I closed my blog 'cause i didn't feel like blogging. That doesn't mean i feel like blogging when i am now posting something. Okay fine. I am just feeling neutral & lazy. I feel like sleeping.

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Anyway i just said goodbye to my first term examination today. Ah. I am now feeling so relieved & relaxed. Guess i really flunked my papers. I suck at Science okay!

Oh well. They're supposed to be forgotten now.

I passed Physics with a C6. Oh did i say Physics? Heck, i am really bad at Physics. Thank god i passed. *smiles widely*

Although it's something that i am not proud of, i am still happy 'cause i passed. I was expecting for a fail though. Shockingly i passed.

My dad said it's not good. To my dad, everything is not good.

That's why i hate to face my dad. Sometimes i wish that i could die, just like that. Its really pressuring.

I know i am not as smart as Jasmine. I am not even as smart as an average student in school. I know i am far below average.

Anyway, i better get going now, because my eyes are killing me.




You know, i have like...a lot of homework to do this holiday? I've homework for every subject! Except for Civics & History? Hopefully i won't be lazy & finish my homework by Sunday. 'Cause i am really lazy. I do things halfway. I give up halfway through. My ballet teacher said i give up easily. Hm...



nights.

Labels: Depression, School, Thoughts, Uncategorized