`m sorry.

Okay. Done for that.

P/S: Can you all believe that a lala like BAOBAO likes Anna Sui and Kenzo(it`s some unknown language`s site)? It`s like...I am heart broken because I myself like Anna Sui`s perfumes! I don`t care about Kenzo. Sigh. A lala likes Anna Sui. I can`t comment much though. It`s a free world and I have to understand that.

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