I am feeling mando. Ngehngeh.

I told you.

As what I said in some of my previous sexy posts, I'm feeling bored blogging already. I don't have the mood to blog anymore. Since I have something to say...hehe! Here I am, kissing killing the time by blogging. (whatever la har. my English is becoming more worst.) I think I should go for more English classes already. I want my English to be right.

Anyway, the April monthly test is over last week. The day when I posted about my "emo" post. Got the results. I mean, not all, for sure. Some of the teachers are hardworking lazy, right? So, what to do. Hah. Whatever. But still.........anyway, I'm feeling really sad for it. For the first time in my lifetime, seriously. I . GOT . A . D . FOR . HISTORY . Goodness. I'm VERY sad for that because I spent a day reading History ONLY. Basically, I studied for History ONLY. And one more; MATHEMATICS. I nearly got a C for Mathematics.

MATHEMATICS.
Definition: A subject which I used to score 90+ easily when I was in Year 5 & 6 and a subject which I love A LOT.

But not now. I can't remember the formulas. I am trying my life best to score 70+. But sadly, no. I nearly got a C. A big fat C. I think here is no ways for me to score 90+ anymore. That is what my instinct all about. I think I won't get 7A's. Honestly. Since I get bad results for this April's test, it means that...I won't get 7A's for PMR. Sigh. Jasmine is so smart. I wish I have her brains.

Although I know I got bad results for this 2 subjects, happily sadly, I aced in 2 papers; Geography & Civics, SO FAR. Sigh. I wish I can ace in English too. For Moral, haha. I KNOW I WILL GET NOT EVEN A C. I hate Moral. Nothing can describe how much I hate Moral. Oh okay. Not hate. I just don't have to interest to study for Moral papers. I tried to concentrate in Moral. But I just...can't.

I think I better stop about this stupid results. Next.

I wanna learn Japanese, Korean and French! Yummy YAY! I tried to learn Korean online and it really works. For now, I know what are the alphabets and all. But I don't know how to speak and understand anything. I don't know what it means at all. Gah. BUT I KNOW WHAT IS MY POST TITLE IS! It is...tadah! HEAVEN'S TREE! (Cheon Guk Ui Na Mu)

I don't care, but I really have to learn Japanese with Jane first then I'll try to go for Korean classes. Japanese is good, I think. TEEHEE. I don't care but Jane have to learn Japanese with me!

Seriously. Some of you KNOW that I WAS obsessed over Korea and blah about Korea, right? I don't know why but I am obsessed over it AGAIN. TRALALA. Gah. What a life. But oh well. It's really...rojak-ish.

I have bitterness, sweetness, saltiness & sourness. I just realized that I like bitter chocolates. I mean...not bitter chocolates. I meant...dark chocolates. It's really YUMMY to the MAX!





I am feeling retarded. Today, in school, we had this talk for 3 races, separately. Jane and I knew that the one who'll be talking will talk in Chinese. Bugger. We thought of yacking around throughout the whole talk. But sadly...probates & prefects can't sit. So Jane didn't get to sit and yack with me. Katherine, as a probate, is VERY scary. I saw her confiscating a girl's comb. YES, CONFISCATING. Her eyes are blunt SHARP! But...this year's probates are really annoying and blah. I mean...not because I am jealous. It's the truth. They're really crappy. CRAPPY AND DEAD.

I am stopping about probates now.

To me, Chinese is like...a foreign language. I don't even understand what was the guy crapping all about. I tried to understand but I can't. Grr. I am a Chinese. Sigh. I can do nothing. I'll try to speak more of Chinese from now on. I'll try my cutest best.

After that...lunch break. Then, as usual. Stupid uniform bodies activities nonsense. Went for it and I laid eggs. Soon later, there goes a drill. FINE. Mandy was really blur lah okay. Not her only. I was quite blur. Then I hear it for a lil while more and I knew it was the stupid fire drill practice. Gah. The conversation: Mandy YuenMay

Eh?
What bell is this?
Bell lah!
But...*the bell is still ringing*
Fire drill. *shows the don't give a damn face*
Fire drill?
YES FIRE DRILL OMG LETS GO!!!
Ah. Haha yeay, can go first. Let us be the first, quick quick.
YES YES. FASTERRRR.
YEAY WE'RE THE FIRST!
YEAYS!!!

A lame one. But the way we act was really...dumb lah. Blur & I didn't care for the bell. I thought it was normal one. But it was the stupid fire drill. Geh.

After nonsenses, it was time for V Sam. SERIOUSLY IN THE NAME OF MYSELF. I was VERY sleepy already. I didn't want to go to class. I wanted to go, but I can't open my eyes anymore. But I must go for V Sam no matter what happens. So, like that lah. I went. I forgot that my Jasmine is going for V Sam. I'm sorry Jasmine. When I reached there, I saw everyone was up there already. So Jane, Weeru and I went up. When I step into the class, it took me more than a second to realize that it was Jasmine's first time being in V Sam's. I thought she's there for a long time already so I couldn't bother to say hi. Then Jasmine said hi and I said hi loudly and screamed and ran towards her without thinking twice and hugged her. Bugger lah weih. I didn't see her today in school and I'm missing her. Haha. For sure, as my sister lah. Because I'm used to with the situation that I see and talk to Jasmine. So without her is like...damn boring and quiet and lonely. Same thing happens if Jane is not there. I don't know lah. I don't mind losing my friends. I mean, for real. I don't care if I lose all my friends in my life but not them. They are my life. Hah.

Anyway...LEE WAN IS MINE. OMG. He's damn HOT&SEXY lah okay! I'm really crazy over him. He is very HOT and SEXY. I wanna go mad already. OMG. I gila like hell already la okayy. Don't believe? Never mind.

Please NOTE that I am NOT a pervert.

It's just that he look hot. OMG. So yummy. I am in love with him. I like his body. His body is so sexy. Very sexy. Extremely sexy. You want? You don't want never mind. I want. ARGHHH. I still like his role in Heaven's Tree. I just don't get why Yoon-suh must die in that drama. Sigh. I can't bare to watch the ending. I don't plan to watch the ending again. I'll feel like crying if I watch the ending. GRR. WHY MUST HE DIE. Sigh. I like his bodyyy.

이완! 이완! 이완! 이완! I love you 이완!

I love Lee Wan. I LOVE LEE WAN!

Recommendations;

• Heaven's Tree OST (L)

That is all. Heaven's Tree is the love of my life.

Lee Wan is the biggest love of my life. (L)

P/S: I love you Jasmine & Jane. =)

P/P/S: I am not a lesbian nor a pervert. =.=

P/P/P/S: I know lah, there's people who actually pretends to like me as a friend but they actually don't. Jasmine or Jane could be one of it. But...I can't do anything. Losing them...would make me cry, but not as much as how I cried for Leon. I love 'em all. HEARTS.

Labels: Depression, Rants, Recommendation